Someone really wise called Jason said that. Sigh. Today was another of those tough days. It wasn't because it was really turbulent. Everything was fine.. nothing special or unusual happened, but I guess it was just one of the days when my mental strength isn't as strong as usual. Started from last night actually.. after reality sank in and I sat down to study. I guess it was the prospect of having to sit through two hours of Religion class and feel like I haven't done anything was horrendous. So I did the worst thing one could ever do, I questioned my decision!!!!! That's really the worst. Cuz I always say that once you make a decision, even though you never know whether it's right or wrong, you just have to make the most out of it and see it through. Kat said that. It's kinda like my no regrets theory you know? Just have to forge on and do the best you can with what you've decided. Make your bed then lay in it. You know? But like every other thing, easier said than done. Just felt so tired. :( And this state I'm in always makes me feel very negative. Miss homeeeee. Just wanna go home and see familiar faces and feel like I'm living you know??? UGHHHHH. But then.. bla bla bla it wasn't so bad la. Have to be strict with myself and force myself to put one foot in front of the other. It's only for 3 more months, then I'm home-bound!!!! I seriously can't. wait. to set foot in Malaysia.
Anyway. Friday looks AWESOME. There's been discussion and it seems like lunch will really happen with the lunch group!!! I can't wait OH! Seriously. There's Lamis (Lemise, I thought her name was), Nini, Nwando, and Greeshma. Sadly Greeshma can't come cuz she has something on I think. :((((((( Elaine will have her Agricultural Science project oral thingy at 3pm. I don't know if they will all wait for her, but I think they will. They were talking about Pizza Hut. WHUUUTT. Pizza hut????? IN DUBLIN where there's lots of good food? Ok well, take that back. There isn't lots of good cheap restaurants here. Except for those cafes I guess which serve bread and stuff. Anyway. I don't mind. I just really wanna go out with them. :D I suggested Nyonya and we MIGHT go there. But cuz they had previously decided on Pizza Hut, we might just go there. Whichever is fine la. Yesterday during lunch, we went to the park that's like 3 minutes walk from the school and sat on the grass to eat. It was so good. Weather's been great. Gonna get colder soon. UGH. Just hopppeeee Friday will be sunny and nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to eat my Indomee!!!! I have Applied Maths mock tomorrow. And I'm still typing. Bleh. Haha. K study.
Yer. SIGH FACE DAY! (I'm gonna buy coffee tmr cuz of the mock. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE COFFEE!)
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