Sat 31/3/12 22:33
Hello!!! Well, it actually isn't April yet. Haha. But in the far-away time zones of Australia and Malaysia, it's already April. And I've already been April Fooled by two people, Kat and Jason. OMGOSH. UGHHH. Kat's one was actually kinda bad cuz it gave me super false hope about Molly Weasley, just to crush it into bits and pieces. GAHHHHHHH blah bleh bloh. Haha she knows how I feel about Molly and used it against me!!! Hahaha but it was all in good faith so yea. :D All is good. She was going around April Fool-ing her friends on the phone and on Skype and stuff. Haha. She's forever and always so silly. Silly Billy as they call it here in Ireland. Jason's been going on about seeing my laughable hair, and I was looking through my photos from yesterday to see if my hair was actually presentable or not, and I realised I was FAT. Well. Not really. Haha. I've put on weight ohhhhhh. I've got a chubby face! It was HORRIFYING to realise that. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OHMYGOSH. (haha even after that, I still had Caramel Digestives after dinner. UGH). Anyway. I really have to do something about this. No snacking? Smaller portions???? UGHHHHH WHYYYYYY. I don't wanna put on fat!!! :( :( :( TAKE IT AWAY! Maybe it's all the bananas I've been eating. At least one a day. Haha. Ok. NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bleh. UGH. :'( T_T So ANYWAY. Before he went to bed he was like 'ohmygosh!!! I saw your hair!!!! On facebook!!!' and I was like 'where? show meeeee! which photo' etc etc and he was just like 'XD your hair hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha' kinda thing. Then he was like 'April Fool yo'. HAHAHA UGHHH. Anyway. That was fun. I've been doing my project and reading manga too. Coolioz. But I feel good that it's progressing quite well. :) Deadline I'm giving myself is tomorrow!!!! :D
Hmm. Just wanna say sorry to BDPP Duffers yo. Feel so bad! Sorry!!! :( I err couldn't keep myself in check and I said that it was unfair that she has access to my blog which is like my life, but I can't even see her Twitter (cuz it's private). And it was just one-sided unfair bla bla bla kinda thing la. UGH. But hhonestly (with the H not silent haha), I'm fine with it. I can deal with it, just I was really tired at the time we were chatting, but that's no excuse anyway. So yea. Just forget it! Sorry for making you say 'sigh' in capital letters!!! :(
GIVE LOVE! BDPP is blackie dummy president princess. Haha. Did I say that before? Just wanted to give a lil background info on it before I reread my posts when I'm old and be like 'what the watermelonz was I saying?'. Blackie cuz well DUH, no explanation needed. Princess cuz I said she was worth it and she's number one and so she deserves to be like a princess, instead of her having to treat others like princesses. Dummy cuz. Well. That's her contact name on my phone. Haha. Oppsie poopsie. :P Giggs. Haha. President was derived from blackie, cuz we were saying silly stuff about her being black and she said the president is black. BAM. Haha.
Well. Ugh. March has kinda passed slowly. I guess it's good cuz it means that I've lived each day to the fullest. I realised that time passes relatively slow if you make full use of your time and do your work and stuff, instead of watching dramas and such. So yea. But it's been tough too. I'm starting the feel the ache of being so far away from home and worried cuz I haven't seen my parents or talked to them PROPERLY for a while now. (TIME DIFFERENCE SUCKS!) And just having to persevere in my studies and what not is kinda tough you know? BUt oh well. I pray pray pray April will be better. Must make full use of the days to come to prepare for my Leaving Cert! No laughing matter!!!! Have two months and it all counts!!!! First step! Complete what the watz religion project!!!! Second step! EAT LESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GJBVIOEWMPQWOJVQP!!!!!!! Third step, love more! Haha. And every step: STUDY! No regrets no regrets.
Oh ya, today talked a little about uni life with Denise. Pray that God will watch over her in her soon-to-come journey to study away from home, and that you'll be able to make room to enjoy what you do, and that it'll be amazing! :D And also, APRIL! The month of Tur's birthday (skyped with her today!!!!!!!!!!!!! Might go to Tasmania to see her and Steph! :D) and of course, the one on the high throne that's kinda super-loved, DUFFER'S birthday too!! Yay yay yay yay!!!!
Saturday, March 31, 2012
So It Begins!
Sat 10:03 31/3/12
Haha. What begins? The end of March! Today is the last day of March. And I'm thinking wistfully about the time a month ago when I was super hyper all the time. I was so optimistic about a new month and making it count. What happened to me? Meh.. Life I guess. Haha. Too tired all the time!!! Did I achieve anything in this month? :/ I don't know.
Anyway. Didn't wanna go to the phy prac so early. So cold and the sun hadn't even come up fully!!!!!! Blah. Gonna start my project.. maybe after I get some breakfast. I'm sick!!!!!!!!!! Feel my veins and stuff in my nose all clogged up. Eyes leaking mucus, woke up with swollen eyes. Ugh. Hate it. Neck sore. Worst of all, I'm away from home!!!!!!!! Haha. Now I'm waiting for my host mum to leave for work so I can go and have breakfast. I prefer being alone than having to make awkward conversations. Haha. Well. Let's do work yo!!
Haha so totally did do that!!! Remember trying to climb up the wall with your legs while you lied on your back on the bed? HAhahaha.
Haha. What begins? The end of March! Today is the last day of March. And I'm thinking wistfully about the time a month ago when I was super hyper all the time. I was so optimistic about a new month and making it count. What happened to me? Meh.. Life I guess. Haha. Too tired all the time!!! Did I achieve anything in this month? :/ I don't know.
Anyway. Didn't wanna go to the phy prac so early. So cold and the sun hadn't even come up fully!!!!!! Blah. Gonna start my project.. maybe after I get some breakfast. I'm sick!!!!!!!!!! Feel my veins and stuff in my nose all clogged up. Eyes leaking mucus, woke up with swollen eyes. Ugh. Hate it. Neck sore. Worst of all, I'm away from home!!!!!!!! Haha. Now I'm waiting for my host mum to leave for work so I can go and have breakfast. I prefer being alone than having to make awkward conversations. Haha. Well. Let's do work yo!!
Haha so totally did do that!!! Remember trying to climb up the wall with your legs while you lied on your back on the bed? HAhahaha.
Friday, March 30, 2012
Living In The Moment.
Fri 30/3/12 22:03
Today is FRIDAY!!!! :D :D Marks the end of good weather and the start of Easter holidays!!!!! Not much of a holiday, and it's pretty stressful cuz in these two weeks, I should be doing major work because by the end of this holiday, then I'll only have a month and a half left!!! Omgosssh. So little time!!!!!! So in this holiday, I need to, get Applied Maths done, write Religion essays up, read some Chemistry topics etc. Bla bla bla.
Anyway. Today Elaine got her Ag Sci oral done, and she did well!! So glad for her! She worked hard for it. She said on Twitter, there was a quote 'Suffer with discipline, or suffer with regret. Your choice.' and that's so true. It's what I've been saying. Either do it, or hold your peace. I don't mind (ok, I will mind, but not so much) if I don't get the score as long as I KNOW I put in my best. You know? Haha. So good for her. We all were gonna go to Nyonya. But we were discussing and discussing and we decided to go to this all you can eat Chinese buffet place called Jimmy Chung. It was fun!!!! Greeshma couldn't come because she was doing her prac. (Elaine and I are gonna do ours tmr at EIGHT in the morning omygoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) The food was only so-so. There was dessert which was good!!!!!!! Apple crumble!!! And ice cream, which was a lil tasteless. I was so excited cuz they had vegies.. but it was realllllly bad. It had a really bad smell. It wasn't off, it just had this smell that was so ugh. That was kinda sad. The dinner was €16!!!!!!!!! And I definitely would've enjoyed Nyonya better. But you know what? As I always say, it really isn't the place and what's on the itinerary, but the company you're with. And it was so great oh!!!! Had a good laugh.. talking about really random stuff. The end of the world, starting families, people who have 6 children at one go, plastic surgery and botox, looking your age. Omygosh it was so random. Had a good chat a good laugh. So awesome oh!!! You know, they really are great people. They're just so good. They're not saints, but they're like so nice and sincere and friendly. It wasn't like in Malaysia and other places how they have like cliques and stuff, where you can't join their group unless you're their type. Elaine and I just joined their circle just like that. And they have random people joining us for lunch some days too. And they have no prejudice at all!!!! And they don't gossip about people. Seriously. I only noticed that recently. They don't really just sit there gossiping and talking about other people. It's really a big difference lo. And it's like... it's like I've known them for ages, they don't treat me like I'm some new kid or whatever.. it's like I'm just a part of them already. Accepted. Haha. They're nice. :D Anyway. We stayed at the restaurant from 5pm to 8pm!!!!!! Ate lots and TALKED lots and LAUGHED lots. We were so loud. Laughing so boisterously. Hahaha it was fun. :D
Nini said something about living in the moment. Cuz like.. life's short you know? And sometimes it doesn't work out the way you want to, your future can change in such a short time etc.. So you just gotta live in the moment. Like when you get those feelings when you're just super exuberant and just wanna scream, then SCREAM and jump for joy!!!!! And Nwando was saying that when we love someone, like our family, don't ever forget to keep telling them that. If you love someone, tell them. That's the most important thing, she said. Nini said she always says 'I love you long time'. Haha. I wish that I have more time to talk to my parents looo. Now that we're 7 hours apart from Malaysia, it's really really hard to find time to talk to them. Cuz I'm at school, if I'm not, they're asleep. Ugh. But weekends should be good. I love them!!!! Need to let them know!!! Nigerians seem cool. After getting to know Nwando and Nini, I wanna go travel to Nigeria! It seems like an awesome place. Like both of them are just so comfortable in their own skin and they are such good people. Like I know Nini is the type that doesn't judge people. They may be dirty and smelly but they may be good people. Etc. And they were saying how in Nigeria, during recess/lunch time, you HAVE to go out and play. It wouldn't be allowed for you to just sit in class. And EVERY day, there's a set activity for the students to do, like they have a skipping day where you have to skip rope during a set time. So everyone is active. Like they actually make it interesting for you. Sounds wonderful lo. And both Nini and Nwando seem like they have a great relationship with their families. :D So nice.
Well.. Gonna enjoy my free day today. Wanna get my religion project done this weekend!!!!!! :( :( :( :(
(Ohmygosh!!! March is almost over!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmm time has passed quickly. Have I grown? What has changed? :/ )
Today is FRIDAY!!!! :D :D Marks the end of good weather and the start of Easter holidays!!!!! Not much of a holiday, and it's pretty stressful cuz in these two weeks, I should be doing major work because by the end of this holiday, then I'll only have a month and a half left!!! Omgosssh. So little time!!!!!! So in this holiday, I need to, get Applied Maths done, write Religion essays up, read some Chemistry topics etc. Bla bla bla.
