UEC OVER.

I didn't really study thaaaat hard. 


I did work hard, but I know what I'm capable of, and that wasn't it. UEC was hard. It was super hard. Some papers were crazyyyyy. Like it got to the point where I just looked at the clock, and I just feel the hopelessness washing over me. The Ad Maths Two objective paper was ridiculous. I probably did a little more than half only, guessed the rest without even looking at the questions and who knows how many of the ones I did I got wrong. Physics was hard it's just not my subject. Chem was embarrassing. My teacher had like hopes for me getting an A. It's pretty much impossible now. Bio was ok because it was the last paper and at that point, I just didn't care much anymore. But I do feel a little heaviness weighing my heart because I didn't really revise, and so there were questions that I knew I've studied before, but couldn't recall the details. So yes that pretty much sums it all up. 


The main thing I wanted to say in this post is that UEC was hard and I probably will end up going to a uni that's not my first choice, or even for foundation or A-levels. But, but, but, but, I don't regret staying for S3. Seriously. Yes, I do wish I could rewind and pull myself together earlier in the year. But well, time doesn't rewind. I don't know where I'm going to go next year. All the unis I applied to, I probably won't get in (like I'm 90% sure I won't get in due to my results). People might look down on me and my choice to stay. 


But honestly, I would do it over again and get the same results if it gave me the same experience I was blessed to have had this year.