Thursday, January 24, 2013

Change? What do you mean by "change"?

HEYA! So. Very quickly now! I have not studied much. And the work load just keeppppppps piling up and up and up so high, and the days of all the MCQ tests and continuous assessments and exams are just getting closer. SIGH FACE. I sleep too much. And spend the rest of the time eating/making stuff to eat. And the rest of the rest of the time with my bff, the internet. hahaha. 

Anyway. Watched Les Miserable just now in the cinema with Sam, Andrea, and Narina!!! I actually really enjoyed the movie!! :D It was kinda slow, in the sense that (SPOILER ALERT, well, not really) the whole movie was in song, which I did not expect at all! But. I think, it just really spoke to me. The hardships, the bleak, harsh fact that you can't do anything more to survive but to throw your pride away. "Don't they know that they're making love to someone who's already dead" or something like that. WOAH. Haha. I didn't understand some of it, cuz it's all in song and there aren't any lyrics and some times I didn't catch the words so I'm like. What? But I really enjoyed the movie. Cried. 

Which reminds me that I really need to sleep!!!!!! Cuz crying dries my eyes and makes me tired so I need extra sleep to stay alive the next day. And tmr I needa get up early for art gallery tutorial thing UGH and then dim sum for lunch with Sam (YAY) and then there's dinner with coursemates too. bleshveiwoeuvijom. So hopefully I'll get a nap in the middle of the day somewhere. 

And Sat is the first day of the mixed league volleyball thingy!!! It's weird, the games I've played here have all been mixed league. Means half girls half guys. Whuttt. It's kinda fun cuz means you get pro spikers (dudes are pro spikers) but then scary cuz you might be against super pro dudes who spike to kill and break your nose. Haha. It's nothing big. You just sign up for it, get put into a random team and it could suck really badly if your teammates aren't that good. Sigh. I just really hope it'll be something worth my time you know? Cuz this goes on for 5 Saturdays I think. And hopefully. It'll be worth playing. And that I'm not with a team that doesn't put up a fight. And I'll just stand in the court and be bored. Hope for fun!!! 

ANYWAY. The reason I really wanted to blog was cuz. Clif sent me a whatsapp pic of this letter I wrote him AGES AGO. OMGGGGG. I can't even remember writing it!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's. Absolutely. just omg so funnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It was when we were finishing primary 6, and I think I gave him a Christmas present (if I remember correctly, I got him basketball jerseys from Petaling Street cuz he loved playing ball then). And I was saying in the letter, that we're becoming teenagers and all that. HAHAHAHAHA. This is actually a bit embarrassing. But anywho. It just struck me how me the letter was. I'm still the same oh. Really. The fact that I wrote a letter because I love hearing myself talk. Haha. Kinda true. But I mean, I love putting the cherry on top of a gift with a letter because it makes it more personal and you can say all the corny mushy feelings stuff. And then, the fact that I gave him a present of something he liked. And I think I remember debating with myself whether I should get him that because it was pretty pricey. But I got it anyway because I felt, and still feel, that the price doesn't really matter if it's something you know the person will like. (hah, I don't even know if he still has them). But yea. And then. In the letter, I also said "Don't replace me!". HAHAHA. OMGGG or as Denise says, ERMAHGERD, I say that ALL THE TIME now to Denise or Jason or Steph or whoever. I'll be like, don't replace me, don't forget me etc etc etc cuz I'm overly attached like that. HAHA. I just really can't believe that I was TWELVE, almost eight years ago, and it was so me. Or rather, the fact that I haven't changed much at all. Overly attached since birth man. It just struck me how my personality probably hasn't changed much over the years, that it was formed since ages ago though I didn't even realise it. Seriously, when did I become the me that I kinda am today? It really made me drop my jaw. So weird!

But anywho. I should sleep. I'll rethink this issue tmr when my thoughts are more organised. I just really need some sleep now. Ugh. I normally can't function with 8 hours of sleep. I'm gonna get less than that tonight, with dry eyes, don't know how I'll survive. Oooh. Btw. I think the girl, Eponine (sounded like Ebony) in the movie, is really really pretty la. :D :D And I think I'm probably gonna end up like her. Loves the dude but the dude loves this other girl and you help him get her etc etc. (Kinda like the video Unfold by Jinnyboy!!) and then (SPOILER ALERT) you die to save him. HAHAHA dramatic much? I THINK NOT! 

Peace out dudez! 

Fri 25/1/13 01:14

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