what annoys me

so volleyball. i think. we have improved. yay! ive always said that we need to talk together before we start playing. like get our spirit up or remind us of what we should be doing. but it never happened so oh well. then one day... i think it was in this week, ing ing (our pro setter =)) made us sit down. so we talked about why we were so crappy. and we pointed out our main problem and how to solve it. woooooshhhhhh. we imrpoved so much that day! i think teacher and the others should not ask for more. i mean. its not like improved the next week or the next month. we improved at that moment. so thats really good. the days after that were on and off. we take a long time to get that feeling where we can play well. maybe get the adrenaline going? then today afternoon.. we played not that well. then we sat down again and talked. not much. then we stood up and i felt energized (hah) and we played well. even tho i felt so tired tired tired, even now, its like... just get through it! so. we're leaving on thursday. which is like.... the day after tmr!!!! so soon! i'm looking forawrd to it! =) i hope.. with all my heart. that after all the money and time and SKIN we put in, we will at least win ONE match or just lose with dignity! so after competing, we'll be going genting! yay! =) am excited cz i miss roller coasters!!!!!!!!! =) love thrill rides very very much. haha.

what really annoys me during training, besides the sun, is when we're not playing that well, and then one of the teammates or whoever shouts "watch the ball EHHHHHH." "speak out loud BAHHH." it makes me REALLYannoyed la. we're already playing our best under the stupid sun. and its not like we dont know. and its not like you cant control your intonation. sheesh. even when i'm annoyed, i also say it but in a different way. make it sound like an encouragement. i get more annoyed when one of us alraedy spoke out loud ("my ball") but they still say "speak out loud eh!!!!! dont waste our time." sheeeeeesshh. it makes us more low-spirited la.

what i personally dont like is when i get scolded when i didnt get the ball. but only bcz the person next to me said "my ball" already. -.- they didnt even hear how will they know? sheesh. haizzzzz really dont like it. and when i get scolded doing smth i didnt do. -.- i dont know why but it just really makes me annoyed when i get blamed for smth i didnt do. sigh. i also dont like it when someone puts that "sigh- i-have-no-idea-what-to-do,-they-are-just-sooooo-crappy,-i'm-so-disappointed" look. we're trying our best ok? we want to do our best too and improve also.

BLAH. there's alot of things that make me annoyed in the court. but i still keep it in and control my temper. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH... i'm so happy that i can control myself and say "come on! get the next point" with a 'try again' tone and not 'whats wrong with you' tone. i just hope that they will control themselves too. we've improved overnight and thats something that might not have happened. imagine, we could still be the same as before exam. i just wish they could see that. that we've improved so much in such a short time, they should not expect too much from us. even tho i'm sure tmr, our last day of training, will be better.

my shoulder (left bcz of smashing) is having this pain. so i cant smash properly without feeling the pain. sigh. hope it gets better soon. going to sleep. so so sleepy. gnite! see my lovely friends tmr (i mean in class.. not on court. hah.)yes jessie, excluding you! =P

gniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee