Last Words.

Hellooo. Just watched an episode of HIMYM, the one where Marshal's dad dies. Super sad man. I cried!!!!! (No surprise there) But anywho. It's just the thought of "last words". It's not that I don't know this already, it was just a really good reminder. I used to be so paranoid. So afraid. I would constantly be sending prayers to God to ask Him to have mercy on my family, that He won't take them away so soon. Like, I'll get stressed so suddenly at the thought of not having them around at all, that I'll say like 5 prayers at once. When I was in Dublin, I would get so upset because I don't talk to my parents regularly, felt out of touch with my family. Then I'll be like, you know, what if what if what ifffffffff I hadn't spoken to them for like a week and God takes them away? Omg. That scares me so much so much I can't even explain the fear gripping my heart. So yea. :) Tell people you love them if you do. Be honest, be sincere, be kind to people. No regrets!!! Appreciate your family! :D :D And make sure they know you appreciate them! 

Anywho. On a totally unrelated note. Just thought I should let you know my love for Jeremy Lin. Hahahaha. Love him because he's Asian and because he seems to have a good heart, he's really humble and he loves God too! Hahaha. Omg. I'm so silly. As if I know the dude. But anywaaaaay. It's his youtube videos bah. So silly and then he puts a bible verse at the end and then you realise he's actually kinda great. Whaaaaaaaaaaaart am I even saying! -.- But yea haha go watch and see for yourself!! He's so cute ohhhhhhhhhhhh.  

Dear me, how are you going to be 20? 

3/2/13 02:20 Sun