decisions!

i think at this period where time is of the essence (haha), i think its all about decision making. but only for me i guess. cz i cant fool myself that i have enough time to finish all subjects. so i have to use the common sense and logic (which thank goodness i actually have) inherited from my parents, to choose which subjects are more important and which i can afford to spend more time on, and which i can afford to leave out. i really really hope i can get A for science! cz ive studied my: hair, head, mind, brain and PATIENCE out, just for science. and maths of course (i'll make you proud kat!). and of course sej khb and geo. bm and chi, i'll have to work for it (which is the amount of force exerted times the distance traveled in the direction of the force exerted! W=Fs). so. go, go, GO! i have to look at my goal and charge towards it! i just hope i'll be charging fast enough. sigh. OF COURSE i have doubts about myself. but.......... self confidence! (said with small questions wandering in my heart =P)

today is the last day of classes for a few subjects. and i'm sorta sad. gonna miss the teachers!! first and foremost (ahaha)! is cikgu evelyn. i just found out yesterday that she taught all my siblings before. thats kinda cool. kel!! get this: she said that kat is EMOTIONAL. that shes always so stressed and stuff like that. ahahahahahahahaha! which i guess is sorta true. i wonder why she doesnt see that in me! =P i really really love that teacher. she's so cool! and she goes with all the jokes and she never gets angry. like she does but she never scolds us. when i think shes gonna start scolding, she just continues on after a small pause. so much self control! =) and she laughed along when tee hong kong had his crew cut after being caught by mr lee. haahhahahaha. "gaya rambut tee hong kong sangat comel!" so hilarious! she laughed so loud!!! gonna miss her alot! lucky you janice! you have her as your form teacher! haha. and not forgetting that she probably has the whole sej text book form 1 to form 3 typed and saved into her brain. shes so so good at sej. all the time lines are so detailed in her head. @@

ok. next is cikgu mary liau, khb. i think shes such a smart person. she knows how to make the class listen to her and she knows how to make us do what she says. she knows how to be in control. she has such power over us! its so amazing how she can do that! =) shes so street smart, organized and i really like her classes. i just think shes so smart to know how to keep us in line and everything. gonna miss her too! i like that she tells lots of stories and teaches us how to handle stuff like stress and selecting our careers! those who havent been taught by her are missing out!

erm. i dont know whether today is the last lesson for geo. but oh well. might as well. cikgu retah. so cool! i remember the first day she came in. she was explaining some things in bm and then we were all asking her ques. then she suddenly replied a question in chinese. so cool! we were all so shocked. cz she wears baju kurungs and stuff like that. i like her cz shes a really really good teacher and she knows her stuff. (well, all these three teachers know their stuff really really really well. its so amazing!). she knows how to make ppl come into class in time. and a plus PLUS, she didnt let tiong wei lung get his way today. aaaaahahahahha. he came into class late. and as usual she took attendance and marked half of the class who havent gone into class late, including him. and he got all angry and childish. he was like "why did you mark me late? dont eh! i was just late by abit! bla bla bla" and she just didnt care. she scolded him back too. wheeeeeeeee!!! he totally deserved it. but he probably deserves a beating up too, if you ask me. but then oh well. and i like the way she goes "jangan bising LEH! nanti kena marah, hati sakit lagi" hahahahaha. i like her!

oh well. i dont remember whether ive said this, but me and angela and turlte, rebecca and liau have been doing the annual report for sdc (the best club!) almost everyday for the past few weeks. its due tmr and we still havent got evertyhing done. even though theres only a small portion left but just hope we can make it! =) theres a few touch ups to do. i really hope it will turn out well. its so nice! =) our hard work! cutting, gluing, pen-knifing, counting (0.9+1.2 T-T HAHA), writing, walking around, photocopying, buying, typing. so many things! i'm so proud of what we've achieved! this is the result of great cooperation! =) =) glad to have them there! =)

i know i said this post will be about kel. see next post! hahahaha. promise! =) i'm so tired actually. havent been sleeping regularly these few days. but... well.. theres no but actually. =P

i'm grateful: cz my piano teacher will be giving me off from piano lessons until after my exams. but of course (SIGH) i'll have to pay back. therell be double lessons after exams. sigh. im gonna try squeeze in as many lessons as i can during exams. i dont wana go during holidays!!! have to work hard for it tho. practicing new exam pieces. started the first piece. its sooooooo boring. not the kind of music i like. but oh well. its the best choice out of the 8. (yes! thats exactly how boring they all are!)

oh ya!!! me and angela and theng and pauline (drumroll~~~~~) have gotten into science stream!!! (HEIYER!!! TOLD YOU SO PAULINE!!! waste time on being SAD SAD SAD only! waste your TEARS! you probably killed a few months off your heart!) well, congrats to ME!!!!!!! and of course them! =P hahahaha. i didnt really doubt that i couldnt get in after i got the results for my maths and sci qualifying test. sure i failed (57) but it was almost good compared to alot of other ppl. i made a few careless mistakes, and i know i could have passed, but i dont really mind! =) wont happen again! =) and i got 67 for science! kind of ok for that considering i didnt study everything, and there were some chapters which werent taught yet. compared to alot of other ppl, 67 is kind of high. so i'm ok. but then of course, i was so worried for my friends!! =( scared there wouldnt get into science. but then phew! we all made it! =) but i'm sad inside cz simying didnt get into science, not even the waiting list! and tee hong kong actually got into the waiting list! come on! simying deserves it more! sigh. she cried (broke my heart!!! =() and when she appealed for it to mr hiew (vice head), he still said no. and she cried again! so sad for her! i dont know what shes gonna do about it. be happy sim ying!!! =) dont cut down trees!!!

im really considering changing school. bcz of chi. is there any chance i can get into lower chi?? seriously! but.. dont really wanna be in the lower chi class. bcz of the ppl in it. eheh. but... theres alot alot alot to stay for too. i dont know dont know dont know.

heres a part of a song. unwritten by natasha bedingfield. i find it kind of meaningful. so enjoy. =)

feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins

the rest is still unwritten!

=)

lower chinese! come to me! =( =) =( =) =?