it hurts! =(

you know i went on and on about knowing what i have to give up to go to the volley competition. but then when i really really 100% confirmed that i really cant find a way to- what my mum says- have the cake and eat it too, it really hurt. i'm just so upset. last year, i had to leave early from my club camp held at school bcz.. i think bcz i needed to catch a flight. but i'm not sure.. dont really remember. and this year, i am the newly appointed vice president (yay for me! ^^) of my club (according to the last VP, all i have to do is take attendance. haha!) and i cant attend this camp!!!!! and for the first time, it's not held at school!!!! it's held outside of school somewhere near kundasang! and i'm not going!!!!! sighhhh



and to add on my upset-ness (hah), i cant attend tshung tsin night too. not to watch it, but my club, we work backstage. and i cant go. most of my club's activities revolve around tshung tsin night and i cant go! what's with me and my business that makes my timing so wrong that two important things i have and WANT to do always clash tgth at the same time? sheesh....... and bcz i was in england visiting my bro, i couldnt attend tshung tsin night last year. i guess me and my club were not meant to be. hahaha.

tmr is teacher's day. yay for teachers. i have NO idea at all what my class is going to do. guess what? by some twisted idea, the food we have prepared is MAGGIE. yes, i'm serious. we're giving away packets of maggie. instant coffee powder or tea bags. teacher's choice. and we havent arranged the tables. we havent even discussed how we're going to arrange them. and we have NO decorations and NO performance. hmm. i really hope the teachers will just take their stuff and go. i dont know what they'll do. haha. all i can do is prepare bowls and mayb theyll want to eat the maggie? haha. oh well. there's nothing i can do about it now.

i'm so tired from gym just now. i think today we all played well! ^^ it was fun! work hard and learn to love gym. haha. i guess i wanted to blog cuz i was upset jut now. it just was a big slap to my heart when i really knew that i cant go. but oh well. feel better now...i think.

PLEASE TEACHERS! just come and go!! dont stay!!!!!!

sorry angela!!! sighhhhhhh. you know i wish i could go to the camp and tshung tsin night! i always miss these things. sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!