Sunday, April 15, 2012

Ending of Play Time.

"Don't wanna screw up again!" That's what Elaine said. She said she's not gonna turn her laptop on anymore. "For real". I would too you know.. but I can't not skype. Haha. It's also Elaine's second time doing matriculation... her last one was in Adelaide. So yea. No more screwing up. For both of us. So tomorrow is the start of Study Mode. Wow.. reminiscent of the times in Zhong, closing in on UEC, we always said Study Mode: ON! And we would always say 'Pink spirit!!!!!' and stuff like that to motivate ourselves. I always believed that it really helped lo. Knowing that everyone else had that same spirit, forging on to the finish. Well. Here are my new rules: Stay in school till 6.30pm every day!!!! So sometimes I finish later at 6pm, then extra study for half an hour. Some days I finish earlier, so I'll just stay till 6.30pm! Then, travel home. Reach about 7.30pm, then shower till 8pm, dinner till 8.30pm. Then Skype and STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only can use phone on the tram, and when I'm eating. But I mightttt decide to cut short my lunch times to half an hour. Something like that. See la. I should. Ok. I will!!!!! Sacrifice man. "Only 3 months left of tears and sweat", Kat said. What would I be if I didn't even put in any tears or sweat? Right? Jia you. 


Now, I pray to God, and I ask for His guidance and strength!!!! I lift all my worries and stress and trepidation up to Him, and I put my faith in Him. Please Lord, bless me with Your grace, that I may do my very best, to glorify Your name, and to honour my parents! That is all I ask!!


Anyway. Today. Today was great. Went to church. HALLOWED BE THY NAME!!!!! Love the family mass, seriously! So enjoyable! Thank God I didn't cry again you know!!!!! So nice oh.. just seriously the kids are kinda noisy.. all the crying babies. -.- Haha. But I do enjoy it a lot! And then I was able to meet with Aunty Ah Mei!!! Went for DIM SUM!! Which is kinda weird cuz the other day in the London Trip Whatsapp group (me, Elaine and her friend, Michelle) were talking about our trip and I said I wanted dim sum, that we could have dim sum in London. Then they were all like aiyo.. eat dim sum in KK la! Hahaha. Then BAM. Aunty called me in the morning before mass started, saying we could go for dim sum! WOAH. We went to Good World Chinese Restaurant. We didn't really have dim sum.. Only Ham Sui Kok (which was really good!!!!). We had shredded duck mee hoon, deep fried squid, wafer wrapped king prawns? (deep fried too T.T), and also KOU ROU!!!!!!!! Which was pretty yummy. It was good food la.. Really. Just the two deep fried dishes I didn't really like. And we had Chinese Tea too! FROM THE POT!!!!!!!! Miss that so much! Love it oh! Since when did I start loving it? Haha. Maybe when I knew it was so hard to come by. So yummy! And best of all, had great conversation with Aunty!!! Talked and laughed.. I felt so easy to talk to her.. tell her about stuff. So cool lo!! Really really enjoyed myself a lot! So blessed! Really yo! ^o^ 


Oh ya!!! I got so many whatsapps today! @@ A lil from Jason, Jessie, Kev, Christabelle, Pei, Kat, ma, and of course Denise (pfft). Haha. Jessie's photo of herself with the purple headband her mum bought her that she was 'wearing'!!!! Christabelle and her roughness. And our vulgar words. Roughness. Hahaha. WANNA FIGHT??? HAHAHAHA! Pei's going to Russia in Sept!!!! OMG!!! SO FAR!!!! :O :O May God watch over her!!!! Oh it was kinda nice to catch up with her too. Hehe. Kev, telling him to bring me supper on the day I arrive in KL! BAK KUT TEH!!!!!!! KLANG! OMG! SO YUMMY!!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!! Oh and in the whatsapp group with me, Billy, Wan Rong, and Steph. Well.. Steph's in Aus now and the phone's her dad.. so it was Gwen and Soph we were chatting with. Usually the group is very inactive.. But Gwen and Soph were bored so they spammed us and stuff. And so nice loooo!! I kinda chatted with Gwen and Soph a lil.. Asking if they were gonna visit Steph, if Steph got her phone already, if Soph got her license already or not.. And I told Soph to say hi to her parents for me. And she did, and she was asking questions that her mum was asking me. Like what time was it there, have I eaten. She even asked me if I went to church already or not. So cool oh!!!!!!! Love it lo! That like I'm able to have a conversation with her parents kinda thing. I don't know la.. but it makes me feel like I'm a friend that's.. close? I don't know. Haha. I'm weird. (YOU DON'T SAY!). Gary's birthday was okay. Dinner wasn't the yummiest but oh well. :) His cake was a swiss roll which was pretty yummy! :D Had two slices. And now I'm going to bed soon. 