Anyway. Today Elaine got her Ag Sci oral done, and she did well!! So glad for her! She worked hard for it. She said on Twitter, there was a quote 'Suffer with discipline, or suffer with regret. Your choice.' and that's so true. It's what I've been saying. Either do it, or hold your peace. I don't mind (ok, I will mind, but not so much) if I don't get the score as long as I KNOW I put in my best. You know? Haha. So good for her. We all were gonna go to Nyonya. But we were discussing and discussing and we decided to go to this all you can eat Chinese buffet place called Jimmy Chung. It was fun!!!! Greeshma couldn't come because she was doing her prac. (Elaine and I are gonna do ours tmr at EIGHT in the morning omygoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) The food was only so-so. There was dessert which was good!!!!!!! Apple crumble!!! And ice cream, which was a lil tasteless. I was so excited cuz they had vegies.. but it was realllllly bad. It had a really bad smell. It wasn't off, it just had this smell that was so ugh. That was kinda sad. The dinner was €16!!!!!!!!! And I definitely would've enjoyed Nyonya better. But you know what? As I always say, it really isn't the place and what's on the itinerary, but the company you're with. And it was so great oh!!!! Had a good laugh.. talking about really random stuff. The end of the world, starting families, people who have 6 children at one go, plastic surgery and botox, looking your age. Omygosh it was so random. Had a good chat a good laugh. So awesome oh!!! You know, they really are great people. They're just so good. They're not saints, but they're like so nice and sincere and friendly. It wasn't like in Malaysia and other places how they have like cliques and stuff, where you can't join their group unless you're their type. Elaine and I just joined their circle just like that. And they have random people joining us for lunch some days too. And they have no prejudice at all!!!! And they don't gossip about people. Seriously. I only noticed that recently. They don't really just sit there gossiping and talking about other people. It's really a big difference lo. And it's like... it's like I've known them for ages, they don't treat me like I'm some new kid or whatever.. it's like I'm just a part of them already. Accepted. Haha. They're nice. :D Anyway. We stayed at the restaurant from 5pm to 8pm!!!!!! Ate lots and TALKED lots and LAUGHED lots. We were so loud. Laughing so boisterously. Hahaha it was fun. :D
Nini said something about living in the moment. Cuz like.. life's short you know? And sometimes it doesn't work out the way you want to, your future can change in such a short time etc.. So you just gotta live in the moment. Like when you get those feelings when you're just super exuberant and just wanna scream, then SCREAM and jump for joy!!!!! And Nwando was saying that when we love someone, like our family, don't ever forget to keep telling them that. If you love someone, tell them. That's the most important thing, she said. Nini said she always says 'I love you long time'. Haha. I wish that I have more time to talk to my parents looo. Now that we're 7 hours apart from Malaysia, it's really really hard to find time to talk to them. Cuz I'm at school, if I'm not, they're asleep. Ugh. But weekends should be good. I love them!!!! Need to let them know!!! Nigerians seem cool. After getting to know Nwando and Nini, I wanna go travel to Nigeria! It seems like an awesome place. Like both of them are just so comfortable in their own skin and they are such good people. Like I know Nini is the type that doesn't judge people. They may be dirty and smelly but they may be good people. Etc. And they were saying how in Nigeria, during recess/lunch time, you HAVE to go out and play. It wouldn't be allowed for you to just sit in class. And EVERY day, there's a set activity for the students to do, like they have a skipping day where you have to skip rope during a set time. So everyone is active. Like they actually make it interesting for you. Sounds wonderful lo. And both Nini and Nwando seem like they have a great relationship with their families. :D So nice.
Well.. Gonna enjoy my free day today. Wanna get my religion project done this weekend!!!!!! :( :( :( :(
(Ohmygosh!!! March is almost over!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmm time has passed quickly. Have I grown? What has changed? :/ )
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Staying Happy.
29/3/12 Thurs 23:20
Staying happy is the key to me not feeling all these self-pityyyy and cham-ness and horrible-feeling-of-just-wanting-to-go-home-ness. Blahhhhh. Feel so tired. Getting sick!!!!!!! hope I don't get sick!!!! :( :( Don't wanna be sick away from home!! Got back at 9pm+ after my mock. Haha. It was hard as expected, like I didn't know what I was doing half the time but oh well. Practice practice practice!!!! Need to do questions. I ate dinner when I got back, heated up food from the fridge. Felt like I should have a proper meal cuz haven't had one in a while. Lunch is just sandwiches. And been staying at the library after school so I've been eating bananas and the Rice pudding thingy for dinner. Woke up today feeling sick so I figured I should eat something proper. So now I'm full. Feel under the weather. Tired. Going to bed soon. Sat marks the last day of this awesome weather we've been having. Been wearing tights to school and dressing slightly more like a female these past few days. And it's the kind of clothes that suit me you know? Suit my personality. Haha. Blaah. Ughhhhhhh. No more sunny days and brightness. Need to be more strict with myself. I can't afford to not study because of my sigh feelings. :( NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR THAT! Anyway. I need to talk about other stuff other than this studying studying bla bla bla. I hope I don't get sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay yay yay yay yay tmr is FRIDAY! NYONYAAAAA and FRIENDS!!!! And err holidays!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST do lots in these two weeks!!!!! Work work work work work work. Or forever hold my peace. I cannot imagine if I don't get the scores I need for dentistry. After paying a ridiculously high fee to be studying here. And what will I do if I really don't get it? Repeat another year? Or change course? To what? Was thinking about this on the tram just now. Honestly? I have no idea. At all. But what's certain is that I really really must, really! really really!!!! must!!!!! get the score I need. That means sucking it up and doing what I came here to do. Pep talk pep talk pep talk peptalkpeptalkpeptalk bla bla bla. PEP TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I must put in all I have. Or forever hold my peace and live with regrets.
Staying happy is the key to me not feeling all these self-pityyyy and cham-ness and horrible-feeling-of-just-wanting-to-go-home-ness. Blahhhhh. Feel so tired. Getting sick!!!!!!! hope I don't get sick!!!! :( :( Don't wanna be sick away from home!! Got back at 9pm+ after my mock. Haha. It was hard as expected, like I didn't know what I was doing half the time but oh well. Practice practice practice!!!! Need to do questions. I ate dinner when I got back, heated up food from the fridge. Felt like I should have a proper meal cuz haven't had one in a while. Lunch is just sandwiches. And been staying at the library after school so I've been eating bananas and the Rice pudding thingy for dinner. Woke up today feeling sick so I figured I should eat something proper. So now I'm full. Feel under the weather. Tired. Going to bed soon. Sat marks the last day of this awesome weather we've been having. Been wearing tights to school and dressing slightly more like a female these past few days. And it's the kind of clothes that suit me you know? Suit my personality. Haha. Blaah. Ughhhhhhh. No more sunny days and brightness. Need to be more strict with myself. I can't afford to not study because of my sigh feelings. :( NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR THAT! Anyway. I need to talk about other stuff other than this studying studying bla bla bla. I hope I don't get sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay yay yay yay yay tmr is FRIDAY! NYONYAAAAA and FRIENDS!!!! And err holidays!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST do lots in these two weeks!!!!! Work work work work work work. Or forever hold my peace. I cannot imagine if I don't get the scores I need for dentistry. After paying a ridiculously high fee to be studying here. And what will I do if I really don't get it? Repeat another year? Or change course? To what? Was thinking about this on the tram just now. Honestly? I have no idea. At all. But what's certain is that I really really must, really! really really!!!! must!!!!! get the score I need. That means sucking it up and doing what I came here to do. Pep talk pep talk pep talk peptalkpeptalkpeptalk bla bla bla. PEP TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I must put in all I have. Or forever hold my peace and live with regrets.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Doing Your Best Means Never Giving Up.
Someone really wise called Jason said that. Sigh. Today was another of those tough days. It wasn't because it was really turbulent. Everything was fine.. nothing special or unusual happened, but I guess it was just one of the days when my mental strength isn't as strong as usual. Started from last night actually.. after reality sank in and I sat down to study. I guess it was the prospect of having to sit through two hours of Religion class and feel like I haven't done anything was horrendous. So I did the worst thing one could ever do, I questioned my decision!!!!! That's really the worst. Cuz I always say that once you make a decision, even though you never know whether it's right or wrong, you just have to make the most out of it and see it through. Kat said that. It's kinda like my no regrets theory you know? Just have to forge on and do the best you can with what you've decided. Make your bed then lay in it. You know? But like every other thing, easier said than done. Just felt so tired. :( And this state I'm in always makes me feel very negative. Miss homeeeee. Just wanna go home and see familiar faces and feel like I'm living you know??? UGHHHHH. But then.. bla bla bla it wasn't so bad la. Have to be strict with myself and force myself to put one foot in front of the other. It's only for 3 more months, then I'm home-bound!!!! I seriously can't. wait. to set foot in Malaysia.
Anyway. Friday looks AWESOME. There's been discussion and it seems like lunch will really happen with the lunch group!!! I can't wait OH! Seriously. There's Lamis (Lemise, I thought her name was), Nini, Nwando, and Greeshma. Sadly Greeshma can't come cuz she has something on I think. :((((((( Elaine will have her Agricultural Science project oral thingy at 3pm. I don't know if they will all wait for her, but I think they will. They were talking about Pizza Hut. WHUUUTT. Pizza hut????? IN DUBLIN where there's lots of good food? Ok well, take that back. There isn't lots of good cheap restaurants here. Except for those cafes I guess which serve bread and stuff. Anyway. I don't mind. I just really wanna go out with them. :D I suggested Nyonya and we MIGHT go there. But cuz they had previously decided on Pizza Hut, we might just go there. Whichever is fine la. Yesterday during lunch, we went to the park that's like 3 minutes walk from the school and sat on the grass to eat. It was so good. Weather's been great. Gonna get colder soon. UGH. Just hopppeeee Friday will be sunny and nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to eat my Indomee!!!! I have Applied Maths mock tomorrow. And I'm still typing. Bleh. Haha. K study.
Yer. SIGH FACE DAY! (I'm gonna buy coffee tmr cuz of the mock. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE COFFEE!)
Anyway. Friday looks AWESOME. There's been discussion and it seems like lunch will really happen with the lunch group!!! I can't wait OH! Seriously. There's Lamis (Lemise, I thought her name was), Nini, Nwando, and Greeshma. Sadly Greeshma can't come cuz she has something on I think. :((((((( Elaine will have her Agricultural Science project oral thingy at 3pm. I don't know if they will all wait for her, but I think they will. They were talking about Pizza Hut. WHUUUTT. Pizza hut????? IN DUBLIN where there's lots of good food? Ok well, take that back. There isn't lots of good cheap restaurants here. Except for those cafes I guess which serve bread and stuff. Anyway. I don't mind. I just really wanna go out with them. :D I suggested Nyonya and we MIGHT go there. But cuz they had previously decided on Pizza Hut, we might just go there. Whichever is fine la. Yesterday during lunch, we went to the park that's like 3 minutes walk from the school and sat on the grass to eat. It was so good. Weather's been great. Gonna get colder soon. UGH. Just hopppeeee Friday will be sunny and nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait to eat my Indomee!!!! I have Applied Maths mock tomorrow. And I'm still typing. Bleh. Haha. K study.
Yer. SIGH FACE DAY! (I'm gonna buy coffee tmr cuz of the mock. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE COFFEE!)
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Use A Death Grip!!
Thank you Fiona! Thank you DENISE!
You both seriously made my day with your long random messages. Seriously serious!! Love you both a lot!! You know because of Fiona, I can almost truly grasp what she means when she says to appreciate what you have before you lose it, because of her past and what she's lost. It's true. For my UEC English essay right, it was a story about a friend dying to cancer (FICTIONAL!). And I wrote, I do not need misfortune to befall upon myself to know that I am blessed, that I have to appreciate what I have. And it's really true!!!!! So many of us wait until it's too late. We wait until we lose something that's precious, and THEN we realise how much it meant to us, how much we kinda took it for granted. Life isn't always that good to us, it won't wait for us. I'm really URGING all of you (and me too!) to appreciate and just open your eyes to realise how blessed you are. Don't take the people who have always been around you for granted. There's one Westlife song, 'but they say you never miss the water until it's gone'.
I'm blessed, cuz once, not so long ago, I let go of something thinking that I'll be ok without it. But God was so good to me. He gave it back to me when I realised that cucumbers cannot be found ANYWHERE ELSE. Haha. And trust me, I won't make the same mistake twice. If you have/get something that's great, make and effort to hold on tight and don't let it go!!!!
Tue 27/3/12 21:17
You both seriously made my day with your long random messages. Seriously serious!! Love you both a lot!! You know because of Fiona, I can almost truly grasp what she means when she says to appreciate what you have before you lose it, because of her past and what she's lost. It's true. For my UEC English essay right, it was a story about a friend dying to cancer (FICTIONAL!). And I wrote, I do not need misfortune to befall upon myself to know that I am blessed, that I have to appreciate what I have. And it's really true!!!!! So many of us wait until it's too late. We wait until we lose something that's precious, and THEN we realise how much it meant to us, how much we kinda took it for granted. Life isn't always that good to us, it won't wait for us. I'm really URGING all of you (and me too!) to appreciate and just open your eyes to realise how blessed you are. Don't take the people who have always been around you for granted. There's one Westlife song, 'but they say you never miss the water until it's gone'.
I'm blessed, cuz once, not so long ago, I let go of something thinking that I'll be ok without it. But God was so good to me. He gave it back to me when I realised that cucumbers cannot be found ANYWHERE ELSE. Haha. And trust me, I won't make the same mistake twice. If you have/get something that's great, make and effort to hold on tight and don't let it go!!!!
Tue 27/3/12 21:17
Monday, March 26, 2012
Boom! Chakalaka!
