IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Denise gave me my super belated birthday album today. I seriously am sooo surprised that she gave it to me. I found out about it on Steph's birthday cuz I saw Fiona writing the card and I saw my name. But I thought Steph was doing it. And it turned out to be Denise, which is AWESOME. Seriously la. It just makes it even more of a surprise! I seriously have no idea why she would do the album for me, since my birthday was in February. Like I don't understand why she would have the idea to do it for me. You know? 


UGH. I just read it just now and I came down to facebook it. I was lying on my bed, sleeping sideways, reading the album and I kept crying ohhhh. So touched, the words everyone wrote were just normal words. But they all felt true and I just was so overwhelmed oh. -____- 


Sure, the album is plain and just normal. Like it's not those nicely decorated, creatively laid-out albums some people get for their birthdays, but I LOVE IT, JUST THE WAY IT IS. Seriously. Love it so much, I just wanna read it and read it again. I wish I could tell the WHOLE WORLD that they did that for me. Cuz though it may seem small, it's the best gift I've received man! Words and memories and photos are the best things you can ever give me, and I got them all in one small album. 


So here, I would really like to express my gratitude to Denise. Though apparently we were close in S1, I have no memory of you, and we kinda drifted. And we became close again this year. And it's just such a crazy friendship. So many heated feelings bla bla. I never get jealous over anyone but you. WHY? It's just different. With you, I'm like the youngest child, I'm spoilt and I'm the brat and you're the responsible one. With you, I whine and whinge and throw tantrums and lash out with my mood swings. And we kinda drifted in the holidays.. bla bla. Things aren't the same, but I dunno. It's still awesome. I know I can still count on you and slap you. I really, really do love this album. When I think about it it just makes me wanna cry again. I REALLY LOVE IT SO, LIKE I LOVE YOU. 


PEOPLE, BACK OFF. She's my territory and only I can SLAP HER! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Hahaha. I shall give more coherent details when I'm sober and not drowning in tears and snot and gratitude and other incomprehensible feelings. 


All in all, LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. 


I'm not lucky, I'm BLESSED! YES!