This is the end of play time y'all. Today was a really great day. Jia you!!!! PRAY!!!! Be strong! Keep looking forward, keep looking up to God!!!!!! Tomorrow, it begins!!!!!! COUNTDOWN: 46 days! Also, I won't be blogging a lot too. Haha. I should have no life to blog about anyway. No lame whatsapp conversations to put down too. So yea. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously I do! :D Goodbye! I WILL MISS YOU! And myself! See you in like.. 80 days or so after my exam. Haha. Kidding. I'll blog during weekends and stuff la. But yea. 80 days or so, then I'll REALLY REALLY see you properly! LESS THAN THREE LESS THAN THREE!!!!! AND FEED MY FISHIES OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please and thanks! 


Sun 23:36 15/4/12

Between Hello And Goodbye.

12th April 2012

Hello!!! This is a belated birthday post for my beloved friend, Denise!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok bye. 


































Giggle. Just kidding. You probably were like 'yes!' but haha in your dreams man. You gotta hear me talk forever!! Anyway. Happy happy birthday! I hope you had an amazing one, from the bottom of my heart!!! Probably the last birthday you'll spend at HOME. Well. 19. Seems old right? Haha. First, I would like to invite you to go and look at the small album Elsa made for you last year.. the one with the whole class filling those forms in for you. Remember? Read what I wrote! I remember that I was kinda hyper when I wrote it.. It had ponies and stuff inside. No? I'm pretty sure it'll make you laugh. Anyway. I wish you all the best in this year that you're 19. Seriously. New chapter, new life. :) But don't forget the past yo! :D Have no fear about starting uni, cuz like I said, and I'll say it again, friends and family got your back. So dive right in, head first, don't worry too much. Cuz no matter what, you have a home to run to to cry to. Or your pillow. Which I know has some of your tears. Hahaha. And I know you know this too, but you'll always have me. Bla bla. Insert corny stuff here. And I know you know that you're a very important person in my life. Sometimes I may do stupid things, but you still stand there beside me. Hehe. Thankkkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuu banyak banyak. I really just want to wish you well. In all you do, all the relationships you'll make soon, all your efforts and such... all the best!!!!!!! 


And when you get your present, just want you to know that I actually did spend quite some time looking for the right one for you. It was supposed to be for Christmas but we didn't really meet (hahaha rough times man at that time :/). And just so you know, I chose that gift because I want you to always have something to remember me by just in case, God forbid, we have to say goodbye. You know? So yea. I wanted something you would use/see regularly.. then you'll think of me. Hehe. :) :) And it had to last long so I made sure it won't become outdated. So yea. I did put some thought into it ok!!! :D Hope you like it! 


And I know I've told you this before, but I want to say it here. Remember that time we were saying really silly stuff, having fun? We were talking about Long Live by Taytay. And I was quoting the lyrics, asking you to take a moment, promise me this, that you'll stand by me forever, but if, God forbid, fate should step in, and force us into a goodbye, if you have children someday, when they point to the pictures, please tell them my name... tell them how I hope they shine. And then we started being silly and I was saying that bam, I'll walk in from the back door into your kitchen, and say whatcha doing? And I see them pointing to my picture and I'll be like hey that's me. Then we'll have dinner together like we have every week. Something like that. Hahaha. And honestly, I still hope for that you know!!!!! Like you said, I really do hope that we'll forever be in between hello and goodbye. That we'll forever be making memories.. new chapter by new chapter.. never ending. Even with our children! Unless you're in america. :( Or like you get married really old and my kids will be like your kids' super seniors. zzzz CAN YOU NOT HAVE KIDS WHEN YOU'RE SO OLD????? zzz. Hahahaha. 