Mon 26/3/12 22:57
Hello!!! Today was a good day. Haha. Gosh I need to stop starting my posts like that. You know, whenever my Physics teacher, Pat Doyle (REALLY GOOD TEACHER!! Has dry humour too!) says 'like so', like when he says 'the current will move like so', I'll always think of Jason Mraz and his Dynamo of Volition intro, where he says 'And then when I say bring em way down low, I want you to gimmie gimmie gimmie the low doe, break it down like so' Hahaha. Anyway. Today was great. Felt kinda tired, so I bought a coffee. Always a caramel latte. UGH I didn't wanna buy coffee!!! I only wanna spend money during weekends! Can't get into the habit of spending every day! And it's not cheap too you know!!!! RM12 at least for a coffee. But then, thanks to the coffee, got the caffeine rushhhhhhhhh that kinda makes me feel like my heart is straining to pump faster and makes me feel so alert but weird, and hyper, and adrenaldrenaldrenaline rush. So that made me study faster. You MIGHT be able to say that it's thanks to the coffee that I got any study done today. Haha. You know the movie Limitless (not a very good movie I think), the way they depicted him after he takes the drug, that's what I kinda feel like after coffee. Haha. SAVE MONEY!!!!
But anyway. It was good. Chatted a teeeny bit with Jason and I was hyper. And I realisedddd that if you put the emoticon of the Rainbow from Going Places and then a Cat from Nature, YOU GET A NYANCAT!!!!!!! HAHAHA I was so hyper man. I sent it to Kat and Denise and Jason. EEeeeeee! Haha I found out about Nyancat from 9gag. And at that time, I actually kept playing it, repeating it again and again! I love it ohhh! Haha. I really really like it! Like how it's such a huge thing, and there are people posting 100-hour versions on Youtube. Then there's Nyanja!!! Omgosh!!! It's the ninja nyancat. In the 9gag community, ninjas are always depicted as invisible and very skilled etc. The comments on the Nyanja video are like 'I can't see anything. Only a rainbow. Is there supposed to be something there?' 'There are 7 ninjas in this video. Can you spot them?' Hahaha SUPER FUNNY!!!!!!! Then Jason kept saying he was getting addicted. He kept saying Nyan. -.- I remember at that time when I first fell in love with it, I whatsapped the link to Moses and asked him and Eu to listen to it. Hahaha. When I saw them after that, they were all telling me off about why I like such a lame thing. It was so funny!!!!! Eu was like 'I thought that something would happen, but it just kept going on and repeating itself' hahahahahaha. I LOVE NYANCAT! Imma name my guitar Nyanja. :D ^o^ I MISS NYANJA!
Here's the link to Nyanja ;) (giggle giggs giggs haha) Click herez for awesomeness! (disclaimer: you will not receive a Barney Stinson!)
I actually got work done today. It was a fair amount. :D So that's really good. Stayed in the library till 8pm. I CRUSHED THE END OF THE BANANA I BROUGHT TO SCHOOL IN MY BAG! Ughhhhhh HATE IT when that happens!!!! So I threw it away and ate the Muller Rice Pudding thingy for dinner. It was unexpectedly yummy. :D Since my host dad is back, Imma have dinner at home tomorrow. But to reward myself for so little dinner just now, Imma bring my TEACAKES (officially called Mallows) and a (big) slice of chocolate brownie biscuit cake my host mum bought. WHEEE. HAHA.
Oooh this Fri is the last day of school then we have our Easter holiday!!!!!!! :D :D :D 3 weeks, but on the third week we have revision classes. I'm looking to catch up with ALL subjects in the month of April and then give myself a month of patching up any holes and just making sure I have everything down. Haha. So this holiday plays a big part in my catching up. Hope I'll use it well. But anyway. FRIDAY! Funday!!! Elaine and I are prob going out for dinner or something and we're planning to go to Elephants and Castle, at the Temple Bar area. Kinda close to Nyonya. It has BURGERS which I so wanna eat (like those properrrr burgers with real meat. Like Grill'd in Melbourne!!) and chicken wings!!! Apparently it's really famous. Read reviews and they're amazingggg! (A-muh-zing, as the girl from Happy Endings says it haha). So yea looking forward to it!!! :D :D :D Hopeeee that I'll be able to go out with my lunch group friends too on Friday! First time! May be able to take some photos! :D
Chatted with Fiona. SO FUNNY. She totally like spam me and gave me super super super super super long messages. (it wasn't really chatting la, but she left me messages) GAH. She was saying all these like 'I trust you wo! You have to protect me and treat me well and never hurt me! No lies, no doubt!' bla bla kinda thing. It was so random!!!! But yea. She's really a friend I can count on. She's so lucky. But it's kinda scary though.. To think that she's kinda pretty much figured out her life. She knows who she wants to spend the rest of her life with, she's studying to be a teacher, she's so independent, she has a part time job tutoring kids. Etc etc. She's blessed, and she knows it too!!! Miss her a lottttt a lot a lot!!! Appreciate her!!!!! Aiyawoyawei. Haha. And she's never had Coco Pops before! :OOOOO Shocker!!! Cuz I told her that my heart felt like bursting at the thought of eating Coco Pops in KK!!!! And she was telling Edit and his family etc all about me and my Coco Pops and everyone was just -.- at that. Hahaha I knowww it's weird. But Coco Pops just isn't right for breakfast cuz it's too sweet. But cereal is never just breakfast in KK. It's a SNACK. I MISS IT SO MUCH OH!!!!!!!!!!
And then chatted with Denise a lil. Haha. We've started this
'Leave a message after the beep. ~there's no beep~' kinda thing. Like when she goes to sleep or I go to sleep or I'm in the library or something, then we'll say it. But the latter part always changes. Like today I was like 'Leave a message after the beep. ~honk~' haha. AND THEN in the afternoon I said 'Leave a message after the beep. ~boomchakalaka~' Hahahahaha. Yes, I'm totally patting myself on the back, I'm so hilarious!!!!!!! (Seriously. I think that's funny lo hahaha). I remembered Ray told me about the Big Bang song. I Youtubed it. It's catchy loooo!!! I know, my taste in music is so diverse. But I really don't mind it lo. Like LMFAO songs too. Haha. You know I keep smiling at my phone when I read messages or when I'm making myself laugh, and then when I look up, I alwayssss make eye to eye contact with others when the mirth is still on my face. GAH. So awkward! Then I'll be like 'STOP SMILING TO YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'.
Anyway. Wow spent so long typing this. And stuff. Haha. We've gone forward an hour, so now the sun sets at like 8pm-ish. Weather looks good till Friday!!!!! Sat it drops below ten again. But the weekly forecast here changes after a day. So we'll see. Looks good for the next few days though!!!! Oh ya, I wore my GREEN BUTTON UP CHECKERED SHIRT, and tights. And my CAP too! My green cap!!!! GAHHHHHH I felt like MYSELF oh today. That's the way I would dress. Haha. I've only dressed that way a couple of times, when I go out on weekends, St Pat's Day, and yesterday. ejgwiomav!! Seriously felt so happy and dressing like ME. Crazy weirdddd me! Hehe.
Have a good week!!!!!! A month is almost gone!!!! MAKE THE MOST OF WHAT'S LEFT OF MARCH! (OMYGOSHHHH I hate my religion subject ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. what a drag boo hoo. KSTOPCOMPLAINING vkdowjiqwwof) I MISS HOME!
Hello!!! Today was a good day. Haha. Gosh I need to stop starting my posts like that. You know, whenever my Physics teacher, Pat Doyle (REALLY GOOD TEACHER!! Has dry humour too!) says 'like so', like when he says 'the current will move like so', I'll always think of Jason Mraz and his Dynamo of Volition intro, where he says 'And then when I say bring em way down low, I want you to gimmie gimmie gimmie the low doe, break it down like so' Hahaha. Anyway. Today was great. Felt kinda tired, so I bought a coffee. Always a caramel latte. UGH I didn't wanna buy coffee!!! I only wanna spend money during weekends! Can't get into the habit of spending every day! And it's not cheap too you know!!!! RM12 at least for a coffee. But then, thanks to the coffee, got the caffeine rushhhhhhhhh that kinda makes me feel like my heart is straining to pump faster and makes me feel so alert but weird, and hyper, and adrenaldrenaldrenaline rush. So that made me study faster. You MIGHT be able to say that it's thanks to the coffee that I got any study done today. Haha. You know the movie Limitless (not a very good movie I think), the way they depicted him after he takes the drug, that's what I kinda feel like after coffee. Haha. SAVE MONEY!!!!
But anyway. It was good. Chatted a teeeny bit with Jason and I was hyper. And I realisedddd that if you put the emoticon of the Rainbow from Going Places and then a Cat from Nature, YOU GET A NYANCAT!!!!!!! HAHAHA I was so hyper man. I sent it to Kat and Denise and Jason. EEeeeeee! Haha I found out about Nyancat from 9gag. And at that time, I actually kept playing it, repeating it again and again! I love it ohhh! Haha. I really really like it! Like how it's such a huge thing, and there are people posting 100-hour versions on Youtube. Then there's Nyanja!!! Omgosh!!! It's the ninja nyancat. In the 9gag community, ninjas are always depicted as invisible and very skilled etc. The comments on the Nyanja video are like 'I can't see anything. Only a rainbow. Is there supposed to be something there?' 'There are 7 ninjas in this video. Can you spot them?' Hahaha SUPER FUNNY!!!!!!! Then Jason kept saying he was getting addicted. He kept saying Nyan. -.- I remember at that time when I first fell in love with it, I whatsapped the link to Moses and asked him and Eu to listen to it. Hahaha. When I saw them after that, they were all telling me off about why I like such a lame thing. It was so funny!!!!! Eu was like 'I thought that something would happen, but it just kept going on and repeating itself' hahahahahaha. I LOVE NYANCAT! Imma name my guitar Nyanja. :D ^o^ I MISS NYANJA!
Here's the link to Nyanja ;) (giggle giggs giggs haha) Click herez for awesomeness! (disclaimer: you will not receive a Barney Stinson!)
I actually got work done today. It was a fair amount. :D So that's really good. Stayed in the library till 8pm. I CRUSHED THE END OF THE BANANA I BROUGHT TO SCHOOL IN MY BAG! Ughhhhhh HATE IT when that happens!!!! So I threw it away and ate the Muller Rice Pudding thingy for dinner. It was unexpectedly yummy. :D Since my host dad is back, Imma have dinner at home tomorrow. But to reward myself for so little dinner just now, Imma bring my TEACAKES (officially called Mallows) and a (big) slice of chocolate brownie biscuit cake my host mum bought. WHEEE. HAHA.
Oooh this Fri is the last day of school then we have our Easter holiday!!!!!!! :D :D :D 3 weeks, but on the third week we have revision classes. I'm looking to catch up with ALL subjects in the month of April and then give myself a month of patching up any holes and just making sure I have everything down. Haha. So this holiday plays a big part in my catching up. Hope I'll use it well. But anyway. FRIDAY! Funday!!! Elaine and I are prob going out for dinner or something and we're planning to go to Elephants and Castle, at the Temple Bar area. Kinda close to Nyonya. It has BURGERS which I so wanna eat (like those properrrr burgers with real meat. Like Grill'd in Melbourne!!) and chicken wings!!! Apparently it's really famous. Read reviews and they're amazingggg! (A-muh-zing, as the girl from Happy Endings says it haha). So yea looking forward to it!!! :D :D :D Hopeeee that I'll be able to go out with my lunch group friends too on Friday! First time! May be able to take some photos! :D
Chatted with Fiona. SO FUNNY. She totally like spam me and gave me super super super super super long messages. (it wasn't really chatting la, but she left me messages) GAH. She was saying all these like 'I trust you wo! You have to protect me and treat me well and never hurt me! No lies, no doubt!' bla bla kinda thing. It was so random!!!! But yea. She's really a friend I can count on. She's so lucky. But it's kinda scary though.. To think that she's kinda pretty much figured out her life. She knows who she wants to spend the rest of her life with, she's studying to be a teacher, she's so independent, she has a part time job tutoring kids. Etc etc. She's blessed, and she knows it too!!! Miss her a lottttt a lot a lot!!! Appreciate her!!!!! Aiyawoyawei. Haha. And she's never had Coco Pops before! :OOOOO Shocker!!! Cuz I told her that my heart felt like bursting at the thought of eating Coco Pops in KK!!!! And she was telling Edit and his family etc all about me and my Coco Pops and everyone was just -.- at that. Hahaha I knowww it's weird. But Coco Pops just isn't right for breakfast cuz it's too sweet. But cereal is never just breakfast in KK. It's a SNACK. I MISS IT SO MUCH OH!!!!!!!!!!
