GEORGINA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! YOU'RE SIXTEEN!
Awesomeness? Hah! I beat you to it! =P
Ok. So I'm dedicating this post to how it just seems so unbelievable to me that Georgina is one of my best friends when we are so, so different in many ways. AND, before June steps in to replace the last day of May! =D
It's really amazed me when I sat back and thought about how different we are, and still am able to be kind of good friends. Wow. Haha.
Everything about both of us with each other are different. The circle of friends she hands out with are different than mine, her hair is short and funky, mine is long and messy. Her attitude towards studies is different. I'm a geek. Yes I am. She's smart but doesn't really study, while I'm buried in books during exams. The way she talks is WAY different than me, very elegant (hahaha!). I'm sentimental, I'm emotional, I overthink things and care alot, everything she doesn't do and isn't. The things that bring us together? Hmm. I think she doesn't judge. I mean, of course she does. Everyone does. But she doesn't judge the things I do and when I go to her with a problem, she doesn't. Well, maybe she does, but really, who doesn't? And she's always there for me to give her opinion which is always straightforward and true. While I'm the good one who doesn't like to hurt people's feelings. While she just usuaully says what's on her mind. And she's funny. She has a sense of humour, which we share. I don't know. What makes us stay friends after all these years? I don't know. We just are. She's kind of hard to understand. I think. She doesn't really talk about true feelings. Like she doesn't really open up. She might. But I don't know. Not to me?
Haha. I'm going in circles.
So, Georgina, Happy Birthday! We're not those kind of friends who text each other everyday, but like Kel said, true friends are those who don't lose touch even after years apart. =)
Georgina. You are sixteen! We have officially been friends for, erm... 10 years? But you said we knew each other when we were 5. I don't know. Oh well. Hope we stay friends. See you in the future! =D
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
LOLZ man!
(Reminds me of Mychonny. Believe it or not. Haha) -.- Anyway. On a more elaborate note, exams are OVER! Gosh, it really was a long exam period. For the last day, Sej, I slept really late. The latest I have ever slept just to study for exams. It is because I started studying really late, so I finished late. I was just so happy Add. Maths and Bio was over, it was like exams were over to me. So I didn't feel like studying. So I wasted my time, and then when I started studying, I remembered I had something important to do. So I got that done, then studied, and by that time it was late.
So I didn't do that well for my Sej. A real downer, but it's my fault. So yup, am worried about Sej, Bio, and actually all subjects. But mainly these two. And probably Chem too. Oh I don't know. Let's just wait and see.
This exam took alot out of me, I feel. I studied quite hard because of lack of time. So late nights and too much consumption of food, gosh. My face really looks horrible. When I woke up on Friday, I looked in the mirror and was like, OhmyGOSH! The bags under my eyes. They looked really obvious and black. (what are they supposed to look like? -.-) So yup.
This holiday, I want to, EXERCISE! I have not done so in I-have-no-idea-how-long now. I seriously need to sweat some! I need to get my bookshelf sorted out (hehe, mum). I need to SLEEP EARLY! <- VERY IMPORTANT! Hmm. Go to the cinema, and go out for a drink with my friends. So yup... Hope I actually have enough time! Whee!
On Friday, before I slept, I took my handphone to set my alarm. It felt AWESOME. I pressed the button where it said, DISABLE. Seriously. It was uplifting. Hahaha.
Welcome to the holidays. Shall all have a great time and most importantly, RELAX!
So I didn't do that well for my Sej. A real downer, but it's my fault. So yup, am worried about Sej, Bio, and actually all subjects. But mainly these two. And probably Chem too. Oh I don't know. Let's just wait and see.
This exam took alot out of me, I feel. I studied quite hard because of lack of time. So late nights and too much consumption of food, gosh. My face really looks horrible. When I woke up on Friday, I looked in the mirror and was like, OhmyGOSH! The bags under my eyes. They looked really obvious and black. (what are they supposed to look like? -.-) So yup.
This holiday, I want to, EXERCISE! I have not done so in I-have-no-idea-how-long now. I seriously need to sweat some! I need to get my bookshelf sorted out (hehe, mum). I need to SLEEP EARLY! <- VERY IMPORTANT! Hmm. Go to the cinema, and go out for a drink with my friends. So yup... Hope I actually have enough time! Whee!