Ok. So yea. I know.. it's easier said than done. We'll both have to put in effort. YOU HAVE TO TELL ME STUFFS!!!!!!! Please? Haha. Well. Cheers yo. Wish you all the best. :) :) LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 




Giggle giggle. PHEWIT! HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!! I COULDN'T RESIST!!!!! I'M SORRY!!!! (not really) I saw it in my phone and I just loled and just HAD TO DO IT. You know I still love you. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D :D LESS THAN THREE!  



Sun 21:27 15/4/12

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Play Time.

Sun 01:44 15/4/12


Monday. School starts. At that time, Countdown: 46! So tomorrow there's 47 days. When school starts, play time is really over. Means. When I study, it really has to be study time. You know what's the saddest thing? That means I have to really give up socialising. Kinda ironic.. I mean socialising on my PHONE. Means all the chats with Jason and Denise.. and occasionally some others.. has to be shortened! The only time is during tram rides!!!!!!! And right before bed. When no one's awake. zzz. TIME DIFFERENCE RAGE MEME!!!!! But Skype.. is always ok. Haha. But it has to be just for company. !!!!!!!!! Companion to study. :) Really have to put poker face on. Play time is OVER. Gotta think hard. These are things I HAVE to do to get what I want to get! And what I want to get is a near PERFECT score. Been wasting time. No more!!!!!! Jia you! Goodnight. :) LOVE! <3

Memory: THE PAST!

Sun 00:28 15/4/12 


1. This happened either at the end of 2009 or in mid 2010. I was back on holiday from Melbourne and then Crys (was close to her then!) and Denise came over my house. Just to say hi and stuff? Don't really remember. Then we had dinner at my house. My mum cooked stuff and we sat down to eat. Then I decided, on the spur of the moment, to call Tur and ask her to come over!!!!!! She was just finishing tuition or something and she begged her mum to drop her over. So funny!!!!!!!!!! Then she had some dinner too. Then Crys had to leave for something. Then impromptu we went for supper at Salim!!!!!!!!!! I still remember the photos we took!!!!! Me in my Kellogs Corn Flakes yellow shirt. And I think on the way to Salim, we had to pick up Jojo from tuition? Haha.. All these random memories kinda piecing themselves together.. So incomplete. But better than nothing. I'm pretty sure it was a fun hyper kinda day. If not there wouldn't have been so many impromptu stuff. Tur coming over without prior planning was something quite exciting. And supper is always good. I can imagine how happy I must've felt at that time. :) 


You know.. It's kinda hard to imagine how close I was with Crys before. Real close. It was kinda a different close than usual. Like normally with Pei them all, whenever we have sleepovers, we would spend every minutes talking and talking and silence would only fall when we're all in thought. But with Crys.. it was nice. I remember going to her house to sleepover. Loved her bed lo! So big. And we just spent the time together reading our own books!! Seriously! We didn't talk! We just read. Then slept. Haha. I started reading the Scott Westerfield Pretty series cuz of that, got it off her shelf. Yup.. we were close. Like I would chat to her parents and stuff. And I remember she was really upset that I was leaving to Aus and she was begging her parents to let her go visit or something. Kinda sad it all has come down to nothing. :/ Maybe she's forgotten.. but it doesn't really matter la. That's what time does. :) It was both our faults anyway.. Just lost touch cuz didn't put in enough effort. 


2. This was just recently after UEC. I was with Leong. Hmmmmm. What were we doing? I picked him up from school after his extra Accounting class I thinkkkk. Then we went for Bfast? Oh wait.. maybe that was another time. Maybe this time he wanted to go swimming. Then I suddenly wanted to eat chips. Haha. AND WHERE DO YOU EAT CHIPS? Sutera Harbour! Haha. Kinda weird right? Just maybe when we were young and used to go there to swim, mum or whoever was watching us (Aunty Ping or someone) would sit under the umbrella and order chips and chicken wings. :D So yea. I said that he could swim there and stuff and I called Tur and asked her whether she wanted to go Sutera to eat some chips. Haha. So we went over to her house to pick her up. Leong stayed downstairs, just sitting there, then I went up to Tur's room and she was in the toilet.. Taking a shower? Something. Then I was kinda sleepy so I just plonked on her huge messy messy overflowing bed and closed my eyes. I was begging myself to fall asleep but then she came out of the toilet before I could. Hahaha. Then after she got ready, went down and she didn't see Leong! He was prepared to say hi to her, but she didn't see him. So he was kinda stuck in an awkward position. Hahahaha. I remember looking at him and he looked at me and was like whut? Then she finally saw him and we all laughed. 


