YER. Today was kinda baddddd. I don't know whyyyy but even though I have 7 hours of sleep every night, I still wake up with dry eyes and I just feel soooo tired. And on top of that, I felt so cold even though it was supposedly warmer. Ugh. It was bad laa. I forgot to bring my Chem folder to school. But that wasn't a big thing. Then I just felt super tired the whole day. Couldn't really focus. I was dragging my feet the whole day. I didn't want to, but it got worse as the day went on. Morning was pretty good. I had a chat on whatsapp with FIONA! Things with Eddie are really serious. Both of them are so sincere in all they do, they are both level-headed and I don't know. Even though they're both the same age as I am, but I'm kinda sure that both of them will definitely work out. :D She was like 'be my bridesmaid' kinda thing and stuff. Haha. Weird. Good weird. 'Don't disappoint yourself, your family and me!!' and she said that the fees for my course (this leaving cert thing) could like buy a house or something. Haha. It is a lot of money. :( Must make sure it's worth it! Chatted with Jason (who's also my 9gag friend haha) a lil too. Kinda sad he won't be in KK when I get back. But oh well. I wish him happiness! Haha. Today was just so bleh. By the time I got to my last class, Biology Tutorial (like a revision), I was soooo deflated OH. Couldn't pay attention. Then I went to the library. Wanted to follow my plan and study till 8pm. But I couldn't!!!!! I just sat there. Bleh. So I left at like 6pm, went to Dundrum Town Centre (a shopping mall) and went to Tesco. Bought my geometry set (like the compass and the ruler kinda stuff) cuz THEY ACTUALLY DRAW PERPENDICULAR BISECTORS and stuff like that in maths. OMGOSH I haven't used a compass since like form 2 or so oh! Crazy! Bought mouth wash, shampoo, TEA CAKES (McVitie's mallows, they're called). (Like the chocolate coated mallow, not marshmallow but something like that). And went home, heated up pasta from the fridge. Ate that, then had the Mullers Strawberry Rice Pudding thingy, quite yummy hehe. Then had Digestive Biscuits that were coated with caramel chocolate. Regressed to my binge eating!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh I can honestly feel the double chin coming on! Cuz I was home alone, I watched half of Criminal Minds (LOVE THAT SHOW! Love Penelope Garcia looooo!) and watched Morning Glory. Rachel McAdams is so pretty!!!! It's a pretty cool movie. Bla bla bla. So unproductive. Now I just wanna sleep. My maths mock is tomorrow. Wheeee. I've finished studying what they cover in paper 2 (the mock is for paper 2 only) but I haven't memorised everything. Haven't revised. Bla bla. UGH. Soooooooooo. Bleh. I don't know. Feel horrible. Don't know where my home stay mum and sis is. :/ YER. WHY OH. Feel so down. So lonely.. Ray not here to keep me company, and mum and dad went to China so can't whatsapp them. YER. But ya la. I know. jwijeopqmvopq No self pity allowed. Have to pick myself up. Ray said to study study study!!! I'll try. Hmm. Whaddaya think about moving in with your boyfriend before marriage?
23/3/12 Fri 22:02
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