On Friday, before I slept, I took my handphone to set my alarm. It felt AWESOME. I pressed the button where it said, DISABLE. Seriously. It was uplifting. Hahaha.
Welcome to the holidays. Shall all have a great time and most importantly, RELAX!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
FREEDOM!
We have all survived the Add. Maths and Bio battlefield. Add. Maths was ok, had to think alot but it was ok. I hope I wasn't as careless as last time! *BREATHE* I don't want to be. It cost me ALOT of marks the last exam. So fingers crossed, but not hoping anything. Bio, objective was tough. But stuctural ques were all ok. Hmm..
Daily Desk Calendar: God is silent. Now if we can only get man to shut up.
HAHAHA.
Daily Desk Calendar: God is silent. Now if we can only get man to shut up.
HAHAHA.
Ngeh...
I was just coming on to see whether Kel was online cause I wanted to ask her something. And to listen to nice songs on youtube because I'm sleepy and I need to stay awake to study! Add. Maths and Bio tomorrow! And we have like, 10 chaps for add. maths? Gosh! Physics today. It was ok I guess. Some tough ones and some easy ones. Hmm. Hope I'll do fine! And Chem yesterday. Chem Chem Chem. The essay makes me sad! =(
I was not going to blog. But then I found the newest issue of BuyersGuide on the table and WHEE! I MUST blog about it! It's so awesome. But then SIGH. (haha) There are no restaurant vouchers inside. SO SAD! NONE AT ALL! The last one I saw had like, a few restaurant vouchers or at least ads in them.
Sigh. Oh well. Back to add. maths and brainmushing thinking. Haha.
Secret Valentine- We the Kings. Touch My Hand- David A. Playing through booming loudspeakers in my brain during exams. Gosh.
I was not going to blog. But then I found the newest issue of BuyersGuide on the table and WHEE! I MUST blog about it! It's so awesome. But then SIGH. (haha) There are no restaurant vouchers inside. SO SAD! NONE AT ALL! The last one I saw had like, a few restaurant vouchers or at least ads in them.
Sigh. Oh well. Back to add. maths and brainmushing thinking. Haha.
Secret Valentine- We the Kings. Touch My Hand- David A. Playing through booming loudspeakers in my brain during exams. Gosh.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Not so amazing
Because, we all knew the results before we got to watch the results show just now at 6pm! =( But oh well. Whee! Kris Allen is officially the Season 8 American Idol! Yea! I'm so, so proud for him. He's really such a nice guy. Even after he won he was still like, Adam is an amazing singer, and stuff like that. And when Ryan asked him what did he have to say to all those who voted for him, he said, thank you, if it weren't for all of you, we all (pointing to the top 13) wouldn't be where we are now. So, yay! Congrats Kris Allen!
But I am abit worried you know. I think it's sort of jinxed or something, winning American Idol. Because all those who didn't win did better post-Idol than those who did win. David Archuleta, Daughtry, and so many others. So I just really, really hope that Kris will do well. Waiting for his album! Hehehe. Congrats Kris! You deserve it!
You seeeeee! I told you he totally had alot more fans than Adam! Hehe! My mum was like, so did you hear who won AI? Her knowing smile gave her away. She didn't tell me who, but I was smart enough (haha) to know. Ohhhh! The results show was AWESOME!!! Really AWESOME! The best part? Hmm.. The outstanding female where Kara showed the girl how to really sing and when she pulled her coat open! Whoa! Hahahahahahaha! The Santana performance was really good too, KRIS WAS DANCING! Whoooo! Only for a short while when he was singing solo, waving his hips and stuff! Hehehe! Good dancer! =P And the KISS performance! Whoa I was like OHMYGOSH KISS! I've never seen a live show from them before and it was really really good. And of course the Queen, We are the Champions. I have always loved that song.
Sigh. The results show was really really good. =D A definite watch-again show if I had the chance. But now, sadly, I have to go back to my studies. I'm really worried I won't have enough time to finish everything. Really worried. I feel a cord around my neck getting tighter and tighter, with every hour that passes by. But it still can't make my thoughts stay still while studying. Oh well.
I'll post some nice photos when I have time to look for them. Well everyone, now that AI and Kris Allen is behind us, let us all study hard and uuusshhh our exams! Hua-tah (Bruce Lee Water! Turtle!!!!!!!!)! Hahaha.