I miss Tur's house lo.. How it used to be so familiar. How I would just walk into the house, say hi to whoever was there, then go up to her room like it was mine. I've ever been in her house when she's not home. I remember that I was watching TV, Luo Zhi Xiang (Show Luo)'s show, 100% Entertainment or something like that, that's really funny. All the times we spent trying to 'study'.. or watching a movie from her laptop, eating the pudding she made. They always made them using Tupperware as the mould. So yummy ohhhh. Miss it. :) 


3. Remembered after talking to Denise about it today that after UEC, I wanted to go to Thailand. Like I really wanted to go lo!!!! Even asked my mum if I could join tours by myself etc. From what Jessie told me and what I heard, and NICHKHUN. haha. I really wanted to visit that country!!!! I totally forgot how much I wanted to go. See what time does!!!! Makes you forget your dreams. Haha. 


4. Ohmygosh!!!!! After UEC, or maybe it was before? We had school and Denise brought her lousy iPhone to school. It was either cuz there was no class after UEC or something laaa. Then I asked her to download Bounce Down. LOVE THAT GAME. So hard to beat the high score you know! Then we were all taking turns trying to beat the high score. So frustrating. And I remember finally beating it and I was so loud! I was like BAM!!!!!!! and gave the phone back to her, like IN YOUR FACE kinda thing. Hahahaha. Gosh I was so loud and hyper! When she played, I kept kacauing her, saying that she couldn't do it. La lalala. And laughing and laughing when she died. Hahahahha. Good times man. 


Then after UEC, Michelle Chung brought her game, Saboteur. There's like a grid for the game, and there were three separated downturned cards at the near end, one of them containing the gold. And you get a set of cards that are either power cards or paths, and you have to pave your way from the starting point to the one you think is the gold. And you have to work together. But there are character cards you pick randomly. Either you are one of the good guys or one of the saboteurs. And the saboteurs have to kinda use tactics to sabotage the paths.. and they have to work together. Sometimes at the last moment they come out and reveal themselves, blowing up the whole path with their power card and like BAM! And they win! Hahaha. So awesome oh the game!!!!! Like 10 people playing at once. WHEEEE!!! Then high fives all around when you win, ESPECIALLY if you're the saboteur. WOOHOO!! 


5. Last time my family and I went to Aus for a holiday. We travelled through Aus, road trips!!! <3 And Kel went to see the high school she was gonna go to in Sydney. We kept having drive thru McD which I fell in love with! Cheeseburgers were SO GOOD!!!!!! Influenced by dad cuz he always ordered that so I ordered the same one day, then found joy in the burger hahaha. Then we were in Sydney, and we were by the lake side or something with water. There was a bank of grass with lots of the birds, seagulls or something. And there were a whole row of shops selling seafood there. Like those frozen raw ones, and you pick and pay then they cook it for you. Fish n Chips and such. And I was so young and I didn't know how to look at prices and didn't really know the value of money. And I picked a LOBSTER!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT????? And my parents didn't deny me that pleasure!! Hahahaha. I had a lobster omgoshhhhhhhhhhhh. And I remember we sat down on the grass and we were eating. So happy! And I remember thinking the birds were kinda scary.... there were so many of them and they wanted food so they came quite close to you. Ugh. Go away!!!! 


So yea. That's all for now. :D I LOVE MEMORIES. Seriously. :) :) :) :) :D :D :D :D Thank you, those who are part of it! :D 

Eeeee!!!!

