Friends!

Hahaha. Yes, life is good. But on the other hand. There's another thing that makes me kind of sad too. It's kind of related to my previous previous post. It's just losing friendships. Ok, well, granted, I wouldn't say it's losing friendships. It's losing touch. I do believe that the friendship will kinda still be there when I get back.. or like those once in a while catch up kind of thing. But it's just.. I honestly really really sincerely super duper hoped that I could keep him as a close friend! Oh ya, talking about Moses. Haha. The thing is I see him as a close friend! And I really appreciated the friendship loooooooooo. But distance, time, etc does it's thing and at first, we kinda chatted through Whatsapp once in a while. But now it's reduced to nothing! So sad. I guess we're both too occupied with what we have to do. I know, friendship takes effort, but can I just say that I did put in the effort? Sad to say it seems like he doesn't care. AIYOWEIYA. But I guess it doesn't really matter la. Guys are guys are guys, so they won't think these things are a big deal. But to me, if one day goes by without chatting to Denise or him (the two people whom I talk to everyday, or should I say, used to..), it feels like forever!!!! I'm not lying!!!!! It really feels like a long time to me! But anywhoo.. Life is how it goes. I'm sure it doesn't mean anything in a guy's point of view. Bla bla bla I don't really know what I'm saying. Haha. 


Ok next page! Denise! Honestly, I can't waitttt to go back to KK and fix things. Well, not fix things. Make things better!!!!! Life's too short!!!!!! I MISS HERRRRR!!!! I appreciate her. There's honestly no one who could replace her. The friendship we have is honestly EPIC and one of a kind. Haha. She's influenced me so much, the way I talk, the jokes I make.. Haha. It's just HER. And I know I've messed it up before, and I've been such an idiot. And things are a little different now. I wish I could rewind and not be so stupid, but I can't. And I've just gotta lie in the bed I've made. But. I KNOW I don't wanna lose her as a friend. She's THE BEST! Catch the rain from the sky, even hold back the tide for HER! (S Club 7 song!) Haha. So I really wanna go back to KK. Then I'll see her, and I can't have ngiu chap with her, and hang out with her, and just spend time together like we hardddly did when I was there. 


I just hope it's not too late!


And I hope I'll have the confidence to get the scores I need by the time I go back to KK which is after my exams. Haha.