But I am abit worried you know. I think it's sort of jinxed or something, winning American Idol. Because all those who didn't win did better post-Idol than those who did win. David Archuleta, Daughtry, and so many others. So I just really, really hope that Kris will do well. Waiting for his album! Hehehe. Congrats Kris! You deserve it!
You seeeeee! I told you he totally had alot more fans than Adam! Hehe! My mum was like, so did you hear who won AI? Her knowing smile gave her away. She didn't tell me who, but I was smart enough (haha) to know. Ohhhh! The results show was AWESOME!!! Really AWESOME! The best part? Hmm.. The outstanding female where Kara showed the girl how to really sing and when she pulled her coat open! Whoa! Hahahahahahaha! The Santana performance was really good too, KRIS WAS DANCING! Whoooo! Only for a short while when he was singing solo, waving his hips and stuff! Hehehe! Good dancer! =P And the KISS performance! Whoa I was like OHMYGOSH KISS! I've never seen a live show from them before and it was really really good. And of course the Queen, We are the Champions. I have always loved that song.
Sigh. The results show was really really good. =D A definite watch-again show if I had the chance. But now, sadly, I have to go back to my studies. I'm really worried I won't have enough time to finish everything. Really worried. I feel a cord around my neck getting tighter and tighter, with every hour that passes by. But it still can't make my thoughts stay still while studying. Oh well.
I'll post some nice photos when I have time to look for them. Well everyone, now that AI and Kris Allen is behind us, let us all study hard and uuusshhh our exams! Hua-tah (Bruce Lee Water! Turtle!!!!!!!!)! Hahaha.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
The Sky
On a totally different note than the previous post, I just would like to tell you all about the sky today at around 3.30pm, KK.
It was awesome! It was so beautiful. It was covering the whole sky. Thick, soft clouds covering the whole sky (well, not the whole sky, just as far as you can see!), yes, even over the horizon, it was still clouds stretching away into the unknown (haha). When I saw it, it immediately came to mind: a thick blanket of clouds, exactly like cotton candy. It was really the whole sky, it looked really, really soft and thick and never-ending. And the middle part of it (right above me, at that time) was the pattern, the horizontal ripples kind of pattern you get from the sea. That's my favourite kind of cloud pattern and it was just covering the sun, so it was the brightest part of the sky and so beautiful. Haha. I know my describing it definitely does not give it justice, and words cannot describe how beautiful it was, but the worst part is, I didn't get a pic of it. I don't have a camera (thanks mum, Hahaha), well, technically I do, my mum threw my charger away by accident. So yup. I do have a camera, but it has not power at all. So everyone, appreciate the sky! It's gone now. =( But oh well.
American Idol Finale NOW!!!! 6pm 20.5.09 in Malaysia! NOW!
Go Kris!
It was awesome! It was so beautiful. It was covering the whole sky. Thick, soft clouds covering the whole sky (well, not the whole sky, just as far as you can see!), yes, even over the horizon, it was still clouds stretching away into the unknown (haha). When I saw it, it immediately came to mind: a thick blanket of clouds, exactly like cotton candy. It was really the whole sky, it looked really, really soft and thick and never-ending. And the middle part of it (right above me, at that time) was the pattern, the horizontal ripples kind of pattern you get from the sea. That's my favourite kind of cloud pattern and it was just covering the sun, so it was the brightest part of the sky and so beautiful. Haha. I know my describing it definitely does not give it justice, and words cannot describe how beautiful it was, but the worst part is, I didn't get a pic of it. I don't have a camera (thanks mum, Hahaha), well, technically I do, my mum threw my charger away by accident. So yup. I do have a camera, but it has not power at all. So everyone, appreciate the sky! It's gone now. =( But oh well.
American Idol Finale NOW!!!! 6pm 20.5.09 in Malaysia! NOW!
Go Kris!
Hole in heart.