Sat 23:29 14/4/12 


Haha hello again. GAGS! :D




This is way cool you know!!!!!!!!!!! :D HAHAHAHA. FLIP TABLE!!!!!! And the letter p is just funny! HAHAHAHAHA. I so wanna use this man! 



There's no couch like the one at home! And I believe it does understand me lo! All the times I've spent on it. Watching tv, reading books, reading HARRY POTTER, lying down and watching tv when I'm sick, being sick, napping, being angry. Eeee! Miss it so! Should take a photo of it man. Haha.


 Haha Jason sent this to me too. You know, I've actually done those typos and in my head I actually laugh and say 'yeha'. HAHAHA. 



EEEEEEEhehehehehehehe!!!!! omgoshhhh so true!!!!!!!!!! Like sometimes I walk to the beat of the song in my head and in my head it's like the drums the guitars the singing.. And I always think that's what people can hear you know! HAHAHHA. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. "Can't you tell what song I'm listening to by the rhythm my head is bobbing to?" HAHAHA! 



Hahaha been there done that!!!!!! My super craziness always says it's POSSIBLE to do it!!! IT IS! IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 


AAHAHAHHAHAHHA. I know!!!!!!!!! Whenever I get an answer I'll be like YES I'm such a smartie pants I'm gonna do so well. Then look at the choices and be like.. well... round off and minus 150, that's the closest to D. HAHA WHUUT. 

Eeek!!! Dinner was okayish. Not that nice but the meat was kinda nice. As in the cuts. :D And I had cheese cake after. So happy ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. And really full too. Cuz listening to my hostparents banter around, and their son and Nirvana both making playful snide comments and stuff. Haha. SO NICE! I found out that Gary is turning 28 (or 29?) and Nirvana is kinda 4 years younger than him? So doing the maths, she got pregnant when she was like 21. So young!!!!!!! What do you think about that? Is that too young? Maybe. But honestly, seeing them as a family and seeing how Aaron is being raised, it's right. :) Really. Might have been total outrage at the time that she got pregnant, but I think it's quite a blessing to their family now. Aaron has so much love around him, hope he realises that. Haha. 

And then they were watching football recaps. Man City against Norwich (where's that????) and Man City won 6-1!!!!!!!!! Amazing la seriously! Tevez and Aguero (SO KINDA CUTE LA PLS!) (the reason why I started like Man City in the first place!) did SO WELL together la!!!! That one shot where it was so tight in front of the goal, pass pass pass to Tevez who immediately kicks it rightttt in front of Aguero then BAM SCORE!!!!!! It was really amazing oh!!!!!!!! I LOVE FOOTBALL cuz it's actually such a tough game to play, so much skill needed!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hats off to them players man! I wanna wanna wanna watch football with friends oh.. with finger food and COMPANY and just have fun, commenting and laughing and shouting. I would be so hyper like how I watch badminton oh. Ugh. Soon. Haha. GO MAN CITY!!!!! Two points behind Man U! JIA YOU!!! Then watched the last quarter of a La Liga match between Barcelona and Lev something. Messi!!!!!! (You know I didn't even know which team he was in before, just heard his name before). So precise oh his kicks. :O :O But I don't understand though. Like the rules and stuff. Offside etc.. whuut? And is Barcelona playing in Barclay's Premier League? Why not? Bleh. WHEE! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3

Driftingggg.

Sat 20:51 14/4/12


Hello people!!! I didn't blog yesterday! Shocker right? Well.. Tomorrow is Sunday. The last day of my holiday and also the chance for me to really catch up! :( Did I accomplish what I set out to do at the start of the holiday? A big fat NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (continue till laptop runs out of battery). Well. I can be all mopey and emo because of this, but there's no one to blame but myself anyway. All I've been doing is religion. And I didn't even get it all done!!!!!! D:< MAKES ME SO ANGRY. UGH. -.- All my own faulttttttt. I spend most of my time eating you know! SERIOUSLY! I can spend like 3 hours just eating and eating. Blah blah. But oh well. Time cannot rewind. So what is not done, remains that way. 


