OVER!

Haha! It's finally over! I've been at school for the whole day until 5pm and I am bushed! And it's a Saturday! The annual singing choir competition was today, which is actually compulsory. It's kind of a big thing in my school, it's only an inter-class competition though. Almost all classes prepare for at least two months or so, oh and the songs are not contemporary songs, it's those old 'folk-songs' they call it. And some classes can do so, so well, it's so beautiful and perfect. Breathtaking sometimes. Haha. So check out the finals where tickets are sold for you all to come watch, it is definitely worth it. There are solos too, but I prefer the choirs. Hehe. So yea, I'm the pianist for my class, S1Zhong and my best friends' class, S1Xiao. The original pianist for S1Xiao didn't have time to work on the piece so, because he found out that I played that song before for my class J2Ai '07, he just asked if I could do it for them. So I was just like, no problem, and it was done. But little did I know some of my classmates would be so... so ugh and make a big deal of it. Of course they didn't announce it, but some of my friends told me what they said. It made me sad, that they would actually think like that. And I thought they were genuinely nice people and I liked some of them as friends. But it turned out they were not what they seemed. Sometimes it hurts. But that is another story.

It totally didn't help that I got stuck in the middle of the song. Sheesh. The feeling of regret is not my friend! I DISLIKE regretting VERY MUCH (hate is stong) because THERE IS JUST NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT AT ALL, except move on. But seriously. I still can't help but ask myself what was wrong with me. I know I can play the piece without problems, and gah. Oh well. It really is sucky because I got stuck for my class, and of course there will be talk. Gosh. I can handle (sort of) people talking, it's normal for everyone to talk about everyone else. But they talk about me favouring the other class. I don't like (hate is strong, haha) them talking like that. It's not true! I've played the song before, and my class' song is chordal, and anyone who plays piano would know that chordal pieces are harder than one with broken chords. Sheesh. They say I play the other class' song much nicer and yadda yadda yadda, I practice more for them, bla bla bla, I favour them and stuff. Seriously, sad lah. You know why? Because IT'S NOT TRUE!

Let them talk.

So it was with much regret, sadness, annoyance, and sadness that it finally came to an end and I went home. Of course we didn't get into the finals, it just is that way. And I'm sort of relieved. I don't want to play for them. Hahahahahaha..................sigh.