i went

to take a look at yahoo movies. and came acroos the twilight premeir photos. robert pattinson.. in my opinion. didnt look too good. his suit doesnt fit properly, his suit wasnt nice at all. his coat too. his shoelaces were untied too. hahaha.

i really really like taylor lautner, kellan lutz (emmet), peter facinelli (carlisle), and billy burke(charlie). they all look really really really good!

yay jessie has finally watched twilight! tho she didnt really enjoy it much. =(

anyway. am here now in kl at my cousins house. and my bro and sis are back.

my cousins family is so cool. i think they are all very very smart. including the parents! =D like the kls, (my cousins) they all are very very very smart and talented! and it was so hilarious! last night when we were having supper at about 11 or so, we were talking about movies. and australia came up. and they were like ya nicole kidman and hugh jackman. then they kept saying like ya nicole and hugh are in australia. hugh from xmen, the wolverine guy is in australia. then my uncle said hey kat was in australia just a few hours ago.

ahhahahahahah! so random!

well. its really nice to have my siblings here. =D and yea. we're going to watch twilight on sunday. =D i get really really happy when someone who hasnt read the book says that they enjoyed the movie! =D yay! cant wait for the 2nd movie! hope they do it better!

hahahaha. my uncle is so funny! intelligence! it runs in the family! (i mean his.. not like.. including us.) =P

buahaha. i'm going to finish up my book. its kinda interesting. an easy read.

and everyone is asleep. -.- 'horizontal' as my uncle calls it.

take care everyone! =D

go!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9e-J-EtJfXY&feature=related

i LOVE the changes he did. he is so amazing!

oh. this is you and i by jason mraz live.

pure talent man~!

stuffS

haha. have any of you noticed how jason mraz sings? his mouth is usually to one side. its kinda cool. haha. and he also usually closes his eyes when he sings. he rocks! =D

i'm worried about this thingy i'm going to face when i go to kl. its on the 9th. and i'm just really worried and tense and stressed bcz i really really really really hope i'll do well.

but then. you know for all these things, all these worries and problems and dilemmas, sometimes... you just have to close your eyes, be blind, and trust, trust God! so thats what i'm doing. =( i'm going to trust God, and let Him lead and guide me.

i hope He's going to let me lean on Him. and not to leave me alone for my own good.

i hope He's carrying out His will now. =S

i'm leaving tmr. this trip. the start of all my worries yet not.

i;m going to see my sis and bro. =D

i wish i'll be able to play in the competition. and play well. and actually be useful.

i wish i was skilled enough to pick up a piano piece easier than i am now.

i'm going to miss my friends! =(

i'm going to miss theng.

gdah. i just want to get lost lost lost in the world of my books.

i'm currently reading this fantasy book. i bought it for rm13 in asia city. and bought it cz its simple reading. without having to reflect, to think, to process, to hold my breath. and just enjoy.

its called Karazan. reading the first book now. and i like it! its simple and easy to understand. and as a plus, its fantasy=i get to immerse myself in another world! =)

about the book: Abandoned as a baby, Adam Equinox has grown up in the grim, dark Highgate Children's Home, where nothing good ever happens to him. Until now. Adam has entered a competition run by mysterious computer billionaire Quentin Quested. The prize is a once-in-a-lifetime chance to test Q's top secret new computer game - and five lucky winners will find themselves on a very real, very deadly quest into a parallel world. A world where the Serpents of Arakesh are waiting for them...

=D

i love books.

and i love this song. my absolute fav! the music video is so hilarious!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcNhOP0De9o&feature=related ---> live

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TDcQdgGi5U ----> music video

for once,

its more worry,

than stress,

than anything else.

unless,

of course,

i'm reading.

still down

but, it was britney spears bday yesterday! and then there was this 'shout out to britney' thingy going on on hitz.fm. so there was this guy who sang using the bday tune with lyrics:

(8) happy bday britney
you are very sexy
i'll tell you i love you
when my girlfriend's not listening (8)

-____________- me and my sis laughed so loud, together with my cousin cass. hahaha. so funny!!

we were on the way to tanjung aru after going to yen ai lintas with gong gong, ray, emmer, and eunice. (=D =D) after that we went to tg aru to grab some stuff to eat. cass and her crazy love for sour fruits and salt, she bought the really really really super sour mango. and my sis bought guava plus hamoi. and i just got a packet of banana koropok. haha

it was fun!!

happy bday britney! (8) -.-

sometimes,

God does these things.

usually,

its hard to get through.

always,

its for your own good.