=( Leepei didn't get into the state team. I'm so sad for her, seriously! And the worst part is, (I think it's the worst) Jia Xin got in. Congrats to her and all, but it's worse when someone gets in, but you don't, worse than no one getting in at all. Thinking of the 'what could have been' stuff. So yea, she went to the toilet during Add. Maths today, and I looked out the window and Jay Ng, Stefan and Sucy were on the corridor talking solemnly. Then when she came back she stopped to talk to them. I was watching her, my heart tightened, I guessed what they were talking about. I hoped with all my heart that she would get in. Then she walked about two steps away from them towards the class, turned to her right (where the railing is, our class is on her left) and stood at the railing looking out at the field. I guessed I knew the answer, but I was not so sure. My heart was going 'no, no, no, don't let it be that way'. Jay said something to her, she just shook her head and walked back to the class. She started crying then.
I'm so, so sad for her! She worked so hard, she trained everyday since before interschool. Missed school for more than a week, leaving class early for training, and then it's a no. She the only one on the team in Science Stream, and she's not a genius, the amount of classes she missed, with exams only next week! Will she be able to get through the exams? If she got in, she wouldn't need to take exams. But now, just arriving back from Kudat (inter district) with the rest of the team yesterday, she's not in the State Team, and she's going to be sitting for her exams on Monday. I'm so sad for her, seriously. She was telling me when she was crying, If I knew I wouldn't have gone to Daerah, in the end it amounts to nothing, I didn't get chosen, I have to sit for exams, it was all a waste of time.
It's not a waste of time. Having the opportunity to participate in these things, it's definitely only a once a year thing. Exams come and go. But these competitions, not everyone can have a chance like that.
They got 4th in Daerah, guys didn't get into semi. They were all so sad, crying too. Jay said, it was his last year. She still has next year. But knowing she got in the team last year, it's even worse! But it's true, her volleyb journey ends here for this year. I'm seriously so sad! Seeing her cry and saying it's a waste of time, knowing she'll have to struggle for exams and knowing it won't end well, knowing she worked so hard and sacrificed so much, for what? For what? I think that's not really correct. For the memories, for the interschool- the winning feeling after losing last year, for first Daerah- the winning feeling, the best thing part of the game, for second Daerah (two daerah competitions, first in Tuaran, second in Kudat)- the memories, just being able to be there. That's worth it. Don't forget what happened before, all the happy memories, winning each match, don't only remember the saddest part of it- the end.
The very worst part is, nothing can be done to make it better. Only time. How horrible is that?
Sigh, my heart really feels a sadness that I can't find words for. All I hope is that time would help as much as it can. I hope it won't take long. Leepei! Me and Tur will be here! Be happy! We don't care if you don't smile, just be happy!
=(
I'm so, so sad for her! She worked so hard, she trained everyday since before interschool. Missed school for more than a week, leaving class early for training, and then it's a no. She the only one on the team in Science Stream, and she's not a genius, the amount of classes she missed, with exams only next week! Will she be able to get through the exams? If she got in, she wouldn't need to take exams. But now, just arriving back from Kudat (inter district) with the rest of the team yesterday, she's not in the State Team, and she's going to be sitting for her exams on Monday. I'm so sad for her, seriously. She was telling me when she was crying, If I knew I wouldn't have gone to Daerah, in the end it amounts to nothing, I didn't get chosen, I have to sit for exams, it was all a waste of time.
It's not a waste of time. Having the opportunity to participate in these things, it's definitely only a once a year thing. Exams come and go. But these competitions, not everyone can have a chance like that.
They got 4th in Daerah, guys didn't get into semi. They were all so sad, crying too. Jay said, it was his last year. She still has next year. But knowing she got in the team last year, it's even worse! But it's true, her volleyb journey ends here for this year. I'm seriously so sad! Seeing her cry and saying it's a waste of time, knowing she'll have to struggle for exams and knowing it won't end well, knowing she worked so hard and sacrificed so much, for what? For what? I think that's not really correct. For the memories, for the interschool- the winning feeling after losing last year, for first Daerah- the winning feeling, the best thing part of the game, for second Daerah (two daerah competitions, first in Tuaran, second in Kudat)- the memories, just being able to be there. That's worth it. Don't forget what happened before, all the happy memories, winning each match, don't only remember the saddest part of it- the end.
The very worst part is, nothing can be done to make it better. Only time. How horrible is that?
Sigh, my heart really feels a sadness that I can't find words for. All I hope is that time would help as much as it can. I hope it won't take long. Leepei! Me and Tur will be here! Be happy! We don't care if you don't smile, just be happy!
=(
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