And then chatted with Denise a lil. Haha. We've started this
'Leave a message after the beep. ~there's no beep~' kinda thing. Like when she goes to sleep or I go to sleep or I'm in the library or something, then we'll say it. But the latter part always changes. Like today I was like 'Leave a message after the beep. ~honk~' haha. AND THEN in the afternoon I said 'Leave a message after the beep. ~boomchakalaka~' Hahahahaha. Yes, I'm totally patting myself on the back, I'm so hilarious!!!!!!! (Seriously. I think that's funny lo hahaha). I remembered Ray told me about the Big Bang song. I Youtubed it. It's catchy loooo!!! I know, my taste in music is so diverse. But I really don't mind it lo. Like LMFAO songs too. Haha. You know I keep smiling at my phone when I read messages or when I'm making myself laugh, and then when I look up, I alwayssss make eye to eye contact with others when the mirth is still on my face. GAH. So awkward! Then I'll be like 'STOP SMILING TO YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'.
Anyway. Wow spent so long typing this. And stuff. Haha. We've gone forward an hour, so now the sun sets at like 8pm-ish. Weather looks good till Friday!!!!! Sat it drops below ten again. But the weekly forecast here changes after a day. So we'll see. Looks good for the next few days though!!!! Oh ya, I wore my GREEN BUTTON UP CHECKERED SHIRT, and tights. And my CAP too! My green cap!!!! GAHHHHHH I felt like MYSELF oh today. That's the way I would dress. Haha. I've only dressed that way a couple of times, when I go out on weekends, St Pat's Day, and yesterday. ejgwiomav!! Seriously felt so happy and dressing like ME. Crazy weirdddd me! Hehe.
Have a good week!!!!!! A month is almost gone!!!! MAKE THE MOST OF WHAT'S LEFT OF MARCH! (OMYGOSHHHH I hate my religion subject ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. what a drag boo hoo. KSTOPCOMPLAINING vkdowjiqwwof) I MISS HOME!
Look to one side with decisive nod, arch eyebrow, and say: Wow. Fantastic baby!
Sunday, March 25, 2012
The 23rd!
That episode (ep 9) of New Girl was SO. GOOD. Seriously. Gah how awesome it would be to be shouting at the top of your lungs in the middle of a housing area, fighting to obtain something you really want. Like the Christmas lights! So cool OHHHH! Hahaha. I. LOVE. THE. SHOW. And I think after this Justin Long won't be in it anymore. How sad. I love Justin Long cuz of what he did in Accepted and Die Hard 4. Wheeee!!!! Hahahaha. I'm so FULL from dinner. Bleh.
Superman.
Sun 25/3/12 18:05
Today was GREAT! :D :D Yesterday I didn't do anyyy study UGHHH. Just felt so relaxed after the mock you know? It's 5pm now and I still haven't done anything today!!!!! OMYGOSH I cannotttttttttttt regret! MUST STUDY! Anyway. This morning I woke up, sun was shining. Took my shower and then ate my cereal then watched New Girl then went to the city. I went to church, I think they started at a different time, I was late. But not bad, so much better than the one I went with Elaine last last week. Then I went into H&M, and I bought a coat and a cardigan! They were €15 and €10 each!! :D :D Bargain! And then bought tights from Dunnes Store and a small shop. They were all on sale. Bought some cute socks. Haha. Then I just walked through Grafton's Street, soaking up the warmth and the music and the street performers. I LOVE street performers. Trust me. If the exchange rate for euros wasn't that big, I'd have thrown money into their hats. LOVE MUSIC!!! Went to the Asian grocery, confirmed that they sold ASIAN VEGETABLES WITH LEAVES AND STALKS (all I eat here are broccoli and peas and potatos T.T)! HAHA YAY mum can buy from there when she's here. Then she can cook for me! :D Then I walked and walked. Was looking for Fafie's Traditional French Crepes. But UGH I was on the wrong street but didn't know it! So I went into this cafe. Bleh Bleh Bleh. Had scrambled eggs with toast and sausages. It wasn't that good. It was cheap though, but what a waste of a meal when I could've had good food! T.T Then I had a caramel latte and it sucked! :( :( :( BOOOOOOO. What a waste of coffee!!!!!! :( Then I continued walking and found Fafie's!! :D So I went in to have a crepe. I love the shop, really small and not commercialized at all. But the saddest thing was the coffee la seriously, could've had a great coffee at The Art of Coffee. I spent last night googling cheap eats in Dublin, and listed down a few. There was one quite near the Harcourt stop, but I was greedy for the city scenes. I like the city. With the music and all. Man, could've gotten a better meal and better coffee at Harcourt!!!
Chatted with Jessie a lil in the morning!! YAY! Hope she's doing welllllllllll. Haven't talked to her properly in ages! :D :D Hope you're enjoying being 18! Haha.
Chatted with Dummy too. Bee Dee Pee Pee. Haha. Hahahaha. Vegie telepathy. Gosh. How do we come up with these things huh? It's epic OH! I was listening to my iPod and I gave her a few verses I heard. (We always give each other verses. Haha. Well. I do, she hardlyyyyy does) Jump Then Fall: 'And people say things that bring you to your knees, I'll catch you. The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry. But I'll hold you through the night until you smile.' And Superman (haha I've probably posted about this before, and I've given her this one before but pfft she can never remember): 'I always forget to tell you I love you, I loved you from the very first day. I'm far away but I'll never let you go. Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be!' Seriously. I hopeeee you won't forget about me though I'm like seriously on the other side of the planet! Haha anyway. She was watching Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (GAH! I have the book but I haven't read it! Bought it ages ago!!! Haha Haven't read The Hunger Games as well!!!!) and she said it was good, she learned face your fears, appreciate parents, live life, life is short, like I could die tomorrow and we wouldn't be able to text each other. Something like that. It's true!!! Do one thing that you're scared of everyday. Do something crazy every day!!!!!! Life's short! Haha. Later in the day she was like 'Imma sleep soon' and I said that soon is in the future. She said that the future could be close. The next second is the future. I said
'So the future is...
NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
...
and NOW.'
HAHAHA. She was like
'Hahaha. I get it!
And bow'
HAHAHAHAHA TYPO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saddest moment to have a typo ever. Hahaha. Later she was like 'I'm going to sleep Ma'. And then a memory hit me. The memory of Denise calling me ma sometimes. Like she wouldn't say 'hey', she'll say 'ma'. And I was going to say like you haven't called me that in a loooong time, but she said 'Man* major oats. I didn't just call u Ma' HAHAHA. I told her that I was just gonna say that she hadn't called me ma in a long time. And as per usual, I was like 'don't goooooo :'( don't goooooo :'(' kinda thing. 'OMGGGG I USED TO CALL U MA. WHATS WRONG WITH ME'. HAHAHAHA. So funny! Later she was like 'Can I sleep, Ma?'. Haha. Kinda funny. But sad too. Don't know whether she understood when I said 'don't eh! Makes me sad', as in whether she knew what made me sad. Just the wistfulness bah. Those were the best times, and it seemed like we were back there when we had no cares in the world and we were still the besty vegies. Like even how she asked if she could sleep and such. It used to be that way, like we'll wait for each other's goodnights. But now it's just like 'I'm going to sleep. Goodnight! Don't spam' kinda thing. But today. Today was glorious! Everything was glorious! It really was a thousand times better, it was great! Anyway. All is well. I'm blessed, always. ;) You're the best yo!
Things I appreciate:
All my memories, good and bad, bitter and sour and sweet ones, because they make up my life! Without them, omygosh what would my life be?
My mum and dad! They can be funnyyyy and ironic, not so much to me cuz dunno why.. generation gap? I'm the youngest? But I love them. They're the best! Sometimes I forget, but truly truly truly deeply, I CANNOT IMAGINEEEE how I would cope without them!!!
KAT. My best best best friend who will always always be there!!!!!!! Always helping me and supporting me and scolding me when I do wrong. Listening to my bizarre stories and having to share the same room with me forever, listen to my crazy singing all the time. Seen me cry thousands of times. Accompanied me to celebrate the last few hours of me being 18 and the first hour of my birthday, and I LOVED IT. MUAKS. What would I do without you honestly!!!!!!!
Kel and Kev. The big scary ones. Kel, with all the crazy help you provide me with. Like how I got lost in Melbourne and you google mapped and directed me back to my boarding house. RELIEF! And my stupid phone stuff here that you helped me sort out. Haha. Kev, always worrying about my degree choice and such. Always worrying that I'll regret and get stuck, I appreciate your concern!!!
Ray! My skype buddy. Got closer to her due to this time zone. So comforting to know that you're always kinda there. Haha. And cuz of you I feel better to spend money on what I need. Like I bought Indomie maggie today. One of my support that keeps me going! :D Love you!!
Fiona. My friend I love lots. Can alwaysss count on her for wise advice. Ran up a down-escalator with her before in Suria. CRAZINESS! And from Liau's house to your house, you in that tiny bicycle and me running in front of you with one slipper only. AHHH!! We're both so different but essentially the same I guess. :D Though we don't talk every day, and when I'm in KK I hardly see her, but I really appreciate her too!
Needless to say, Dummy. You're worth it, enough said! Jump then FALL SUCKARRRR! Haahahaha. Whuuut. (I always started using Whut because of you).
Then there's Leong. I know I have his 100% support, he's always fueling me on, I know he's got my back. Have epic convos with him sometimes. He makes me realise that there's so much to appreciate in life, that it's so easy to be content and happy if we just make that choice!!!
Jason. I also know I have his 100% support. Always saying those simple advice AS IF IT'S SO SIMPLE but it actually IS that simple. Always saying those super duper random weird things. Like falling asleep on the toilet. WHAT THE WATERMELON MAN!!!!! -.- My lower Chinese buddy. Haha. Study together when every one else is having their Chinese exam. And running errands!!
Jessie. Appreciate you lots!!! Haha of course I do, if not I wouldn't have toiled so hard to make your 17th birthday present. The one who introduced me to Twilight. Haha. And we used to always discuss America's Next Top Model and American Idol and such. DREAMS! Screaming into pillows. BOOKS. Play volleyball together, all the FUN TIMES. Going to your house. Singing karaoke! vmwdbvjwioj!!! Hahaha. Miss you!!! A lot!!! I think I used to say to you, Care more Jessie! Hahaha. :D
Then Steph, Tur, Pei. Leonnie. ELAINE! I know I would be ok by myself, but with her around, omygossshhhh I feel SO SO blessed beyond words. It's like I don't have to go through all of this alone. Seriously seriously serious. The group of friends I've made, the lunch friends. Haha. Thank God too, they're great!
Even EMO, who is Eugene and Moses. Haha. EMO. Eu and Mo. Whuuut. Though we've kinda stopped keeping in touch (super sad), I know guys are guys are guys. We're still friends, and I appreciate all they did for me, all they did with me in the past. It was amazing!!! Really look up to them both as my big bros. Miss them both, even though they alwayssss tease me so much. Ugh.
Haha. In one of me and Denise's books we used to write in, we had this part at the back where we would write down what we're thankful for for that day. I think we all have to remind ourselves occasionally that we have things to be thankful for. Every day. When you're sad, be thankful that you care enough about something that it makes you sad. Etc etc. When you're traveling distance is far, or you have to walk a long way, be thankful you have the privilege to travel, and that you have legs to walk! Haha.
Read this post, kinda the same thing I'm talking about. http://geekooutletconfused.blogspot.com/2012/03/time.html
I appreciate a lot of things!!!!! I ask God to have mercy on all of us!! Keep all of us safe, happy and healthy!!!!
Don't take them away from me! Not yet! :O
Today was GREAT! :D :D Yesterday I didn't do anyyy study UGHHH. Just felt so relaxed after the mock you know? It's 5pm now and I still haven't done anything today!!!!! OMYGOSH I cannotttttttttttt regret! MUST STUDY! Anyway. This morning I woke up, sun was shining. Took my shower and then ate my cereal then watched New Girl then went to the city. I went to church, I think they started at a different time, I was late. But not bad, so much better than the one I went with Elaine last last week. Then I went into H&M, and I bought a coat and a cardigan! They were €15 and €10 each!! :D :D Bargain! And then bought tights from Dunnes Store and a small shop. They were all on sale. Bought some cute socks. Haha. Then I just walked through Grafton's Street, soaking up the warmth and the music and the street performers. I LOVE street performers. Trust me. If the exchange rate for euros wasn't that big, I'd have thrown money into their hats. LOVE MUSIC!!! Went to the Asian grocery, confirmed that they sold ASIAN VEGETABLES WITH LEAVES AND STALKS (all I eat here are broccoli and peas and potatos T.T)! HAHA YAY mum can buy from there when she's here. Then she can cook for me! :D Then I walked and walked. Was looking for Fafie's Traditional French Crepes. But UGH I was on the wrong street but didn't know it! So I went into this cafe. Bleh Bleh Bleh. Had scrambled eggs with toast and sausages. It wasn't that good. It was cheap though, but what a waste of a meal when I could've had good food! T.T Then I had a caramel latte and it sucked! :( :( :( BOOOOOOO. What a waste of coffee!!!!!! :( Then I continued walking and found Fafie's!! :D So I went in to have a crepe. I love the shop, really small and not commercialized at all. But the saddest thing was the coffee la seriously, could've had a great coffee at The Art of Coffee. I spent last night googling cheap eats in Dublin, and listed down a few. There was one quite near the Harcourt stop, but I was greedy for the city scenes. I like the city. With the music and all. Man, could've gotten a better meal and better coffee at Harcourt!!!
