Today was OUTRAGEOUS! Started out super bad. Oh ya, before I say anything, I should say, hello! I'm in Ireland!! Haha. Craziness. It's only until June, then I'll sit for the Irish Leaving Cert. Kinda sudden. Been here about two weeks. And it's super rushed, and I'm not entirely sure if I can succeed in pulling it off. But I don't know. We'll look at it as a chance to fix things, and we won't see it as a choice. Have to look at it as a year in high school that I have to go through, like UEC. Anywho.
So quick updates:
-I found Kit's blog recently. Been reading it and it makes me sad.
-I've grown up!
-New friend here in Dublin that's from KK!!!!!!!!! Super duper coolioooo. Her name is Elaine!!
Well. Yesterday, I watched a bit of an episode of You're My Destiny/Fated to Love You (命中注定我爱你) cuzzzzzz I have no discipline (I know I should be studying). And it was sad, so I cried a lil. And I read a few of Kat's blog posts (which are super old btw, like 2010). And it made me really really sad, digging up the past stuff that were super sad, and realising that I wasn't there for her. (That would be in the I've Grown Up post!). And so that made me cry too. On top of that, I slept later than usual cuz I was trying to study for Religion test (which turned out to not be for today, but tmr!!! -.-). I must've cried more than I realised, cuz I had slightly swollen eyes this morning. AND also, I woke up late. So I couldn't shower, and I didn't have my proper breakfast which made me feel so out of place. I don't know. I love breakfast and hate rushing it. I was freeeeezing when I left the house. My fingers went painfully numb like how my fingers and toes go on the peak of Mt Kinabalu. And my face with feel like it's being slapped by the frosty wind. And omgoshhh. Just felt sooo bad. And I felt a lil sick as well, probably cuz of the lack of green vegies (only mash potatoes!!!) and all the chocolate I've been eating. I really felt under the weather. With my eyes kinda heavy. Ughhhh. My brain was like half dead. It was super slowwww today!!! I couldn't focus, couldn't concentrate, couldn't take in what I was studying, couldn't understand what the teacher's were saying. I just wanted to SLEEPPPPP. Was so tempted to go home early!!!!
You know what happens when I'm sleepy. My mood dips down super low and it's like I'm on the edge of a cliff and I could fall into a pit of emoness super easily. SUPER DUPER easily. I always say nonsense, think emo thoughts, wallow in self-pity and stuff like that. GAH. And I was missing KK, and missing the FOODDDDD, and missing PEOPLE. So I kept complaining to Denise. And saying stuff like 'STAY WITH ME FOREVER! DON'T GO!' cuz I wanted to chat with her for all my waking moments. Hahaha. And this morning I saw a little girl wearing a panda hat. And I thought of my car and my panda hat (Dana's gift to me!) and how she used to say that it represents her. I told her about my sighting and she said 'Ya. That's kinda me. Like when you need me you just put on the panda hat. Then all is well. I promised'. ~SIGH! WISTFUL!~ Anywayyyy. So it was really really bad. I spent HOURS studying for the religion test, and the fact that the test wasn't today didn't really matter. It was the fact that I DIDN'T TAKE IN ANYTHING that was the problem!!!!! WHAT A WASTE OF TIME!!!
After Religion, which was my last class, Elaine said that she wanted to go down to Grafton's Street and check out the Asian Food buffet in St Stephen's Green. See whether the food was edible and what-not. I didn't wanna go, wanted to sleepppp. But in the end I went with her. And she bought a Subway cookie, (I APPROVE OF THEM!) and I bought a small packet of Doritos (I wANTED GRAIN WAVES but they do not exist here?) AND a packet of lousy instant noodles from Singapore. HOPE THEY'RE GOOD. I was soooo missing NOODLES man. MEE HOON!!! :( And then we checked out the buffet, not bad. Quite worth it. We're going there on Sat. And then we walked around the city, looking for the Chinese restaurant that Aunty Ching/Aunty Ah Mei (Uncle Hao's sister who's here whom I met for lunch on Sunday) recommended. George's Street. While we were finding our way there, we came across other Chinese restaurants. And ttheeeenn. We stumbled across Oriental Emporium! IT WAS AN ASIAN GROCERY!!!!! OMGOSHHHHH. Walking into that grocery made me wanna cry. FELT LIKE HOME!!! All the spices and the dodgy China products.. they had the frozen dumplings and pao and packets of noodles. And they had the Korean Instant Noodles (辛) that I was actually craving for!! Kinda reminded me about the stores you could find in Glen Waverly in Melb. But honestly, it was THE BEST. And then we decided to have an impromptu dinner at Nandos. It was good!!!!!!!!! The best is we talked about STUFF! Like heart to heart stuff! I told her about DREW. (Future post about Drew!) And she told me more about her ex.. And we talked about everything happening for a reason. Etc etc.
The funniest thing was that it was a bad day for her too. She had insomnia for two nights already, so she was totallyyyy sleep deprived and felt horrible. But for both of us, while we talked about friendships, love, family, God... getting to know each other a little more, I felt that we were really becoming friends. You know? For both of us, it was the worst day. But for the both of us, it ended up being a great day.
God works wonders. ;) Honestly. Haha. I'm so tired. Didn't get any study done. Tmr Religion test!!! :O Gonna do badly. But what I need is some good rest now. And no more dramas!!!! -.- 休息是为了走更长的路! Hopefully. Hahaha.
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! GIVE THANKS!
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