Happy Beginning of December!

Hello people! 


I just realized a few hours before that it was the FIRST of DECEMBER! Yes, the first day of the last month of the year 2010 has finally arrived. Oh, it is much dreaded yet it brings much excitement, does it not? For one, I'm dreading the year to come, the year I turn 18, the year of THE BIGGEST exam of my life (hey, it somewhat determines my future ok..), the year where I'm supposed to be matured. That last question just brought up a slight panic in the back of my mind. Can I actually grow up? Oh, that's a scary thought. Really. Let it be, shall we? :) 


It brings much excitement because it signifies the dawning of Christmas! Also known as Jesus' birthday, Christmas is a really awesome celebration!!!! I AB. SO. LUTE. LY. LOVE IT! I think the best part, the part that makes me get all excited and euphoric (UNDERSTATEMENT!) is when you go to all the shopping malls and the carols are all playing. Does it not bring you a wonderful feeling? It makes me so happy! I LOVE Christmas mass because of the wonderful Christmas carols that we sing in place of the hymns. I LOVE IT! My favorite church back home always sings Joy To The World as it's last hymn when the mass is ended, and after that it's We Wish You A Merry Christmas, and during those songs, I just feel like Christmas is more than the gifts. I don't know. I just love the feeling I get when I sing and smile and everyone around you is happy too. Gosh. Makes me so happy and excited. 


Anyway. I just want to remind all of you to recall, as 2010 draws to a close, whether you've fulfilled your new-year's resolutions. For me, it's sort of undecided. My resolution was not to snack in-between meals because I go overboard ALL THE TIME. Anyway. Because I'm in the boarding house where snacks aren't exactly available, I sort of don't do it anymore. I eat loads, with dessert and everything. But just less snacks. Occasionally I do buy my own, then I totally overeat and everything. And when I'm home, gosh, nobody can stop me!!! So yea. Undecided. But worst of all, the resolutions that I fulfilled for 2009 has broken. It lasted for about half a year. The no knuckle-cracking and crossing-legs habit has come back. It just took a sore, undergoing growing-pain hand to break my resolution. So I guess I'm adding it on to this year's list. So I shall try to conquer this before 2010 ends!!! Hopefully you guys will fulfill your resolutions too! It could be the small habits you have that aren't that great for you, or something that you just want to change about yourself to be a better person. 


So yes. Do your best to change for the better, even in a small tiny way, just so you can say you've grown a little in the year 2010. 


Well guys, Happy December!! :) Enjoy your last month of the year and live it to the fullest. Hopefully next year you'll be able to look back at this year and smile and nod. :) 


Goodnight guys.