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monday's volley training didnt go too well too. mayb it's just me and has nth to do with sleep. hmm. oh well. really need to buck up!!!! if not..... it'll leave a bad impression. =( my school work too. its so overwhelming. all the stress and pmr and uec and tests. lessons are going so so fast!! sigh. have to focus!!! and remember what its for! sigh

well.... today. my volleyball interclass! final! fighting for the champion! and we lost. 2-0 too. yes, of course i'm sad! and abit disappointed (not at my teammates but... just disappointed) because we've been winning all the way through. and we just lost this match.. and it had to be the finals. we didnt even lose 2-1!! i try to think positive. and there's really alot to be happy and proud of. really. cherish the process (as angela says!). and its true. those times we trained together and playing in matches together. its really hard to replace. its different than playing with the school team. playing with my classmates is funner, more relaxed. its my classmates! of course its funner! we're all good friends!! love them! and the difference this interclass has made! it's abit unbelievable. who would have thought that sue theng, sim ying (mimi!), liau and turtle would learn how to play? it's so great! they now know how to play (still can be improved) and serve balls. and some of them didnt want to join in the first place. i'm so proud of them!!! thats the best achievement of all i think. teaching them how to play. see them learn and succeed! =)

yes, suetheng! i'm abit mad that you couldnt play today because of your CONCERT BAND! hope you had fun there. but i'm not blaming you. i'm NOT blaming you ok? just that you would have made a difference.

sigh.. but its true. the silver looks nicer than the gold, and its taller too (each player gets a small plastic lousy trophy)! still trying to stay positive.

thanks to all of you! angela, pauline, rebecca, sim ying, liau, turtle, suetheng! thanks so much for your hardwork and bravery! dont give up on volley! the memories will always be there! thanks for them! if it werent all of you, this experience will be a different one. and i'm glad its all of you and not someone else. i'm glad that i decided on all of you for my team! =)

well.. my sis has left for australia. =( gonna miss her sometimes. i think. kat! STUDY HARD!

so far i'm overwhelmed by stress! like it's impossible and there's not enough time! but still hanging on! sad because we lost, but i think... not regretting! at all. thanks all! thanks!!! my volley teammates are always the best! =)

love you all!