You know. We really have to speak up. I tell myself that I'm thick-skinned and that I don't really mind about what people think of me. But then I didn't speak up to this girl in my religion class to ask her for notes that I didn't get from the classes I missed out on. AND it makes me so angry. Cuz it could've made this week of catching up way more productive. ALL JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T SPEAK UP. I was too shy. -_____- T______T Oh well. What's not done, remains not done. Haha. :( You see? This is regret. 


ANYWAY. DID YOU SEE MY FISHIES? I bought fishies! :D :D :D Haha. On my side bar. In my opinion, they're really cuteeeee. They'll swim towards your mouse cursor if you put it there, and when you click, fish food appears and they'll eat it. It's pretty cool loooo. The swimming motion of the fish is well done, and when they eat, ripples appear on the 'surface' of the water! So coollll!!! I love my fishies. Haha. There's one dummy fishie, and I call it Dummy. It's the green one. Dedicated to Denise. HAHAHAHHHAHAHA. BTW. Did you SEE? I'm totally NOT the Schmidt of the Dumbo Jar anymore. HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA. 




Hahahaha. She's double my amount! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Totally gonna have like a seafood buffet and whatnot man when we meet. Or like ten bowls of ngiu chap or an amazing meal of Klang MOK KUT TEH!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahha. :p :p 


Next. I feel like I've kinda been drifting from what matters lo. Like my blog. Usually I can blog twice a day or something cuz I just can't shut up (or I'm like procrastinating). But then these few days I've been doing those silly things instead of blogging. Like reading manga, playing Valet Hero, GTA (OMG PLS GTA IS NOT A GAME THAT CAN BE PLAYED ON AN ITOUCH. SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!), and just.. not reading or blogging. :( K. I will read later tonight. :) I just don't wanna waste my life on all these trivial things that doesn't let me improve myself in any way. You know? I should stay grounded, don't let myself drift away. Time is valuable. :) 


I would like to take this opportunity to say again, appreciate your family. I know it's hard to see for those still back home, but going overseas to study is actually not a huge deal to be excited about. I mean, yes, of course it's a big thing and you should be excited about it, but I mean.. you know how some people, leaving home to study is like something they've been wanting to do forever, something they look forward to and can't wait for. Kinda the same like getting into a relationship, getting a close guy friend... it's not as awesome as you'll think it is. I mean. Yes, it will be awesome. But what I'm trying to say (uhhh) is that.. you'll forget things. Forget the way of life you used to lead, forget how you used to really interact with your family, forget all the small teeny little things. Maybe I've said this before.. but it's like how I forgot that I was kinda scared of the dark, that I won't ever look into my room when I'm trying to turn on the light, and I'll only look into my room when I get the light on. I forgot how close I used to be with Kat... how we used to talk at night and play (play usually consists of me annoying her.. hugging her and putting my hand under her pillow when she's trying to sleep). Like you take for granted things that happen everyday. Like I actually can't imagine how it would be if my whole family reunites. The 6 of us under one roof. I have no idea whether we will manage. I don't remember how we used to tolerate each other. You know? Haha. I don't really know what I'm saying. But yea.. just appreciate your family. Take some time out to talkkkk to them more.. go out with them more. Lest. It. Be. Too. Late. Seriously. Time is scary. It just goes on and on and on and never looks back. But we do. :( Scary. :/ 


Also. I would like to take this opportunity (hahaha. I'm just typing whatever comes into my head man) to apologise once again. To Denise. She said "You can never be satisfied" and that kinda stayed with me. Is it true? I think so. I mean. I am alwaysssss satisfied with food (BEFORE I TRY IT) (haha). But then with her? I was gonna type maybe, but I think 'probably' is more accurate. It's just the same old 'I wanna be first on your list' thing. But I don't want to be that kind of person. So, I'm sorry!!! :( And to me, sorry seems to be the hardest word, definitely, when you mean it. I want to be the kind of person that can stand on my two feet, not hoping or expecting from other people. Palm faced downward, not upward. You know? I'll continue trying to grow yo. :) Bear with me while I do. ;) 


We're having Chinese take out for dinner!!!!!!! :D :D :D Ordered szechuan beef and fried rice!!!!! Hope it's good! :D :D Satisfied before I try it. ;) haha. Tomorrow, gonna go church. And hopeeeee Aunty Ah Mei (Uncle Ah Hao's sister) will be free. Wanna meet her for lunch. :D She's really nice. But she's a obstetrician gynecologist and she might have to cover a shift tomorrow. Hope she's free! 


