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OH NO! hahaha. I think I've mentioned this before. But honestly, I was rereading the last paragraph of my last post and. I really don't know how I'm supposed to turn 20 and act 20. *shrugs shoulders* How does one grow up? How does one shed the skin of childishness off and embrace adulthood? Haha. Adulthood seems pretty farfetched, I guess it's more like being a young adult. :/ But yea. Maybe I'll grow out of it? Maybe I won't. We'll see. 

Yesterday was great!!! Was having lunch with Sam in the only dim sum restaurant in Cork, Yuan Ming Yuan, when Yong (KL girl) and her bf visiting from Nottingham came as well. SO FUNNY. It was kinda fun cuz we sometimes had conversations with Yong though she was sitting at the other table. And Yong was facing me, whilst Sam had her back to her. So it was awkward but funny when we caught each other's eyes. Pretty fun. Then the dinner. We went to Istanbul Turkish Kebab House. It was me, Sam, Narina, Andrea, Sunil, Jasyot (Jesse), Pouya (Iranian but from London) and Lucas. It was really fun! Love talking to Pouya cuz it's just that funny conversation with loads of sarcasm and jokes. After dinner, we even went to Captain America's for dessert. I had the strawberry cheese cake. But it wasn't really cheesy so it was kinda disappointing. But all in all, it really was a fun night. :D Looking forward to more! 

Volleyball today was really really. Bad. I didn't play very well, made a few mistakes, but then it got worse because my teammate kinda got angry (he's a good player, so he got frustrated and kinda gave up) which made me kinda give up as well. And I got kinda annoyed at the wasted opportunities too. That's not a good thing. Cuz I was frowning and stuff. :/ Sigh. Kinda sad as well because we played with 4 girls and 2 guys instead of 3 and 3, because one guy didn't come. And two of the other girls were not very good. Don't really wanna continue playing in the match because it's not fun and kinda a waste of timem because I should study. But I know I will because I made a commitment. 

BUT ANYWHO. My mum took pictures of her diary entry she wrote when she flew back from Cork after me settling in here. It was pretty touching. Sad. She wrote "I've said many a time, uni is the best of God's gift. Take it and spend it wholeheartedly." She always said that uni is the best time of your life. For me it doesn't feel that amazing, I guess I feel kinda indifferent about it. Trying to keep my head above the self-pity waters at times. :) Skyped my mum and dad today. Kinda. They were having dinner, yummy fooddddd. And I could hear the dogs barking and barking. It was kinda annoying. But how I would love to be there under the whooshing fan, with the noisy noisy dogs, and the yummy oily food, and my mum always eating more even tho she said she's done, and my dad putting on some music after dinner. Hahaha. It's ok. Soon. :D :D 

The weather is. So. Bad. now. Sure it's not as cold as the rest of Ireland and the UK, but it just keeps raining! And since early afternoon, the wind has been crazy. As in, I've been listening to it whooshing really loudly again and again. Till now. Ugh. 

Sat 26/1/13 21:37

Oh yea. Was youtubing and not studying (I NEED TO STUDY!) and came across this song. 



"Compare, where are you are and where you wanna be and you'll get, no where." ;)