Chatted with Jessie a lil in the morning!! YAY! Hope she's doing welllllllllll. Haven't talked to her properly in ages! :D :D Hope you're enjoying being 18! Haha.
Chatted with Dummy too. Bee Dee Pee Pee. Haha. Hahahaha. Vegie telepathy. Gosh. How do we come up with these things huh? It's epic OH! I was listening to my iPod and I gave her a few verses I heard. (We always give each other verses. Haha. Well. I do, she hardlyyyyy does) Jump Then Fall: 'And people say things that bring you to your knees, I'll catch you. The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry. But I'll hold you through the night until you smile.' And Superman (haha I've probably posted about this before, and I've given her this one before but pfft she can never remember): 'I always forget to tell you I love you, I loved you from the very first day. I'm far away but I'll never let you go. Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be!' Seriously. I hopeeee you won't forget about me though I'm like seriously on the other side of the planet! Haha anyway. She was watching Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (GAH! I have the book but I haven't read it! Bought it ages ago!!! Haha Haven't read The Hunger Games as well!!!!) and she said it was good, she learned face your fears, appreciate parents, live life, life is short, like I could die tomorrow and we wouldn't be able to text each other. Something like that. It's true!!! Do one thing that you're scared of everyday. Do something crazy every day!!!!!! Life's short! Haha. Later in the day she was like 'Imma sleep soon' and I said that soon is in the future. She said that the future could be close. The next second is the future. I said
'So the future is...
NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
And NOW.
...
and NOW.'
HAHAHA. She was like
'Hahaha. I get it!
And bow'
HAHAHAHAHA TYPO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saddest moment to have a typo ever. Hahaha. Later she was like 'I'm going to sleep Ma'. And then a memory hit me. The memory of Denise calling me ma sometimes. Like she wouldn't say 'hey', she'll say 'ma'. And I was going to say like you haven't called me that in a loooong time, but she said 'Man* major oats. I didn't just call u Ma' HAHAHA. I told her that I was just gonna say that she hadn't called me ma in a long time. And as per usual, I was like 'don't goooooo :'( don't goooooo :'(' kinda thing. 'OMGGGG I USED TO CALL U MA. WHATS WRONG WITH ME'. HAHAHAHA. So funny! Later she was like 'Can I sleep, Ma?'. Haha. Kinda funny. But sad too. Don't know whether she understood when I said 'don't eh! Makes me sad', as in whether she knew what made me sad. Just the wistfulness bah. Those were the best times, and it seemed like we were back there when we had no cares in the world and we were still the besty vegies. Like even how she asked if she could sleep and such. It used to be that way, like we'll wait for each other's goodnights. But now it's just like 'I'm going to sleep. Goodnight! Don't spam' kinda thing. But today. Today was glorious! Everything was glorious! It really was a thousand times better, it was great! Anyway. All is well. I'm blessed, always. ;) You're the best yo!
Things I appreciate:
All my memories, good and bad, bitter and sour and sweet ones, because they make up my life! Without them, omygosh what would my life be?
My mum and dad! They can be funnyyyy and ironic, not so much to me cuz dunno why.. generation gap? I'm the youngest? But I love them. They're the best! Sometimes I forget, but truly truly truly deeply, I CANNOT IMAGINEEEE how I would cope without them!!!
KAT. My best best best friend who will always always be there!!!!!!! Always helping me and supporting me and scolding me when I do wrong. Listening to my bizarre stories and having to share the same room with me forever, listen to my crazy singing all the time. Seen me cry thousands of times. Accompanied me to celebrate the last few hours of me being 18 and the first hour of my birthday, and I LOVED IT. MUAKS. What would I do without you honestly!!!!!!!
Kel and Kev. The big scary ones. Kel, with all the crazy help you provide me with. Like how I got lost in Melbourne and you google mapped and directed me back to my boarding house. RELIEF! And my stupid phone stuff here that you helped me sort out. Haha. Kev, always worrying about my degree choice and such. Always worrying that I'll regret and get stuck, I appreciate your concern!!!
Ray! My skype buddy. Got closer to her due to this time zone. So comforting to know that you're always kinda there. Haha. And cuz of you I feel better to spend money on what I need. Like I bought Indomie maggie today. One of my support that keeps me going! :D Love you!!
Fiona. My friend I love lots. Can alwaysss count on her for wise advice. Ran up a down-escalator with her before in Suria. CRAZINESS! And from Liau's house to your house, you in that tiny bicycle and me running in front of you with one slipper only. AHHH!! We're both so different but essentially the same I guess. :D Though we don't talk every day, and when I'm in KK I hardly see her, but I really appreciate her too!
Needless to say, Dummy. You're worth it, enough said! Jump then FALL SUCKARRRR! Haahahaha. Whuuut. (I always started using Whut because of you).
Then there's Leong. I know I have his 100% support, he's always fueling me on, I know he's got my back. Have epic convos with him sometimes. He makes me realise that there's so much to appreciate in life, that it's so easy to be content and happy if we just make that choice!!!
Jason. I also know I have his 100% support. Always saying those simple advice AS IF IT'S SO SIMPLE but it actually IS that simple. Always saying those super duper random weird things. Like falling asleep on the toilet. WHAT THE WATERMELON MAN!!!!! -.- My lower Chinese buddy. Haha. Study together when every one else is having their Chinese exam. And running errands!!
Jessie. Appreciate you lots!!! Haha of course I do, if not I wouldn't have toiled so hard to make your 17th birthday present. The one who introduced me to Twilight. Haha. And we used to always discuss America's Next Top Model and American Idol and such. DREAMS! Screaming into pillows. BOOKS. Play volleyball together, all the FUN TIMES. Going to your house. Singing karaoke! vmwdbvjwioj!!! Hahaha. Miss you!!! A lot!!! I think I used to say to you, Care more Jessie! Hahaha. :D
Then Steph, Tur, Pei. Leonnie. ELAINE! I know I would be ok by myself, but with her around, omygossshhhh I feel SO SO blessed beyond words. It's like I don't have to go through all of this alone. Seriously seriously serious. The group of friends I've made, the lunch friends. Haha. Thank God too, they're great!
Even EMO, who is Eugene and Moses. Haha. EMO. Eu and Mo. Whuuut. Though we've kinda stopped keeping in touch (super sad), I know guys are guys are guys. We're still friends, and I appreciate all they did for me, all they did with me in the past. It was amazing!!! Really look up to them both as my big bros. Miss them both, even though they alwayssss tease me so much. Ugh.
Haha. In one of me and Denise's books we used to write in, we had this part at the back where we would write down what we're thankful for for that day. I think we all have to remind ourselves occasionally that we have things to be thankful for. Every day. When you're sad, be thankful that you care enough about something that it makes you sad. Etc etc. When you're traveling distance is far, or you have to walk a long way, be thankful you have the privilege to travel, and that you have legs to walk! Haha.
Read this post, kinda the same thing I'm talking about. http://geekooutletconfused.blogspot.com/2012/03/time.html
I appreciate a lot of things!!!!! I ask God to have mercy on all of us!! Keep all of us safe, happy and healthy!!!!
Don't take them away from me! Not yet! :O
Saturday, March 24, 2012
AMAZEMENT! :D
Hello hello hello! Hahahaha. From these three hellos, I'm sure you can tell that my day was ger ger ger great! :D Let's start from the top! So I woke up (and you're gonna be like OHMYGOSHHHHHHHHH she's really starting from the TOP! it's gonna be such a detailedddd post) (GET USED TO IT YO!!!!!!!!!!) (ohmygosh I'm talking to myself. HAHA). And it was sunny! Had my newwwww cereal, Crunchy Nut, which I'm still LOVING after two days of having it. (I LOVE IT WHEN THERE'S NEW VARIETY IN FOOD! :D) and then packed a sandwich and a banana and went out to study for my maths mock paper 2!!!! WooOOOooo! The SUN WAS SHINING. It was quite warm compared to yesterday. Whee! (The weather forecast for the week is. absolutely. amazing!!!!! 14, 18!!!, 14, 14, 16, 15. SUNNY without clouds! YAY!) I went to The Art of Coffee. Elaine and I actually planned to meet there before, but she felt unwell and didn't wanna go out. So I went alone. It's a newly opened coffee shop just beside the Luas Stop at Harcourt. It's quiteeee pricey I must say, but it's SO GOOD. Maybe I'm only saying that cuz I haven't had coffee in a long time. I had a Caramel Latte. Yummy yummy yummy!!! It was 3.20euro I think. :O And they had like those paninis, all for 5euros each. So pricey!!! But they all look so good. The deco is lovely, the shop's atmosphere is really great. The music could use some improvement though. Played some lovely songs then some whuut Britney Spears songs. -.- Haha. Had a croissant after that for 1.20euros. Then walked to school 15 minutes before the exam. I studied at the coffee shop. It was good. Toilet was good. :)
Ok the mock. Haha. Put my nerves and the caffeine together, I was..buzzing! You know the caffeine rush you get? Haha. It wasn't the best but it made me more alert. The mock itself was easier than expected, I'm hopingggg to do well but can't hope too much you know! It was a grueling two and a half hours though. I came out of the exam feeling good about myself, and I PRAY that I'll feel the same way for my actual exams! Hope I'll do well!! Went home in an extremelyyyyy good mood. Fiona had shui jiao wo tie (dumplings) for supper with Eddie and his mum!!!!! JEALOUS! Haha. Aiyawoyawei. That's what she and Eddie say to each other before bed, it's their goodnight. AHAHHA. Next time if I read this post I can tell her, 'remember that time when you used to wish him goodnight with Aiyawoyawei?' HAHA. Chatted with Denise. Bdpp, black dummy president princess. Hahahaha. She said she hopes I gain weight. 'So I can poke you and laugh and poke'. Then she said she shouldn't say that 'cuz it usually happens the other way around. Cuz when I was like nice pimple on your face, then I'll wake up with one on my face too. I don't wanna wake up tomorrow double in size'. Hahahahahaha. BAM. Watch out yo. Mikey won't even recognise you! Haha. ~give love yo!~ Then I ate my egg sandwich at home, read manga, and watch New Girl!!! I LOVE HER OH! I love how Jess is so random, always sings, keepssss talking. And she's just kinda outrageous, a lilll like me. Though I must say, the first two episodes were the best. The next ones aren't as good. Outshone by the first two which were EPIC. So cool la seriously if you ever get guy friends who would stand up for you, wear silly hats for you and SING in public for you. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! Love that show!
Then dinner. Then OMYGOSHHHH watched The Voice UK. It's SO EPIC LA SERIOUSLY. The talent was quite impressive. The judges are Danny from The Script (he's cute! AND from the country I'm in now!!!!!!!!! Surreal!), Tom Jones (:O), Jessie J and Will.I.Am. :D It's SO AMAZING lo!!!!! So FUNNY oh the judges when they try to compete to get people to choose them as their coach. Seriously! The way they try and convince the singers. Hahahahahahaha!!! I think Jessie J is amazing lo. She's SUCH a good singer, and she's herself, an individual. I love her song Who You Are!!!!! But I think Will.I.Am is really good. He's smart and he was one of the 'advisors' in American Idol once long time ago, and he's so good!!!!!! He knows what the public wants (which is why BEP is kinda bleh now) and I'm sure that he will be able to help improve the singers, teach them and such lo. Really. He's kinda overlooked though. Oh well. The show is really good!!!! Even better than the US one mainly cuz the coaches are hilarious!!!!
And now I'm here. Well. Back to reality yo!!! Have to do my Religion project!!!!!!! EEEEeeeeeee! I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE THAT PROJECT! A LOT!
