TIME.

Time is so scary. It just keeps going and going and going and it never stops. The seconds just keep ticking away.. 


When I think about it I get really worried and really stressed. It's because I worry that I'm not living each day to the fullest. And that's such a HUGE waste of time!!! If you don't make life worth living, then what is it all for??? And it's just because I'm here so far away and I'm just studying.. I just worry that I'm just passively passing each day. And I still remember how amazing 2011 new year's eve was. And how..eventful the beginning of 2012 was. And now it's already MARCH! And I distinctly remember that it was Sunday.. and now it's already in the middle of the week, it's WEDNESDAY!!!!! Time travels so quickly! :( And I worry that everyone will be building new lives.. Moving on.. Growing up... And I'll still be on the same spot I was last year. And it goes the same with my family too. I'm so scared of losing them.. and I'm scared that I'll get distracted and I forget that they're the ones that matter, and I'll forget to tell them hi, tell them I miss them etc. You know? And I'm scared that I'll forget who I was. I'm scared I'll change. Not that I'll grow up, that I'll change. I'm scared that I'll lose myself here. And it can happen sooooooo easily just like it happened when I was in Melbourne. 


Time is scary. Wish it would go by slower. And that everyone will appreciate what they have EVERY SINGLE DAY. And that everyone will appreciate EVERY DAY.