Blame Facebook.

Introduction:

Seriously. Blame Facebook. Every time I go online, I go on 3 things. My email, my blog and FB. I check my email and reply them, go on FB and waste time there, and by the time I get to my blog, I feel too lazy. So yea.

There's been so much stuff that has happened since I stopped posting stuff up. So many things that I think are significant, are not recorded down and are just weak memories in my head. So many of them to the extent that I am scared. Scared that I'll lose those memories, that I'll forget and those things just become non-existent. So yea. This post will be a really, really long one. Don't say that I didn't warn you. Because there are so many events, thoughts, memories ETC ETC ETC that just go on forever, I'm just going to type what comes to mind, and TRY to sort them out by events, but I'm too tired to do that. So, prepare yourself for a jumbled up, confusing post about almost anything.

Oh and also, why did I privatize my blog? Well. First, I would like to express my disapproving feelings towards you (pointing at no one in particular. Just being a teenager, blaming other people) for not listening to me when. I. said. to. not. not. not. put. my. name. in. links. I'm actually sufficiently annoyed by that. I have no intention to make my blog private. I would actually like to think that someone random out there came across my blog and reads it. But now that's never going to happen. But also, like always, I go a pie are square and come full circle and point back to myself. I have mentioned my own name before, I know. It's so frustrating. Seriously. But in the end, I still felt that this decision is necessary. I don't want certain people to read my blog. People I know. There are things that I type here that make me internally cringe and wince and blush at my own foolishness. I don't want people I know but don't really know judging me and things like that, knowing these things. So yea. I'm sure some of you will know who I'm talking about. So, that is my decision.... regretfully.

Seeing as this is long enough, I shall have a tiny bit of mercy for all of you and post this as one post. Hehe.