Nirvana made a lemon cheese cake the other day! For like a pre-celebration of Gary's bday (her partner/fiancĂ©?) on Sunday. It's SO YUMMY. I usually don't like any lemon or orange/citrus stuff in dessert. But this is so good. It actually taste like mum's!!!!!!!!! Really like hers! Just the texture is about softer.. and without the pineapple bits and the cinnamon! And of course the bottom is different too. The biscuit bottom. Haha. So yummy. 


You know. This time when I go back, I WILL ask my mum to teach me how to cook and bake stuff. The stuff she always makes, I want to learn. LEST IT'S TOO LATE. I said I wanted to learn last time.. but just didn't bother when I got home. Just wanna sit on the BEST COUCH IN THE WORLD and do nothing. But I really wanna spend more time with my parents this time I'm back. :) :) Which means being a person who remembers small stuff (I'm so bad at that!). Like if I'm in town, I should think to buy the puo luo pao that's so dear to our family, and bring it over to my dad's office. Or ta pao some for my mum. You know? Things like that. I always never think of those things until I'm on the way home or something. NEED TO IMPROVE!!!! 


OMGOSHHHHHHHHHH. OMGOSH!!!! I almostttt forgot to mention this. I'm. GOING. TO. SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bought flight tickets and booked hotel and stuff! Going with PAM! :D Come on! OMGOSH. You know it's kinda surreal for me? How many years has it been since I've become some kind of fan of him? Listening to his music, watching his videos, his live performances, his impromptu performances with Bushwalla, his home videos of those I Say games (is that what it's called?), reading his blog (RIP FF5000!!).. and finally I can see him LIVE!!!!!!!!! And I'm here day dreaming about getting to meet him in person, taking a photo with him, getting a guitar pick from him. UGH. If only. I really can't believe that in a few months, I can see him IN PERSON. And it says a lot that I choose to go and see him instead of going HOME lo. HOME which I miss oh so much. Haha. I can't wait. 


(I also really can't believe that in a few months, Imma sit for my Leaving Cert and it's like.. I don't know what I'm doing. zzz. Haha.) Remember to pray and look to God at all times. :) Pray and believe! Pray and STRIVE! Jia you!!!!!!!!!!! :S :S :S :( :) 


And my parents are coming to Ireland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH! I keep imagining the day they arrive. How happy I'll be to hug them! :D :D :D My mum hasn't seen me in person since I cut my hair short. Haha but I wonder what my hair will look like in two months time -.- Probably will be all over the place. Haha. Ok. I should stop talking. SORRY FOR THE LONG POST. Just didn't wanna stop talking. Gotta cut my nails!!!!! 

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Gay What You Need To Gay!!!

Hahahaha. No offense on homosexuals yo!!!! Has nothing to do with them! Anyway. Yesterday was a funny day. Tiring too. Stayed up till like 3am doing my religion. But I guess it's not that bad considering I didn't do much (well.. didn't do anything) the whole day. Meh. 


Oh well. Ok so I don't remember whether it was yesterday or the day before. But Jason sent me a photo of his knee all bandaged up. I asked him what happened. And he went on about him playing ball with a bunch of idiots outside his house. And they bu xuang him or something so they kinda beat him up. And the guard was so slow. And that he only got his knee hurt even though there were like 6 of them or something. And he asked me "do you know what's the CRAZIEST part?" And I was saying this really exaggerated silly stuff like "you were unconscious.. lying on the ground. But suddenly your inner self call to you and you rise up" and I was gonna say that he started fighting back or whatever. Then he said "did would've been the best April fools joke". OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAGE MEME!!!!! Flip table meme!!!!! Hahaha. Ok. You got me. Again. -__________- High standard April fools yo! Not bad for a low standard dude. :p hahahaha. 


