Turning Things Around!

Hello! So these past few days, I've been pretty down. It's not super bad, don't worry. And it's not for like a long time, maybe for only two days? But two days is enough. It's just that before this, I was so perfectly silly and happy-go-lucky and cheerful. Like I would walk down the street alone, trying to wipe of the smile on my face that was brought on by memories. I would play an air guitar subtly. I would laugh at myself and memories. But then for no reason at all, I just stopped doing that. I was.. well.. wallowing in self-pity I guess. Missing home, missing KK food. I don't know what I was missing. Usually I wouldn't even feel that heaviness in my heart. I didn't even feel it when I was in Melb! It was so weird. But it really made me feel that life was so tough.. that I had to put in SO MUCH effort just to get through a day. You know? And I couldn't even listen to slow songs without making me feel worse. And emo songs didn't affect me before! But then today! TODAY! My classes ended earlier, at 5pm! (usually I finish at 6pm or so) and it was still so brighttttt. And the weather wasn't SO bad. I looked to the sky and the clouds were absolutely beautiful!!! Really breathtaking. And when I got off the tram, the remaining walk back home, I savoured every step I took!!!! I could feel the cold, but not the usually frosty, wind blowing against my face, going through my clothes and making me feel cold, but it wasn't freezing! I kept looking up to the sky, wanting to remember how beautiful the clouds looked. Haha couldn't walk in a straight line! And I was listening to Memory in FT Island, Korean song which I love (LOVE LEE HONG GI! SUCH A GREAT VOICE!) and it was a happy song. And I just felt that it was all so good!!!!!!! God is good!!! God answered my prayer! Asked for strength. Haha. Maybe He's showing me that everything is still good! :D And now, I feel a happiness I haven't felt in a few days! PEACE IN MY HEART! Hahaha. Hope it lasts! 


But yes, I know, I'm so much more fortunate than others, I shouldn't be feeling that life is tough. I try to pull myself together but it didn't really work the past few days. But now all is better. I hope! Haha. :D :D :D Be grateful!