Sat 24/3/12 22:26
Ok the mock. Haha. Put my nerves and the caffeine together, I was..buzzing! You know the caffeine rush you get? Haha. It wasn't the best but it made me more alert. The mock itself was easier than expected, I'm hopingggg to do well but can't hope too much you know! It was a grueling two and a half hours though. I came out of the exam feeling good about myself, and I PRAY that I'll feel the same way for my actual exams! Hope I'll do well!! Went home in an extremelyyyyy good mood. Fiona had shui jiao wo tie (dumplings) for supper with Eddie and his mum!!!!! JEALOUS! Haha. Aiyawoyawei. That's what she and Eddie say to each other before bed, it's their goodnight. AHAHHA. Next time if I read this post I can tell her, 'remember that time when you used to wish him goodnight with Aiyawoyawei?' HAHA. Chatted with Denise. Bdpp, black dummy president princess. Hahahaha. She said she hopes I gain weight. 'So I can poke you and laugh and poke'. Then she said she shouldn't say that 'cuz it usually happens the other way around. Cuz when I was like nice pimple on your face, then I'll wake up with one on my face too. I don't wanna wake up tomorrow double in size'. Hahahahahaha. BAM. Watch out yo. Mikey won't even recognise you! Haha. ~give love yo!~ Then I ate my egg sandwich at home, read manga, and watch New Girl!!! I LOVE HER OH! I love how Jess is so random, always sings, keepssss talking. And she's just kinda outrageous, a lilll like me. Though I must say, the first two episodes were the best. The next ones aren't as good. Outshone by the first two which were EPIC. So cool la seriously if you ever get guy friends who would stand up for you, wear silly hats for you and SING in public for you. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! Love that show!
Then dinner. Then OMYGOSHHHH watched The Voice UK. It's SO EPIC LA SERIOUSLY. The talent was quite impressive. The judges are Danny from The Script (he's cute! AND from the country I'm in now!!!!!!!!! Surreal!), Tom Jones (:O), Jessie J and Will.I.Am. :D It's SO AMAZING lo!!!!! So FUNNY oh the judges when they try to compete to get people to choose them as their coach. Seriously! The way they try and convince the singers. Hahahahahahaha!!! I think Jessie J is amazing lo. She's SUCH a good singer, and she's herself, an individual. I love her song Who You Are!!!!! But I think Will.I.Am is really good. He's smart and he was one of the 'advisors' in American Idol once long time ago, and he's so good!!!!!! He knows what the public wants (which is why BEP is kinda bleh now) and I'm sure that he will be able to help improve the singers, teach them and such lo. Really. He's kinda overlooked though. Oh well. The show is really good!!!! Even better than the US one mainly cuz the coaches are hilarious!!!!
And now I'm here. Well. Back to reality yo!!! Have to do my Religion project!!!!!!! EEEEeeeeeee! I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE THAT PROJECT! A LOT!
Sat 24/3/12 22:26
Gags!
Hahaha sorry! Excuse the language again. But these are either true or funny! :D :D I know. 9gaggers, we have no soul.
I actually did that when I was young!!!
So true! They always make me smile. :) Haha even when you like catch the eye of some stranger dude and lock eyes for a few seconds then pass each other by. Or you catch someone catching you smiling at your phone like an idiot, or singing to yourself, or strumming an air guitar. Hahaha.
:O!!! I actually make sure I cross my words out really well!!! :O (That's why my stuff always looks so messy!)
HAHAHAHA. Last few minutes before an exam, I will cram in formulas etc and the moment we begin our exams, I'll write them all down before I forget. Haha. Then I delete them from my memory.
Isn't that true!
OHMYGOSH!!!!!!! SO TRUE!!!!!! I always run upstairs when guests come over. And I avoid going down at all costs until they leave. Hahahaha!!! Seriously yo.
Haha. Sometimes I look at my notes and I have NO IDEA what I was trying to say.
I just say 'huh?'. All the time. All the time. Sometimes just to annoy people. Giggle giggle.
HAHAHAHA This is just funny!!!!!
And This, is just an example of the train of my thoughts. They always run wild and then I'll suddenly be like, what the watermelon am I thinking about?
Herp derp face. Whuuut. That's totes me yoz.
24/3/12 Sat 22:00
I actually did that when I was young!!!
So true! They always make me smile. :) Haha even when you like catch the eye of some stranger dude and lock eyes for a few seconds then pass each other by. Or you catch someone catching you smiling at your phone like an idiot, or singing to yourself, or strumming an air guitar. Hahaha.
:O!!! I actually make sure I cross my words out really well!!! :O (That's why my stuff always looks so messy!)
HAHAHAHA. Last few minutes before an exam, I will cram in formulas etc and the moment we begin our exams, I'll write them all down before I forget. Haha. Then I delete them from my memory.
Isn't that true!
Haha. Sometimes I look at my notes and I have NO IDEA what I was trying to say.
I just say 'huh?'. All the time. All the time. Sometimes just to annoy people. Giggle giggle.
HAHAHAHA This is just funny!!!!!
And This, is just an example of the train of my thoughts. They always run wild and then I'll suddenly be like, what the watermelon am I thinking about?
24/3/12 Sat 22:00
Friday, March 23, 2012
Tough! :(
YER. Today was kinda baddddd. I don't know whyyyy but even though I have 7 hours of sleep every night, I still wake up with dry eyes and I just feel soooo tired. And on top of that, I felt so cold even though it was supposedly warmer. Ugh. It was bad laa. I forgot to bring my Chem folder to school. But that wasn't a big thing. Then I just felt super tired the whole day. Couldn't really focus. I was dragging my feet the whole day. I didn't want to, but it got worse as the day went on. Morning was pretty good. I had a chat on whatsapp with FIONA! Things with Eddie are really serious. Both of them are so sincere in all they do, they are both level-headed and I don't know. Even though they're both the same age as I am, but I'm kinda sure that both of them will definitely work out. :D She was like 'be my bridesmaid' kinda thing and stuff. Haha. Weird. Good weird. 'Don't disappoint yourself, your family and me!!' and she said that the fees for my course (this leaving cert thing) could like buy a house or something. Haha. It is a lot of money. :( Must make sure it's worth it! Chatted with Jason (who's also my 9gag friend haha) a lil too. Kinda sad he won't be in KK when I get back. But oh well. I wish him happiness! Haha. Today was just so bleh. By the time I got to my last class, Biology Tutorial (like a revision), I was soooo deflated OH. Couldn't pay attention. Then I went to the library. Wanted to follow my plan and study till 8pm. But I couldn't!!!!! I just sat there. Bleh. So I left at like 6pm, went to Dundrum Town Centre (a shopping mall) and went to Tesco. Bought my geometry set (like the compass and the ruler kinda stuff) cuz THEY ACTUALLY DRAW PERPENDICULAR BISECTORS and stuff like that in maths. OMGOSH I haven't used a compass since like form 2 or so oh! Crazy! Bought mouth wash, shampoo, TEA CAKES (McVitie's mallows, they're called). (Like the chocolate coated mallow, not marshmallow but something like that). And went home, heated up pasta from the fridge. Ate that, then had the Mullers Strawberry Rice Pudding thingy, quite yummy hehe. Then had Digestive Biscuits that were coated with caramel chocolate. Regressed to my binge eating!!!!!!!!!!!! Gosh I can honestly feel the double chin coming on! Cuz I was home alone, I watched half of Criminal Minds (LOVE THAT SHOW! Love Penelope Garcia looooo!) and watched Morning Glory. Rachel McAdams is so pretty!!!! It's a pretty cool movie. Bla bla bla. So unproductive. Now I just wanna sleep. My maths mock is tomorrow. Wheeee. I've finished studying what they cover in paper 2 (the mock is for paper 2 only) but I haven't memorised everything. Haven't revised. Bla bla. UGH. Soooooooooo. Bleh. I don't know. Feel horrible. Don't know where my home stay mum and sis is. :/ YER. WHY OH. Feel so down. So lonely.. Ray not here to keep me company, and mum and dad went to China so can't whatsapp them. YER. But ya la. I know. jwijeopqmvopq No self pity allowed. Have to pick myself up. Ray said to study study study!!! I'll try. Hmm. Whaddaya think about moving in with your boyfriend before marriage?
23/3/12 Fri 22:02
23/3/12 Fri 22:02
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Support!
Today was kinda good. :D
1. It was productive! Got lots of work done in the library after school. Rush rush rush! Jia youuuu!
2. Had a chat on Whatsapp with Jason! Hahahah. It was really funny. He said we're like bros. OFFENDED cuz please, I already look enough like a dude. With my short hair and stuff. Haha but oh well. Really appreciate the friendship oh! He's always so positive, saying that working hard is as simple as not giving up. He says it as if it's so simple, that it kinda makes me believe it is that simple. So I just have to keep forging on, going forward!!!! Randomness. He said he forgot my birthday again. Typical guy. But it doesn't really matter. He said 'I promise to remember your birthday don't kill me'. HAHA I like that he knew I would be acting out and saying all 'HOW COULD YOU'. Haha. I said that I remembered his. And he was like 'You're so awesome for remembering my birthday. Nights :) Wink hehe haha muahaha nights'. Whuuuut he's always so random. And he asked me about my hair (which he thinks is super funny) (cuz it's short UGH) and he said 'I wonder how silly you look now'. !!!!!!!!!!!! -.- Cuz I was having class, so he kinda spam me with all these random stuff. And he was like 'you're disturbing my beauty sleep. Gotta stay beautiful. Nights.' -.- YAY! Haha. He's the only friend that listens to Muse and like the bands that I really like. Just thought future me should remember that, since no one else I know really listens to Muse.
3. Got a loonggggg whatsapp message from Christabelle!!!! :D :D :D :D :D It was so long. I loved it!!!! Unexpected and awesome!!!! I spent most of my tram ride home just replying her. Can't wait to go back and eat good food with her! :D Memory: we used to keep up a correspondence when I was still in TTSS. We would write letters and reply each other, it was so cool loooo!!! Friendship blossoming from could-be-something to something! Whee! That was how I knew about the 2PM concert last year and that was how in the end, we both went to see that concert in KL after my UEC. WOOHOO! You see! Everything happens for a reason! ;)
4. Was lining up at the ATM to withdraw money to pay rent. And the guy in front of me left after taking his card. As I was gonna put my card in, his money came out of the machine!! HE HAD LEFT WITHOUT HIS MONEY! Sooooooooooo :O seriously! Elaine and I just stood there. We were like 'what do we do' cuz the dude already walked away so quickly. And I was like, should we run? with my hand over the money. (As in, should we run after him, not run away) and she was like yea. So we ran and chased after him. I tapped him on the shoulder and gave it back to him. He was like 'JESUS oh thank you you're so good'. Haha. 'You're so good' is kind of an Irish expression everyone uses. That was pretty interestinggggg. Hardly happens yea? :D And plus, it was like 100+ euro you know!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's like RM400+!!!!!!! OMGOSHHH. Craziness.
5. Elaine and I went to Nyonya for lunch!!! All she had was Teh C Special tho. I was gonna have something similar but it didn't feel right to have dessert when I haven't had lunch. So I ordered popiah! It wasn't popiah. You know the soft-skinned one? The popiah that's chilli hot that's super yummy??? UGH. It was spring roll. But it was good spring roll though, so no complaints. THEN I had a red bean ice. Thought it would be red bean with crushed ice but it was blended ice and blended red bean. With coconut milk. It was nice though. I LOVE RED BEAN!
OMYGOSH RAY!!!! When we go to KL I WANNA HAVE POPIAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! Mouth watering!
6. After lunch cuz we were a lil late, decided to just study in an empty classroom and not go to our study period in the library. Listened to my iPod touch (Kat's one actually) while studying and was sooooo happy. LOVE music. And just kinda hummed and acted out the song in my head and such. Same old same old that I always do laah. Wheeee.