Ok so these past few days. I've been kinda sick. Since the day after Easter Sunday. Oh ya. I did say that I was sick. So I'm still sick. Feel slightly better. Throat doesn't feel as swollen as yesterday. But still so so tough to cough phlegm up, sometimes feel like I'm gonna faint cuz I cough so violently. My voice is half gone, can't really sing. :( BUT I STILL DO! BAM! Hahaha. AND THEN. Last night I got the UTERUS PUNCH (9gag)! So yea. Sick and bleeding! How pathetic. Haha. But I'm fine la. Just BACK PAIN!!!! Miss the true comfort of home. Where I would lie on the best sofa in the world and watch tv and my mum would make hot drinks for me and stuff. Sighhhhhh. A mother's love can't be replaced!!!!!! Miss home! Also. Miss HOME, where you can find everything! There's no honey in this house, and I used a lemon to make a lemon drink, and there's no more!!!!! No pih pah gao as well. NOTHING. So yea. Miss my mum who would totally know what to do in cases like these. Just feel kinda lost especially cuz it's so cold (RAINS ICE EVERYDAY!!!!!) so don't wanna go out to buy vitamins or whatever. 


But anyway. I'll survive! Been doing my religion.. writing up the essays for all the topics, studying them. Takes SO SUPER LONG cuz there's so little information in the stupid text book. MAKES ME SO ANGRY! Planned to only take one full day to finish religion. But I think I'm going to spend this whole week doing it ALL. Means all the 4 sections for the exam!!!!!!! Half drowning in religion. Don't like it at all!! Feel so disgusted! But I gotta do what I gotta do man!!!! FOCUS. As simple as that. 


Hahahaha. Yesterday, Duffer and I added to the list of SCLSCP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was super super funny. It all started from us trying to move away from the subject of MOLLY WEASLEY. So we got the idea to replace the letters we normally associate with her with other letters. A lil different than our normal sclscp because we usually replace words with words. But this time we replace combinations of letters with other combinations of letters. Haha. It's not that hard to guess, but it's hard to make sure that you use sclscp correctly in all ur sentences, applying it to the right words! Hahaha. Then, as you may have noticed, we started a DUMBO JAR!!!!!!!!!!! The records of it is on the side bar of my blog. Hahahaha. We say that when we make a mistake and forget to use sclscp, we have to put one ringgit in the dumbo jar. Much like the douchebag jar in our favourite show, New Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha. Super entertaining oh!!!!! Had so much fun yesterday. Currently I'm like Schmidt who is the main contributor to the jar, but SHE JUST CAUGHT UP TODAY!!!!! Hahahahahaha. WHEEEEEEEEE. My mistakes come when I'm not paying attention to what I type, since my thoughts run so fast and I struggle to catch up with them so I quickly type and press send without checking. But DUFFER, she just makes silly mistakes when she's correcting me or whatever. HAHAHA BAM!!!!!!!!!!! SOSILLYSOFUNNY!!!!!!! 


You see! There's no one else I could do this with ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LESS THAN THREE!!!!!! YOUR BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't flinch man, REJOICE! :D :D Love you! 


Oh ya. Huge thing happened today! Well. Not huge la. Just super unexpected. Got a skype call from Moses! WoooOOooo! Haven't heard that name in a while huh! Haha. He was in the Singapore airport.. transiting to Hong Kong or somewhere on his way to the US with his family. Or something. We chatted for like 20mins. It was fine. HE SAID I DISAPPEARED. WAHHHHHHHH PLS. He was the one that disappeared la! PUNCH! Hahaha. It was nice to catch up a lil with him. :D Most of the convo just consisted of us blaming each other. Me saying he didn't reply whatsapps, then him saying that he was the one that called, not me. Haha. UGHHHHHHHH. Pull my hair out talking to him!!!! haha. I do miss him and Eugene lo. thethreebestfriendsthatanyonecouldhave. Haha. Memories memories. *wistful* Hope they're doing fine. :D


Love my family!!!!! :D Love lots of people! 


Oh. And pray for those in Indonesia who got hit by a pretty large earthquake!!!!!!!! 8.9 apparently!!! Tremors felt in Semenanjung and Penang!!!!!!!! PRAY PRAY PRAY! KK is lucky to be so isolated. Thank GOD. And Sarawak too. God have mercy!!!! Hope no deaths occurred, especially in my home country!