day 1

first day of pmr is over! you know i have this tight feeling in me when i think about this. its like.. i really hope i can get good results, but then you only have one chance to get it right. and when i think about this... i get the feeling where im so so scared ill make a stupid mistake or smth. *breathe in* *breathe out*

so today's paper was BM K1 and K2. hmm. paper 1... i think it was MUCH easier than anticipated. i really thought it was going to be hard cz PMR BM is known to be hard. but surprisingly it was much easier than i excepted it to be. but of cz i didnt know how to do quite a few ques. but then. i guess its okkkkkkk~ i have no sad or worried or down feelings. so. yup. it was ok.
paper 2 was easy. the novel was LATAR TEMPAT (surprisingly) and we only could choose our j3 ekspedisi novel bcz others we didnt take up. but then beware all!!! did you guys notice that they wanted satu contoh peristiwa yang berlaku di latar tempat itu? contoh peristiwa!! so the kampung dataran's contoh was not a peristiwa! i just put in a weak sentence saying it was where hadi and his dad had their konflik. -.- hope thats enough. but then probably i'm the only who thought about the significance of this 'peristiwa' thing so i think they'll accept the original one talking about the kg where hadi lives in and pak salleh hunts in the forest. so dont worry too much! =)

sheesh. i knew the leaks were false. -.- OF COURSE they are false. no one knows the ques except the board. sigh. luckily my memory serves me well and i remembered the latar tempat! but i didnt waste any time on reading up about the leaks we received.. so no affect on me. =) the karangans were all ok... tho the banjir one was abit hard cz we have limited no. of words to be able to use. the ringkasan i didnt get the meaning of the word they asked us to explain. but i hope i guessed right. =) but all in all... i hope i can score an A?

hope... is false. ahahaha

and moving on to a random subject... life is unfair. for exaple this 'pmr' thing. they grade it by using A, B, C so on. cz (i'm JUST saying) you KNOWWW you are smarter than that person. bcz... well you just ARE. so in pmr. you get 7As and 1B, and that person gets 8As. for the 7 subjects you KNOW you got higher marks than her, but then the 8th subject you just dont get that subj at all. so. in this case, ppl will of course think that that person is smarter than you when its not true. GET IT? sighhhhhh. and its not even a matter of being smart in sch subjects. in terms of being street smart you are NO DOUBT, DEFINITELY, POSITIVELY, ABSOLUTELY smarter than that person.

but then. tough luck right? life's unfair. get used to it!

so tmr is eng and sci. gotta read up on my novel. dont plan to read sci. I CANT WAIT TO READ MY BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean my story books.

i saw jessie today! hi!! sorry i didnt shout hi back. i was kinda sleepy. like i am now. sorry! i'll shout louder next time! hahaha. 'study hard' jessie! (pink to match your new shoes!hahahaha) =D

good luck to all tmr!! knock 'em dead!

(the toilet door is noisy. and the teachers... sheesh they go to the bathroom more than the students go! -.- and i sit right in front of the toilet door. lucky me!)