=(

time?

i'm worried.

i just came back from volley trg. and it struck me. this is my last trg session. bcz i'm off to kl at noon on fri. yea, i know its so soon i dont even have time to breathe. its like. theres so many things to get done.

jessie, have you heard about the open volley competition this dec on the 20th-21st? =( its too bad you cant make it!! =(

sigh.

well. bcz me and my family are going to kl, staying a few days and then going to vietnam (yup, still dont know why vietnam of all places) then back to kl. i reach back home on the 19th. and the competition is on the 20th. the thing i'm worried about is.... well today alot of ppl came. about 7 from our team and the others were ex students. and i seem to have a fixed position. the subset which is for now, good enough for me. we had fun today. i enjoyed myself. we played properly 6 against 6 and it was fun and stressless. i loved it. so i'm worried that by not going for trg, i'm going to lose my position. =( sighhhhh. and then on the 20th i have a dentist appoitment and 21st is a piano grp lesson (scales). i can miss both but i wont make anyone happy that way. at all.

i dont even know whether i'll be able to be a reserve. thats what i'm worried about. and then of course, i have to bring theory along to do. but its very unlikely i'll get anything done. and what, i'm going to practice my pieces in my mind? X.X

and theres still alot to do before we leave. its like christmas shopping, getting the tree done (gah!), and i have to clean out my computer, and read up on vietnam. and of course theres the lazy part that just wants to lay down and read her book and not worry about anything.

sigh. i really wana...............

my mum is taking me (i think) to a doctor (i dont know what doctor) for my shoulder. huh. i think doctors are useless. they never get it right. 'rest more, itll get better soon' even EYE know that, you dont have to tell me.

since theres nothing i can do about all these things except DO them, huh. i suppose i just have to right?

SHEESH =(

stupid theory. stupid piano. stupid grade 8. stupid lazy me........................

now

i'm sitting outside at the official dining room (the one we hardly use) infront of the fish tank. miss lim and uncle ah fook came over with homemade sea coconut and longan rink (the one you can get at yen ai). and there were not enough chairs. since, kevin broke all the plastic ones with his 'i KNOW i can reach the bowl of rice from here without getting up from my seat' stuff. ive forgotten how many he has broken and we only have one left. now we use the metal chairs that used to be in our study room. hahaha. naturally i'm out here bcz i'm the youngest. haha.

my hosue looks like we're moving. there are so many boxes! cz i'm been talking about wanting a new bookshelf FOR MYSELF to put MY OWN books of MY OWN choice. and cz we recently bought so many books. how many? about 30 new ones or more. so my mum brought out all the empty cardboard boxes and started sorting out all the bokos piled up in ourr bookshelf. and she wants to pack them away. and she's considering selling. which i disagree! though the books are really old. like buffy, sabrina, sweet valley twins, enid blyton. hahaha. i really love books. hmm. may someday we'll open up a library! =D

i love books! i love love love them!

and i'm so full i have no idea how, if the plan is still in motion, i'm going to be able to eat/drink anything. X.X

my parents are having fun meeting their old old OLD books that have been stuck in the bookshelves for who-knows how many years. there are books back from 1979. huh. its fun!

i LOVE books!!!!

and im, after a long time of not doing so, am anticipating wednesday's volley trg! =D =D =D



ohmygosh i'm so fullllll!!!!!!!!!!!! bleh

am off to read! =D have fun all! =)

productive?

yay! today's volley trg was fun! =D =D tiring.. but i think mostly cz the soarness is still there from the last trg. but then today there were more ppl! me, leepei, qoo, pitza, ahming and elsa came. and andrea (ex student) came too. so after trg, we played 3 on 4 -.- it was me, leepei and andrea against the others. then after awhile teacher put himself in our team, and switched me over to the other side. it was so fun. like just a relxed fun stress-less game, where the points dont matter (whose line is it anyway) (well.. at least not really)

then i also cleaned up the last of the junk that have been lying on my table for about half a year now. and we put a few more decos on our christmas tree (not done yet. -.-) and we put the lights on! =D yay! i love love love our christmas tree! =D we're getting a new start! which we should have gotten last last yr but this yr, it just cant stand anymore. hahaha. so we decided its time to get a new one!

so it was kinda productive. cz i also practiced my piano! =D i'm still kinda undecided about which piece i should choose for my second piece! i'm deliberating between beethoven and clementi. both are just really fast. i kinda want the beethoven one, but then its slightly harder than the clementi one. my teacher asked me to pick the clementi.. hmmmmmmmmm. i'm not sure. :/ time is a factor in making this decision! well... just hope i choose the right one in the end! =D

omgoshhhhh. time has flown!!! i'm leaving for kl soon! O.O but its like.. so many things that still have to be done (piano?)!!!!! bleh. thinking about it is stressful! hahaha.

went to chuan hin just now for dinner. they didnt have th ebeef or the stingray. =(

i WANT A SHELF!!!!!! to put my books! =D me and my sis bought lots and lots of books from the bookfair in asia city! BUAHAHAHAHA. i cant wait to be able to freely read whenever i want without thinking whether or not i have finished doing theory or stuff like that. =D

well. going to bed! more christmas decos to be hung on th etree!

wheeee!!!!! its travelling time! (its clobbering time! *fantastic 4*) Aaaaahahahaha. =D