Superman.

Sun 25/3/12 18:05


Today was GREAT! :D :D Yesterday I didn't do anyyy study UGHHH. Just felt so relaxed after the mock you know? It's 5pm now and I still haven't done anything today!!!!! OMYGOSH I cannotttttttttttt regret! MUST STUDY! Anyway. This morning I woke up, sun was shining. Took my shower and then ate my cereal then watched New Girl then went to the city. I went to church, I think they started at a different time, I was late. But not bad, so much better than the one I went with Elaine last last week. Then I went into H&M, and I bought a coat and a cardigan! They were €15 and €10 each!! :D :D Bargain! And then bought tights from Dunnes Store and a small shop. They were all on sale. Bought some cute socks. Haha. Then I just walked through Grafton's Street, soaking up the warmth and the music and the street performers. I LOVE street performers. Trust me. If the exchange rate for euros wasn't that big, I'd have thrown money into their hats. LOVE MUSIC!!! Went to the Asian grocery, confirmed that they sold ASIAN VEGETABLES WITH LEAVES AND STALKS (all I eat here are broccoli and peas and potatos T.T)! HAHA YAY mum can buy from there when she's here. Then she can cook for me! :D Then I walked and walked. Was looking for Fafie's Traditional French Crepes. But UGH I was on the wrong street but didn't know it! So I went into this cafe. Bleh Bleh Bleh. Had scrambled eggs with toast and sausages. It wasn't that good. It was cheap though, but what a waste of a meal when I could've had good food! T.T Then I had a caramel latte and it sucked! :( :( :( BOOOOOOO. What a waste of coffee!!!!!! :( Then I continued walking and found Fafie's!! :D So I went in to have a crepe. I love the shop, really small and not commercialized at all. But the saddest thing was the coffee la seriously, could've had a great coffee at The Art of Coffee. I spent last night googling cheap eats in Dublin, and listed down a few. There was one quite near the Harcourt stop, but I was greedy for the city scenes. I like the city. With the music and all. Man, could've gotten a better meal and better coffee at Harcourt!!! 


Chatted with Jessie a lil in the morning!! YAY! Hope she's doing welllllllllll. Haven't talked to her properly in ages! :D :D Hope you're enjoying being 18! Haha. 


Chatted with Dummy too. Bee Dee Pee Pee. Haha. Hahahaha. Vegie telepathy. Gosh. How do we come up with these things huh? It's epic OH! I was listening to my iPod and I gave her a few verses I heard. (We always give each other verses. Haha. Well. I do, she hardlyyyyy does) Jump Then Fall: 'And people say things that bring you to your knees, I'll catch you. The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry. But I'll hold you through the night until you smile.' And Superman (haha I've probably posted about this before, and I've given her this one before but pfft she can never remember): 'I always forget to tell you I love you, I loved you from the very first day. I'm far away but I'll never let you go. Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be!' Seriously. I hopeeee you won't forget about me though I'm like seriously on the other side of the planet! Haha anyway. She was watching Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (GAH! I have the book but I haven't read it! Bought it ages ago!!! Haha Haven't read The Hunger Games as well!!!!) and she said it was good, she learned face your fears, appreciate parents, live life, life is short, like I could die tomorrow and we wouldn't be able to text each other. Something like that. It's true!!! Do one thing that you're scared of everyday. Do something crazy every day!!!!!! Life's short! Haha. Later in the day she was like 'Imma sleep soon' and I said that soon is in the future. She said that the future could be close. The next second is the future. I said 
'So the future is... 
NOW. 
And NOW. 
And NOW. 
And NOW. 
And NOW. 
... 
and NOW.' 
HAHAHA. She was like 
'Hahaha. I get it! 
And bow' 
HAHAHAHAHA TYPO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saddest moment to have a typo ever. Hahaha. Later she was like 'I'm going to sleep Ma'. And then a memory hit me. The memory of Denise calling me ma sometimes. Like she wouldn't say 'hey', she'll say 'ma'. And I was going to say like you haven't called me that in a loooong time, but she said 'Man* major oats. I didn't just call u Ma' HAHAHA. I told her that I was just gonna say that she hadn't called me ma in a long time. And as per usual, I was like 'don't goooooo :'( don't goooooo :'(' kinda thing. 'OMGGGG I USED TO CALL U MA. WHATS WRONG WITH ME'. HAHAHAHA. So funny! Later she was like 'Can I sleep, Ma?'. Haha. Kinda funny. But sad too. Don't know whether she understood when I said 'don't eh! Makes me sad', as in whether she knew what made me sad. Just the wistfulness bah. Those were the best times, and it seemed like we were back there when we had no cares in the world and we were still the besty vegies. Like even how she asked if she could sleep and such. It used to be that way, like we'll wait for each other's goodnights. But now it's just like 'I'm going to sleep. Goodnight! Don't spam' kinda thing. But today. Today was glorious! Everything was glorious! It really was a thousand times better, it was great! Anyway. All is well. I'm blessed, always. ;) You're the best yo!


