time?

i'm worried.

i just came back from volley trg. and it struck me. this is my last trg session. bcz i'm off to kl at noon on fri. yea, i know its so soon i dont even have time to breathe. its like. theres so many things to get done.

jessie, have you heard about the open volley competition this dec on the 20th-21st? =( its too bad you cant make it!! =(

sigh.

well. bcz me and my family are going to kl, staying a few days and then going to vietnam (yup, still dont know why vietnam of all places) then back to kl. i reach back home on the 19th. and the competition is on the 20th. the thing i'm worried about is.... well today alot of ppl came. about 7 from our team and the others were ex students. and i seem to have a fixed position. the subset which is for now, good enough for me. we had fun today. i enjoyed myself. we played properly 6 against 6 and it was fun and stressless. i loved it. so i'm worried that by not going for trg, i'm going to lose my position. =( sighhhhh. and then on the 20th i have a dentist appoitment and 21st is a piano grp lesson (scales). i can miss both but i wont make anyone happy that way. at all.

i dont even know whether i'll be able to be a reserve. thats what i'm worried about. and then of course, i have to bring theory along to do. but its very unlikely i'll get anything done. and what, i'm going to practice my pieces in my mind? X.X

and theres still alot to do before we leave. its like christmas shopping, getting the tree done (gah!), and i have to clean out my computer, and read up on vietnam. and of course theres the lazy part that just wants to lay down and read her book and not worry about anything.

sigh. i really wana...............

my mum is taking me (i think) to a doctor (i dont know what doctor) for my shoulder. huh. i think doctors are useless. they never get it right. 'rest more, itll get better soon' even EYE know that, you dont have to tell me.

since theres nothing i can do about all these things except DO them, huh. i suppose i just have to right?

SHEESH =(

stupid theory. stupid piano. stupid grade 8. stupid lazy me........................