Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Two of Those Times.

Yes, yes. I can't think of another title for another boring post. But don't worry, the next post won't be 'Three of Those Times'... Or will it be? HMM...

So anyway. Today was quite productive, I guess. I got up at about 8.30am. Applause, applause. It was earlier than my working brother and I'm the one on holiday. Haha. I spent most of my morning cooking (I finished at noon!!). Yes, you heard right. Coo-King! (LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEE). I cooked fried rice today. Clap clap clap! From scratch! I cooked it with, brace yourself: two boiled potatoes, one clove of garlic, 4 or 5 eggplants (GASP! EGGPLANTS!!!) (they were green by the way. I thought they were zucchinis or something..), 1 zucchini (yes, I am sure it wasn't an eggplant), 2 or 3 carrots, and the frozen peas and sweet corn which come in a packet from Coles or something. Oh and also some frozen pork. It was actually some pork shoulder or something that came with huge bones that were meant for soups or something. Sorry, but looks like it was totally wasted. It was absolutely disgusting, cutting it up. So yea, basically I cut up the meat from the bones, and of course, I excluded all the weird-looking parts or fatty-looking parts. Therefore, I ended up with only a few pieces of meat (and by a few, I really mean FEW). It was totally wasted on me. SORRY! Why did I want to cook fried rice? Well, I wanted to clear the stuff in the fridge before they rot. The zucchini-looking-eggplant was starting to look pretty bad. So yea. Oh and I also cooked it the healthy way. Muahaha. Without salt. Because I used soya sauce (though not a lot) so I opted to go without salt. The end product? Weird textured fried rice. Because I used newly-cooked rice, not old rice, so it was a bit sticky. But all in all, edible. =D

Today I also walked to the library. The library seems so, so, so far away when I'm carrying a laptop and a few exercise books in my bag. Gosh. I was so tired. But I actually went to the library more for the exercise than anything else. Really. I only spent an hour and a half or 2 hours there. But it was also because I forgot to bring some stuff there. SOOOO, my stay was short lived. (Yayyyyyyyyy.......).

Oh and the best part is.. drumrollllll: I didn't snack. Haha. Mainly because I spent my whole day cooking and then eating lunch, then going to the library? I actually wanted to eat a muffin and ice cream as a reward. But I was too full. I ate an apple after dinner because I haven't been eating much fruits. (for quite some time). But I promise. Tomorrow! Muffin and ice cream! (But I don't think it's likely).

Gosh.. Time is flying by. Which makes me sort of angry. Again, I know. I'm so hopeless. Tomorrow at 9pm I have to go to church (it's after the Holy Thursday mass) for a rehearsal. Then it's Good Friday already. Stressful. Not about the play thing, but more because time is flying by and I still haven't finished my project. I did get some of it done. Only two points left, but still. Gah. There's still so much to do! I also plan reading some Literature books for the reading journal thing! *BREATHES TO CALM SELF DOWN BEFORE MENTALLY THROWING SOMETHING. Note 'mentally'.* I've decided to read Alice's Adventures in Wonderland (aka Alice in Wonderland). I've never read the book. So why not? I really have to broaden my (ermmm) (insert-own-word) whatever, because the only thing I can comment on after reading a book is how well it's written, the use of words and the language, etc etc, it's always surrounding the author (I have a feeling I've mentioned this before. BUT I DON'T CARE. READ IT AGAIN! So I really have to make myself be critical in terms of the characters themselves. To see beyond their actions and attitudes, their reactions. GAH. I MUST!

So, tomorrow, I shall: Wake up, wash the dishes up (I left them there), do the laundry, clean the toilets (so overdue!), do my work (maybe in the library.. Hmm) and then it'll be time to go to the rehearsal thing. Sigh.. Makes me depressed.

Oh, on a really optimistic note, THEY WON! They won the volleyball inter school! Seriously a big hug for Angela, Pei and Jessie (of course the others as well), and a huge congratulations. My being a part of it seems like such a thing of the long-forgotten past. Erm.. Random point, I know. But oh well. Congratulations!!! I'm so proud of Angela. Really! Happy that you stuck it out. Pei and Jessie, I knew you both could do it, never had a doubt. Well.. You guys really deserve the win. I sincerely hope that you guys had fun and that you will enjoy the post-win celebrations and joy. Yadda yadda yadda.

I blame my unproductivity (what's the correct word for that?) on the manga. It's seriously been all I have been doing most of the time. Sigh. BUT, I finished the manga I was reading. Well, the manga isn't finished, but they haven't gotten it on their website yet. Which is a big relief for me, because then I shall not read anymore until it is updated. Sigh. That's so sad. My life is all about the manga. (at least during these few days). I've been thinking about my sad, antisocial, lonely life. It's so different from back home. So, so different it's like I'm in another life. I look at the cliques of friends in my school here and think that that's how my life used to be. Now, I spend it quietly with one or two friends. Usually in silence (not awkward though..). But then like I said, I've been thinking. And I will change that. At least I'll try to. It's just I'm so shy. Shy in the way that I'm so scared of people judging me. They will assume things. Things that are not accurate and I always feel so embarrassed to not live up to their assumptions or to reveal that I am indeed not according to it. But, I don't care. I am going to start with the Cha Siew Pao group of Asians. They are cool. Hopefully I'll succeed. I really want to. I don't want to spend my life so miserably (not that I actually am though). So, I will give it another try. You know in A Cinderella Story, the one with Hilary Duff and Chad Michael Murray, at the end of the movie during the football game, when the guy finally gets the girl (what a surprise), the girl's best friend in the stands stands up and says in a totally-in-awe-utterly-unbelievable-in-an-awesome-way 'High school is awesome'. I know it's stupid, but I want my high school life to be like that too. As in I want, when I think back, for it to be 'high school is awesome' as well.

Erm.. Totally off topic. I know. There're so many other things I need to blog about. I will get there one day. For now, I have to go to bed. I really must save myself from this anger and stress by DOING SOMETHING. As in getting my work done. ARGHHHHHHHHHH *pulls already white hair out*.

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