Things I appreciate:

All my memories, good and bad, bitter and sour and sweet ones, because they make up my life! Without them, omygosh what would my life be? 


My mum and dad! They can be funnyyyy and ironic, not so much to me cuz dunno why.. generation gap? I'm the youngest? But I love them. They're the best! Sometimes I forget, but truly truly truly deeply, I CANNOT IMAGINEEEE how I would cope without them!!! 


KAT. My best best best friend who will always always be there!!!!!!! Always helping me and supporting me and scolding me when I do wrong. Listening to my bizarre stories and having to share the same room with me forever, listen to my crazy singing all the time. Seen me cry thousands of times. Accompanied me to celebrate the last few hours of me being 18 and the first hour of my birthday, and I LOVED IT. MUAKS. What would I do without you honestly!!!!!!!


Kel and Kev. The big scary ones. Kel, with all the crazy help you provide me with. Like how I got lost in Melbourne and you google mapped and directed me back to my boarding house. RELIEF! And my stupid phone stuff here that you helped me sort out. Haha. Kev, always worrying about my degree choice and such. Always worrying that I'll regret and get stuck, I appreciate your concern!!! 


Ray! My skype buddy. Got closer to her due to this time zone. So comforting to know that you're always kinda there. Haha. And cuz of you I feel better to spend money on what I need. Like I bought Indomie maggie today. One of my support that keeps me going! :D Love you!! 


Fiona. My friend I love lots. Can alwaysss count on her for wise advice. Ran up a down-escalator with her before in Suria. CRAZINESS! And from Liau's house to your house, you in that tiny bicycle and me running in front of you with one slipper only. AHHH!! We're both so different but essentially the same I guess. :D Though we don't talk every day, and when I'm in KK I hardly see her, but I really appreciate her too! 


Needless to say, Dummy. You're worth it, enough said! Jump then FALL SUCKARRRR! Haahahaha. Whuuut. (I always started using Whut because of you). 


Then there's Leong. I know I have his 100% support, he's always fueling me on, I know he's got my back. Have epic convos with him sometimes. He makes me realise that there's so much to appreciate in life, that it's so easy to be content and happy if we just make that choice!!! 


Jason. I also know I have his 100% support. Always saying those simple advice AS IF IT'S SO SIMPLE but it actually IS that simple. Always saying those super duper random weird things. Like falling asleep on the toilet. WHAT THE WATERMELON MAN!!!!! -.- My lower Chinese buddy. Haha. Study together when every one else is having their Chinese exam. And running errands!! 


Jessie. Appreciate you lots!!! Haha of course I do, if not I wouldn't have toiled so hard to make your 17th birthday present. The one who introduced me to Twilight. Haha. And we used to always discuss America's Next Top Model and American Idol and such. DREAMS! Screaming into pillows. BOOKS. Play volleyball together, all the FUN TIMES. Going to your house. Singing karaoke! vmwdbvjwioj!!! Hahaha. Miss you!!! A lot!!! I think I used to say to you, Care more Jessie! Hahaha. :D 


Then Steph, Tur, Pei. Leonnie. ELAINE! I know I would be ok by myself, but with her around, omygossshhhh I feel SO SO blessed beyond words. It's like I don't have to go through all of this alone. Seriously seriously serious. The group of friends I've made, the lunch friends. Haha. Thank God too, they're great!


Even EMO, who is Eugene and Moses. Haha. EMO. Eu and Mo. Whuuut. Though we've kinda stopped keeping in touch (super sad), I know guys are guys are guys. We're still friends, and I appreciate all they did for me, all they did with me in the past. It was amazing!!! Really look up to them both as my big bros. Miss them both, even though they alwayssss tease me so much. Ugh. 


Haha. In one of me and Denise's books we used to write in, we had this part at the back where we would write down what we're thankful for for that day. I think we all have to remind ourselves occasionally that we have things to be thankful for. Every day. When you're sad, be thankful that you care enough about something that it makes you sad. Etc etc. When you're traveling distance is far, or you have to walk a long way, be thankful you have the privilege to travel, and that you have legs to walk! Haha. 


Read this post, kinda the same thing I'm talking about. http://geekooutletconfused.blogspot.com/2012/03/time.html 


I appreciate a lot of things!!!!! I ask God to have mercy on all of us!! Keep all of us safe, happy and healthy!!!!


Don't take them away from me! Not yet! :O