Anyway. Kinda sad. Ray is going to Italy. So that means no more skype. She's like my lover hahahaha skype date every night :D :D Gonna miss you!!!! HAVE FUN AND TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS AND TALK TO STRANGERS!!!! Seriously! Best part of traveling! :D Hmm that's all I can think of. Better get to work!! :D
Thursday 21:52 22/3/12
1. It was productive! Got lots of work done in the library after school. Rush rush rush! Jia youuuu!
2. Had a chat on Whatsapp with Jason! Hahahah. It was really funny. He said we're like bros. OFFENDED cuz please, I already look enough like a dude. With my short hair and stuff. Haha but oh well. Really appreciate the friendship oh! He's always so positive, saying that working hard is as simple as not giving up. He says it as if it's so simple, that it kinda makes me believe it is that simple. So I just have to keep forging on, going forward!!!! Randomness. He said he forgot my birthday again. Typical guy. But it doesn't really matter. He said 'I promise to remember your birthday don't kill me'. HAHA I like that he knew I would be acting out and saying all 'HOW COULD YOU'. Haha. I said that I remembered his. And he was like 'You're so awesome for remembering my birthday. Nights :) Wink hehe haha muahaha nights'. Whuuuut he's always so random. And he asked me about my hair (which he thinks is super funny) (cuz it's short UGH) and he said 'I wonder how silly you look now'. !!!!!!!!!!!! -.- Cuz I was having class, so he kinda spam me with all these random stuff. And he was like 'you're disturbing my beauty sleep. Gotta stay beautiful. Nights.' -.- YAY! Haha. He's the only friend that listens to Muse and like the bands that I really like. Just thought future me should remember that, since no one else I know really listens to Muse.
3. Got a loonggggg whatsapp message from Christabelle!!!! :D :D :D :D :D It was so long. I loved it!!!! Unexpected and awesome!!!! I spent most of my tram ride home just replying her. Can't wait to go back and eat good food with her! :D Memory: we used to keep up a correspondence when I was still in TTSS. We would write letters and reply each other, it was so cool loooo!!! Friendship blossoming from could-be-something to something! Whee! That was how I knew about the 2PM concert last year and that was how in the end, we both went to see that concert in KL after my UEC. WOOHOO! You see! Everything happens for a reason! ;)
4. Was lining up at the ATM to withdraw money to pay rent. And the guy in front of me left after taking his card. As I was gonna put my card in, his money came out of the machine!! HE HAD LEFT WITHOUT HIS MONEY! Sooooooooooo :O seriously! Elaine and I just stood there. We were like 'what do we do' cuz the dude already walked away so quickly. And I was like, should we run? with my hand over the money. (As in, should we run after him, not run away) and she was like yea. So we ran and chased after him. I tapped him on the shoulder and gave it back to him. He was like 'JESUS oh thank you you're so good'. Haha. 'You're so good' is kind of an Irish expression everyone uses. That was pretty interestinggggg. Hardly happens yea? :D And plus, it was like 100+ euro you know!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's like RM400+!!!!!!! OMGOSHHH. Craziness.
5. Elaine and I went to Nyonya for lunch!!! All she had was Teh C Special tho. I was gonna have something similar but it didn't feel right to have dessert when I haven't had lunch. So I ordered popiah! It wasn't popiah. You know the soft-skinned one? The popiah that's chilli hot that's super yummy??? UGH. It was spring roll. But it was good spring roll though, so no complaints. THEN I had a red bean ice. Thought it would be red bean with crushed ice but it was blended ice and blended red bean. With coconut milk. It was nice though. I LOVE RED BEAN!
OMYGOSH RAY!!!! When we go to KL I WANNA HAVE POPIAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! Mouth watering!
6. After lunch cuz we were a lil late, decided to just study in an empty classroom and not go to our study period in the library. Listened to my iPod touch (Kat's one actually) while studying and was sooooo happy. LOVE music. And just kinda hummed and acted out the song in my head and such. Same old same old that I always do laah. Wheeee.
Anyway. Kinda sad. Ray is going to Italy. So that means no more skype. She's like my lover hahahaha skype date every night :D :D Gonna miss you!!!! HAVE FUN AND TAKE LOTS OF PHOTOS AND TALK TO STRANGERS!!!! Seriously! Best part of traveling! :D Hmm that's all I can think of. Better get to work!! :D
Thursday 21:52 22/3/12
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Sacrifice!
Sacrifice. Haha the spelling looks kinda weird. One of those 'if you stare at it long enough it always looks wrong' kinda things. Like your toes look alien if you stare at them for a long time haha.
Anyway. I have made a couple of decisions in the course of this day. First, I shall wake up an hour earlier and head off to school to study. Second, I shall stay in the library after school till 8pm (that's when the library closes) to study study study!!!!! This will make me eat LESS. Stop my binge eating. Haha but I'm gonna miss dinner at home!!! :( But oh well. Sacrifice, it's called! So yup. These are totally worth it if I can get what I want. Gotta fight hard!!!!! Jia youuuu!!
Wed 19:41 21/3/12
Anyway. I have made a couple of decisions in the course of this day. First, I shall wake up an hour earlier and head off to school to study. Second, I shall stay in the library after school till 8pm (that's when the library closes) to study study study!!!!! This will make me eat LESS. Stop my binge eating. Haha but I'm gonna miss dinner at home!!! :( But oh well. Sacrifice, it's called! So yup. These are totally worth it if I can get what I want. Gotta fight hard!!!!! Jia youuuu!!
Wed 19:41 21/3/12
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Heartless.
Tue 20/3/12 20:06
I wish I could be more heartless. I wish I could be a little bit more like Kat, how she doesn't care too much about friends. Totally opposite of how I go head over heels over friends, just to get put as an option. Haha. Oh well. I'm in the process of learning not to mind, to accept the prospect/fact that I'm essentially standing alone. That it doesn't matter if everyone goes traveling with friends, and I'm alone. That it doesn't matter if all I have to look forward to is reading manga and watching dramas, and not going out with friends. But yaaa I know there are friends that are always behind me. :) And FAMILY too! Haha. And cousins. ;)
Ugh. Hate how one single downy thought can act as a trigger and make me feel down and down and down. Haha. Big Bang's Let's Go West (posted it AGES ago!) made me happy. And this is a nice song. :) Don't really get the lyrics tho.
Gavin DeGraw- Meaning.
I wish I could be more heartless. I wish I could be a little bit more like Kat, how she doesn't care too much about friends. Totally opposite of how I go head over heels over friends, just to get put as an option. Haha. Oh well. I'm in the process of learning not to mind, to accept the prospect/fact that I'm essentially standing alone. That it doesn't matter if everyone goes traveling with friends, and I'm alone. That it doesn't matter if all I have to look forward to is reading manga and watching dramas, and not going out with friends. But yaaa I know there are friends that are always behind me. :) And FAMILY too! Haha. And cousins. ;)
Ugh. Hate how one single downy thought can act as a trigger and make me feel down and down and down. Haha. Big Bang's Let's Go West (posted it AGES ago!) made me happy. And this is a nice song. :) Don't really get the lyrics tho.
Gavin DeGraw- Meaning.
Love has a reason. There's a meaning to the world. We're giving love.
Keep giving love yo. :)
Monday, March 19, 2012
WoooOOOoooo!
The Breaker! The art is seriously superb! Love the story line too! (haha and the author is Korean too hahahah yay!)
One Month.
Tomorrow marks one month since my arrival in Ireland. It's been a good month I guess. Overall a happy month, not many downy-dumpy days. But I feel like, academic wise, I haven't done the most I could've. Well.. We'll try harder this month I guess. I already blocked myself from accessing FB from my laptop. It's kinda driving me crazyyyyy. I'm so curious as to what's going on with my friends, any new photos, any nice stuff I can stalk, and whether people looked for me. Eeeeee! And I miss my beloved S3Zhong class group. I treated it like my closest friend, posting updates on it and not on my status, so that not everyone I knew could see it. Ugh. But oh well. It's a good detox. Haha a good effect of me blocking FB is that I started blogging regularly. As a way of procrastination or whatever. Haha. But at least I'm recording my life down. Whee.
Anyway. I'm kinda stressed. Stressed stressed stress stressed. First, tomorrow I have to call the bank, activate my online banking, and at lunch time I have to go down to the bank, get a bank statement and then go to GNIB to get my visa card thingy. I only have a temporary visa for one month, so after tomorrow I'll be like an illegal immigrant or something. Gah. SO ANNOYING. rjeiwpegjvnown. Then. I think I have a Bio test, and I'm going to sit for the mock papers for Maths Paper 2 and Applied Maths. Maths is this SAT!! And Applied Maths is on the 29th. I haven't done any catch up on past chapters I've missed at all. But it's good. Gives me a deadline to work against. AHHHH!!! And then I mustttt get my Religion project done by this month so I can get it out of the way.
Fame is nothing more than loving someone. And fortune is nothing more than loving what you do. ;) So true!
Breathe breathe study study. Eat less chocolate!
Mon 19/3/12 20:30
Anyway. I'm kinda stressed. Stressed stressed stress stressed. First, tomorrow I have to call the bank, activate my online banking, and at lunch time I have to go down to the bank, get a bank statement and then go to GNIB to get my visa card thingy. I only have a temporary visa for one month, so after tomorrow I'll be like an illegal immigrant or something. Gah. SO ANNOYING. rjeiwpegjvnown. Then. I think I have a Bio test, and I'm going to sit for the mock papers for Maths Paper 2 and Applied Maths. Maths is this SAT!! And Applied Maths is on the 29th. I haven't done any catch up on past chapters I've missed at all. But it's good. Gives me a deadline to work against. AHHHH!!! And then I mustttt get my Religion project done by this month so I can get it out of the way.
Fame is nothing more than loving someone. And fortune is nothing more than loving what you do. ;) So true!
Breathe breathe study study. Eat less chocolate!
Mon 19/3/12 20:30
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Things We Do In Our Lives. ;)
Haha. These don't belong to me, got them from 9gag. Sorry about the 9gag language. But seriously, these are so totally what we all did. Hahaha.
Memory: 2PM! NICHKHUN!
Monday 19/3/12 12AM
Hahaha. Every time when there's a Kpop countdown, I alwaysssss hope to see 2PM's song come on. Haha. And when their song really comes on I'll be like WHEEEEEEE and so hyper. I like them. I actually like Kpop lo! For their extravagance, their awesome wow performances. Sure, some of them can't sing live. But oh well. Performances yay! I love nichkhun!!! HAHAHAHA. He's sooooo cute la please!!! I loved him since the Hands Up concert I went to with CHRISTABELLE last year! And Running Man!! And Wild Bunny! And he's just soooo cute and english-speaking and plays guitar and stuff. Oh mygoshhh. HAHAH. I got sooooo much grief from Moses and Eugene them all EVER SINCE I SHOWED THEM THE VIDEO!!!!! Ugh. I should've known. Why did I show it to them? Haha. I showed them the ad Nichkhun took for Baskin Robins. WHICH I LOVE. Regardless of what they say. He's. SO. CUTE. IN. THE. AD!!! SERIOUSLYYYYY. SUPER CUTE AND AHHHHHHHHHHHH just. fmisowgjepof!!!!! Hahaha. Moses and Eugene were like 'BIAN TAI!!!!!!! Sick oh!' Hahahaha. These memories keep me smiling as I type them out. Coolio. Memories less than three! :D :D DON'T KILL ME!
Hahaha. Every time when there's a Kpop countdown, I alwaysssss hope to see 2PM's song come on. Haha. And when their song really comes on I'll be like WHEEEEEEE and so hyper. I like them. I actually like Kpop lo! For their extravagance, their awesome wow performances. Sure, some of them can't sing live. But oh well. Performances yay! I love nichkhun!!! HAHAHAHA. He's sooooo cute la please!!! I loved him since the Hands Up concert I went to with CHRISTABELLE last year! And Running Man!! And Wild Bunny! And he's just soooo cute and english-speaking and plays guitar and stuff. Oh mygoshhh. HAHAH. I got sooooo much grief from Moses and Eugene them all EVER SINCE I SHOWED THEM THE VIDEO!!!!! Ugh. I should've known. Why did I show it to them? Haha. I showed them the ad Nichkhun took for Baskin Robins. WHICH I LOVE. Regardless of what they say. He's. SO. CUTE. IN. THE. AD!!! SERIOUSLYYYYY. SUPER CUTE AND AHHHHHHHHHHHH just. fmisowgjepof!!!!! Hahaha. Moses and Eugene were like 'BIAN TAI!!!!!!! Sick oh!' Hahahaha. These memories keep me smiling as I type them out. Coolio. Memories less than three! :D :D DON'T KILL ME!
Making A Difference.
