DOOM!

doom  (dm)

n.

1. Inevitable destruction or ruin.

2. Fate, especially a tragic or ruinous one.

3. A decision or judgment, especially an official condemnation to a severe penalty.

TWO DAYS TO DOOMS DAY! The day I get my DREADED UEC RESULTS. Like my Methods exam results last year, I'm sure my results this year will be similar. I won't do incredibly badly, but I won't do well enough. I won't reach everyone's high expectations. Yesterday night before bed, I was lying in my bed, lights off, eyes closed, and SUDDENLY I imagined myself getting my results and only getting two As, one for English, one for Ad. Maths 1. MY EYES IMMEDIATELY FLEW OPEN and I was so so so so super worried and distressed. I whatsapped ppl and only Jason replied. It was after midnight. And I just kept ranting on and on about results and stuff. I'm worried. I'm worried. I HOPE I WON'T CRY WHEN I GET MY RESULTS. The worst is, 'I won't do well enough' means I won't be able to get into the course of the universities I applied to. That means I'll have no where to go, that means I'll be LOST. 


PLEASE, do not say that I'll do fine, that I'll be able to reach the requirements bla bla bla. Cuz highly likely I won't be able to do that. I just pray that... I don't know. That where I my results that me will be where God wants me to study. That it'll be the right place for me, it'll give me life satisfaction, it'll give me a good future job. etc. etc. etc. etc. 


TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!