Still Alive!

I'm still alive! I look back on today and it seems like it's been a long time since I blogged. *GASP*. I know, I know. I posted like so many posts in one go and yet it feels like a long time? That must mean something is wrong with me! But then again, it's probably true. 


So yea, I made it through Good Friday mass. I was seriously so tired. My eyes hurt and they were more Asian then ever, they were CLOSED (well.. exaggerating of course). But I sat through mass and surprisingly, it wasn't THAT hard to do so. But when I came back I totally crashed. 


BUT, somehow, as soon as I was horizontal, my mind went faster than ever and I actually found it hard to find sleep. It was so weird because I felt so tired. Honestly, I don't even feel that tired after sleeping at 4am and waking up at 6.30am for exams. So yea. Guess what I kept thinking about when I was trying to sleep? The L.A.U.N.D.R.Y. Call me stressed. The sky had ominous clouds in it and it looked like it was going to rain. The forecast was 'possible showers' but I checked the website and it said it won't rain. One of the bedroom windows is right above where I sleep, a little bit to the left. So when I'm lying on my bed, if I look upwards, I can see out from the window. So I kept seeing the dark clouds and I was really worried. I spent so much time on that laundry I COULD NOT LET IT GET THE RAIN. Oh ya, YES, it still wasn't dry, thanks to my foolishness. So yea. I remember that I finally started drifting off to sleep, and then there was a sharp gust of wind and SNAP my eyes flew open and I once again started to worry about the laundry. GOSHHHHHHHH. So yea. Tired as I was (REALLY TIRED), I only slept for two hours. Usually if I were that tired, I would have slept for four, which is quite normal for me. But two? TWO?! Means my mind was waking me up even though I did not set it to. I would have been totally fine if I slept till morning. 


Dinner. I'm so utterly grateful Kevin offered to cook. SERIOUSLY. I was so tired, I wouldn't have cared if I served him cereals or something. I was actually just planning to serve the leftover stew (YES, we still have it) with rice. Because I didn't go get any vegetables yesterday. I'm going tomorrow though. Going to get cauliflower. So yea. He cooked his 'emergency food'. I actually thought it was pretty yum. Totally my type of food. He cooked rice with canned whole peeled tomatoes and canned tuna. He just chucked everything in the rice cooker and voila, dinner is served. I'm so totally totally utterly appreciative of what he did. He even did the dishes. HAH. But guess what? He left the leftovers in the rice cooker. Sigh. Guess I'll go do it later. Oh and I also forgot to mention yesterday, I noticed Kel did the dishes. YAY!!! And she also took in the shirts that were dry. YAY!!! 


So anyway. Sometimes I leave the blinds of my bedroom window half open so the air can come in. And there was one night, I noticed how bright it was. There was light shining in from outside. I took a look out and it was the MOON. You know in books and movies, how they always say the moon is so bright, it illuminates the dark night etc etc. I've never believed that you know. I never experienced the moonlight illuminating everything. Like, the moon is shining, but does it actually provide light for you to see by? I've never agreed with that. I mean. Yes, I know it does provide a certain amount of light, but I've never agreed with those phrases, or maybe I should say that I've never thought those phrases were true or that I understood what they were saying. But then that night, I finally understood what it meant! Seriously. I've never seen the light shine so bright through my window before. It was awesome. So yea, just wanted you guys to know this totally random fact. 


Tomorrow, I'm going to get the vegetables. And I'm also going out with Sheila. I'm kind of nervous. Haven't seen her in AGES. Seriously. Like.. 3 years or so? Anyway, so yea, I'm a bit nervous, excited, sceptical on whether it's going to be good, but looking forward to it? Maybe because I finally can say I'm going out? Oh well.. We're going to grab something to eat. Asian food. Haha. So yes, looking forward to it. And thanks Gee, for asking me to ask her. I wouldn't have gone ahead with it if you hadn't. I'm glad I did. 


So yes, until tomorrow! Lewis Carroll is a seriously weird man.