Friends and Fans

What does friends mean? What does the word 'friend' mean? People keep asking me whether I've made friends already or not. Well. What is the definition of a friend?

If 'friends' mean acquaintances, then I know many.

If 'friends' mean just being able to talk about normal things, but not really things that matter, then I know a handful.

If 'friends' mean being able to talk and laugh with, the person you hang with during recess, then I have one.

If 'friends' mean being able to really trust and really talk about anything with, without any difficulty, can spend hours and hours with them and not get tired, can laugh at almost nothing for an hour straight, and even feel love for them, then I have none here.

Yup... That's the truth. But I'm alright here, really I am. There's no need to worry. Like I said, blogging is just so I won't forget the feelings I have now, and maybe also to see what you guys have to say about it. =D

As for fans, I meant fans, literally. As in those things that hang from the ceiling and turn at a speed sufficient to move the air enough to create wind. Haha. Regarding the perfect weather, today was the first time we used the fan in class! But it was only during a double Chinese. But it was cool. Haha.

But Friends and Fans. I've recently been watching *drumroll* Devil Beside You, again. (So embarrassing!) I guess I'm just crazy. Anyway. I guess sometimes we actually do mistake being a fan of someone as to actually liking that person. Isn't that true? That's what happened to Qi Yue when she thought she liked Yuan Yi. Haha. So funny. Anyway. Fan or Crush, I guess I should say.. HMM.

And BTW, the weather report lives true to it's nature as a thunerstorm has befallen us here. It's supposed to be 30 degrees tomorrow and THUNDERSTORM! Haha. Going to spend tomorrow and Sunday studying the MM. Hopefully will catch you guys online!