Sunday 18/3/12 14:35
Hmm. I've been thinking about it recently. Can a dentist actually make a difference? I mean I say I wanna give free treatment and stuff to kampung people. But I've been thinking recently, it's not as if their teeth make a huge difference in their lives. Sure I may be able to relieve pain and discomfort.. allow them to eat and such. But is that all? Whereas if I were like a doctor or a speech therapist or something, I could teach mentally challenged people how to communicate.. etc. Gah I don't know. I really don't know. All so confusing. I want to make a difference!!!!!!!!!!! I guess the first step is to study hard. :/
Hmm. I've been thinking about it recently. Can a dentist actually make a difference? I mean I say I wanna give free treatment and stuff to kampung people. But I've been thinking recently, it's not as if their teeth make a huge difference in their lives. Sure I may be able to relieve pain and discomfort.. allow them to eat and such. But is that all? Whereas if I were like a doctor or a speech therapist or something, I could teach mentally challenged people how to communicate.. etc. Gah I don't know. I really don't know. All so confusing. I want to make a difference!!!!!!!!!!! I guess the first step is to study hard. :/
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Tired. :(
SO TIRED. But I guess we have to be grateful becauseeeeee if we're tired.. means we've done stuff. Instead of those who can't even physically do stuff. You know? Haha. I'm so tired. That means easy slip into depression!!! Haha not depression la.. Just blehness. Whuut. Eeeeee. Anyway. The parade was super super weird. Not what I expected at all. No heavily decorated cars as floats, with people in Irish costumes dancing to Irish music. It was kinda creepy actually. :/ The costumes were weirdddd. And apparently the theme this year was Science. So it was like 'how dreams are made' or 'how our senses work'. So there were these people in weird costumes and on their faces were these thick red lips. Some of them just really got me going 'WHAT AM I LOOKING AT?'. Haha. The best was the hot dog bun Elaine and I bought in a stall. Yummy! And then we had an Irish Breakfast at Dame's Cafe after the parade. Not bad but not the best for me. And AND AND the best part was WE CAME ACROSS A MALAYSIAN RESTAURANT that actually sold real Chinese food. Seriously. Over here, Chinese food is just CURRY, fried noodles which have curry powder or something in it, or sweet and sour chicken. It's not real! They keep saying it's Chinese food BUT IT'S NOT. I was walking past and the first thing that caught my eyes was the Halal sign. I was like ooooh haven't seen that in a while! Then I saw the name of the shop: Nyonya, Truly Malaysian Cuisine! EEEEEE!!! And the second Y in the Nyonya had like a hibiscus on it.. like in those 1Malaysia signs. And we looked at the menu and they had like tom yam, fried MEE HOON (YOU CAN'T FIND MEE HOON HERE!!!!!!!!), MILO, white coffee, rendang, ABC, cincau. OOOOOOOMYGOSHHHHHHHHH. We decided to go in and they had Malaysian flags for deco! It was sooooo nice I felt like crying! Miss home a lot!!!!!!! :( Had milo, which was too sweet to be honest, wasn't really milo.. just condensed milk haha. Elaine had cincau soya milk. Gah! MALAYSIANS IN IRELAND!!!! Go and support the restaurant!!! It's on Dame's Street! That was truly the highlight of the day. NYONYA IN DUBLIN!!!! I read some reviews online and I just hope hope hope that the owner is a good person and that the service is good. It seems like the food is generally good because the reviews are all positive, not for the service though. THEY MUST IMPROVE! Cuz they call themselves truly Malaysian! JIA YOU! I support you!
Oh and the city was SOOOO PACKED. Seriously it was awesome lo. Loved the music performances on the street or on the stage for the festival. Love people! And apparently there were 500000 people in the city for the parade!!!!! CRAZY!!!!!!! But it's kinda cool. Cuz Elaine and I were a part of this 500000! haha
Anyway. I need to be stronger!!!! Gonna sleep soon. Goodnight!
Sat 17/3/12 21:18
Oh and the city was SOOOO PACKED. Seriously it was awesome lo. Loved the music performances on the street or on the stage for the festival. Love people! And apparently there were 500000 people in the city for the parade!!!!! CRAZY!!!!!!! But it's kinda cool. Cuz Elaine and I were a part of this 500000! haha
Anyway. I need to be stronger!!!! Gonna sleep soon. Goodnight!
Sat 17/3/12 21:18
Friday, March 16, 2012
JASON MRAZ!!!
Omygoshhhh!! LOVE HIM SO MUCH! Just.. omygosh.. Listening to him, sometimes it makes my heart squeeze and I feel soooo.. happy and touched and I'm just blown away! I stumbled across his video on Youtube yesterday. And the melody is catchy, it's nice. And I just googled the lyrics and now, I'm.. so amazed!!!!! Seriously. He has so much to offer you know. That's why he's the only celebrity that I truly am a fan of! Because he has more than what he seems to have. He not only is a singer, he's an artist and he's funny, and he's a great person (not a saint though haha), and he's content and just so much more. He sings to preach his message, his view on life, to bring smiles upon people's faces, to bring equality! Hahaha. Funny if he reads this and he's like 'pfft so not true'. But anyway. Haha. To be honest, sometimes I don't like some of his songs. But then he goes and writes this amazing love song 'I won't give up' and it's so awesome. AND THEN. AND THEN he goes and comes up with something even better: a meaningful song!!!!! Honestly. 93 Million Miles. Read the lyrics and be swept away!!! wowowowow!!!!!
93 million miles from the Sun, people get ready get ready,
'cause here it comes it’s a light, a beautiful light, over the horizon in to your eyes
Oh, my my how beautiful, oh my beautiful mother
She told me, "Son in life you’re gonna go far, and if you do it right you’ll love where you are
Just know, that wherever you go, you can always come back home
240 thousand miles from the Moon, you’ve come a long way to belong here,
To share this view of the night, a glorious night, over the horizon is another bright sky
Oh, my my how beautiful, oh my irrefutable father,
He told me, "Son in life it may seem dark, but the absence of the light is a necessary part.
Just know, that wherever you go, no you’re never alone, you can always get back home
Every road is a slippery slope
There is always a hand you can hold on to.
Looking deeper through the telescope
You can see that the home’s inside of you.
Just know, that wherever you go, oh no you’re never alone, you can always get back home
93 million miles from the Sun, people get ready get ready,
'cause here it comes it’s a light, a beautiful light, over the horizon in to your eyes…
It's so simple, yet it's meaning rings sooo true you know!!! To me, basically it kinda means that no matter what, we always have our family having our backs. And that no matter what, we shouldn't loes sight of who we are, who we are as a person and where we came from you know? Ugh. It's just a good song ok! Haha. :D Seriously, too bad that he deleted his blog you know! :( freshnessfactorfivethousand.blogspot.com! I still occasionally check it to see if he puts everything back. But no luck yet.
You know, come to think about it, Jason Mraz has really kinda made his way in my life.. he's made a difference in my life. Like Details In The Fabric is a song I listen to when I feel so lost. And it's so simple and sincere, saying 'hold your own, know your name, and go your own way' and it's so tough sometimes you know? But it's what we gotta do. Find ourselves, stay TRUE to ourselves, and theennn keep ploughing on. OMYGOSH. Listen to this video!!!!!! The words he says in the beginning is SO TRUE. Remembering then forgetting. Thinking you know where you're going, then finding yourself lost. Forgetting the people in your past.... SO TRUE!!!!!! :( :( That's why I try and blog. So I won't forget. Haha. I LOVEEEEEEEE You and I Both. Seriously one of my all time favourite songs. Nothing meaningful, but I just love it, forever and always! It was the first song I learnt on my guitar! Haha can't say I know how to play all of it. Miss my guitar lots. But yea. :D Worthy song to be the first one I learn. ;)
ANYWAY. Tomorrow is St. Patrick's Day. It's HUGE. Like I'm in this Western country, a place where I previously just read about in books/seen in movies. And like, over here, the scientist that came up with P1V1=P2V2 (Robert Doyle) is from here.. and The Script and WESTLIFE is from here. It's honestly kinda surreal lo. And somehow I'm still desensitized to it all. I don't realise what a big deal it is. For this festival, the White House, the tallest building in the world in Dubai are lighting up their structures in green, and even NIAGARA FALLS is somehow gonna be green too. IMAGINE THAT! That's seriously huge! So anyway. Today after school Elaine and I went to the city, needed to buy some stuff. And there was this Irish Dancing thing on in the middle of the street. Festival Ceili? Part of the celebration of St Patrick's Day.. they have events till Monday! The public just participate and they dance in pairs or in groups, with live Irish music playing on this small stage set-up, and a kinda MC dictating everyone. And everyone, EVERYONE was dressed up!!! There were specks of green everywhere! And it wasn't even the proper day yet! I honestly am excited about tomorrow!!!! :D :D Am looking forward to the festivities and the green and the crazy costumes I'm gonna see. PHOTOS!
Today I was kinda hyper. Oh it's kinda weird. Cuz Elaine and I, it's like we have a common aura. In the sense that we don't have the same aura, as in we kinda complement each other? Haha. When I'm kinda down, she's happy. When she's kinda down, I'm happy. Like the past two days, I wasn't really down but I guess I was tired, I wasn't hyper. And she was so happy. But today, she's kinda down and I'm super hyper. Can I say I love my lunch group? The group we eat with are the girls from the other day. Lemise, Nwandoo, and Greeshma. Then there's Fatimah who only eats cheese sticks cuz she's on a diet (that's CRAZY!) and then there's Nini (full name is Nini-ola? Nice name). They're all so NICE and hardworking and funny! Nwandoo and Nini are soooo crazy!!!!!! Nwandoo is like totally outrageous! I love it!! She brings out the loud, nonsense-talking me! Haha. So yea today at lunch we were laughing and chatting and just.. gah hyperrrr. hahaha. I watched Fast Five just now on TV. Ate pasta for dinner, slice of plain cake, and one and a half bowls of cereal. Crazy. Anyway. Should really get some work done!!!
Life is tough. But it's always good!!! :) Better, if we get a good night's sleep. ;)
'cause here it comes it’s a light, a beautiful light, over the horizon in to your eyes
Oh, my my how beautiful, oh my beautiful mother
She told me, "Son in life you’re gonna go far, and if you do it right you’ll love where you are
Just know, that wherever you go, you can always come back home
240 thousand miles from the Moon, you’ve come a long way to belong here,
To share this view of the night, a glorious night, over the horizon is another bright sky
Oh, my my how beautiful, oh my irrefutable father,
He told me, "Son in life it may seem dark, but the absence of the light is a necessary part.
Just know, that wherever you go, no you’re never alone, you can always get back home
Every road is a slippery slope
There is always a hand you can hold on to.
Looking deeper through the telescope
You can see that the home’s inside of you.
Just know, that wherever you go, oh no you’re never alone, you can always get back home
'cause here it comes it’s a light, a beautiful light, over the horizon in to your eyes…
You know, come to think about it, Jason Mraz has really kinda made his way in my life.. he's made a difference in my life. Like Details In The Fabric is a song I listen to when I feel so lost. And it's so simple and sincere, saying 'hold your own, know your name, and go your own way' and it's so tough sometimes you know? But it's what we gotta do. Find ourselves, stay TRUE to ourselves, and theennn keep ploughing on. OMYGOSH. Listen to this video!!!!!! The words he says in the beginning is SO TRUE. Remembering then forgetting. Thinking you know where you're going, then finding yourself lost. Forgetting the people in your past.... SO TRUE!!!!!! :( :( That's why I try and blog. So I won't forget. Haha. I LOVEEEEEEEE You and I Both. Seriously one of my all time favourite songs. Nothing meaningful, but I just love it, forever and always! It was the first song I learnt on my guitar! Haha can't say I know how to play all of it. Miss my guitar lots. But yea. :D Worthy song to be the first one I learn. ;)
Today I was kinda hyper. Oh it's kinda weird. Cuz Elaine and I, it's like we have a common aura. In the sense that we don't have the same aura, as in we kinda complement each other? Haha. When I'm kinda down, she's happy. When she's kinda down, I'm happy. Like the past two days, I wasn't really down but I guess I was tired, I wasn't hyper. And she was so happy. But today, she's kinda down and I'm super hyper. Can I say I love my lunch group? The group we eat with are the girls from the other day. Lemise, Nwandoo, and Greeshma. Then there's Fatimah who only eats cheese sticks cuz she's on a diet (that's CRAZY!) and then there's Nini (full name is Nini-ola? Nice name). They're all so NICE and hardworking and funny! Nwandoo and Nini are soooo crazy!!!!!! Nwandoo is like totally outrageous! I love it!! She brings out the loud, nonsense-talking me! Haha. So yea today at lunch we were laughing and chatting and just.. gah hyperrrr. hahaha. I watched Fast Five just now on TV. Ate pasta for dinner, slice of plain cake, and one and a half bowls of cereal. Crazy. Anyway. Should really get some work done!!!
Life is tough. But it's always good!!! :) Better, if we get a good night's sleep. ;)
Thursday, March 15, 2012
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