sad sad sad about smth! but i cant say it here! =( gah!!!!!!!
friends are so important to me it hurts me when they are hurt....or when they are about to get hurt. but theres nothign i can do to help!
i love my friends! i hope you all know that (to my friends especially pauline angela and theng)!! and theres nothing that you cant tell me. and theres nothing i wont listen to. i know sometimes i'm very straightforward and hurtful sometimes but its for your good. you have to know that. and relationiships at this time is not that important. its not worth getting so upset over.. just random advice.
just... be happy. =) something that will happen will make you sad soon. just. be happy.
we're here for you
gah! its just something i cant explain. soooooooooooo.
i know im weird! but DONT BE SAD XXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
fun times!!! =) =) =)
there was the dinner/prize-giving ceremony on the 20th. all the badmintons and volleybs were there. the ping pongs and bsb were in taiping. there were performances. the 'siang4 sheng1' was really really good. the best ive heard. i am so regretting i didnt record it down. sigh. but oh well. hope it lives in my memory! hahaha. there was one 'magic show' but it was actually a small boy attempting the rubix cube under 2 mins. ling ling (left hander, boys team, player no. 1) can do it under 50secs. hahaha. not fast enough for the world record. but fast enough for the volleyb team? hahaha. was quite ok i guess. so the next day.. sad sad sad that the competition was finally over, we left in the morning to drop down at yuk choy to get the others then go down to kl. o ya!!!! so yup. in the end we got 4th. for the first time, i think its not bad! =)
so we got to kl. we reached the school we were staying in (Confucian Independent sch) and we dropped our bags and we straight away left for sunway pyramid. the confucian asrama was so so nice i think! the toilet was not not nice compared to poi lam. but the room was big big big. sharing with all the girls (badminton, ping pong, bsb and us). there was blankets and pillows provided!!!! hahahahaha!!! and aircons! (luckily it was not as cold as poilam!!! we offed it in the end.. and i wore jeans to sleep as i didnt bring long pants -.-)
so we zoomed off to sunway pyramid. jessie and others ran off to lagoon. i got too lazy i decided to stay with jiaxin and loretta to shop. then it was mid valley. yay! went to borders! =) =) =) i love books! =) i bought 5 books from there. all dean koontz books (except for one comedy romance). dean koontz- crime thriller/horror. i became a fan after i stumbled upon 'velocity' once. really good! not for the faint hearted. haha. met vicky and david. nice to meet them! =)
then we four-ed up and took taxis back to the sch. i was with 3 badminton guys. -.- the sch we were staying in was within walking distance with petaling street. adn the taxi driver dropped us at the entrance of petaling street. -.- we had to walkkkkk through the whole crowded street and a long road after that to get to the school. lucky we have mouths to ask for directions! =) dont worry! we were all safe! tho we got back about an hr and a half later than most of them. one of the guys wanted to get shoes. it was fun in a way! wheee!
we went to genting the next day. as janice says: so awesome! ahahaha! it was really exciting and the cable car was so long. so fun! sitting with janice on the rides is challenging. she doesnt hold the handles throughout the whole ride. haha. i dont too but not for the whole ride! it was F.U.N! haha. the space shot was soooooooooooooooo good!!! really really exhilirating!!! nice! wanna go again! i regret not sitting the corkscrew again. didnt get the front seat! me and janice were both upset. but oh well. was a nice ride. haha. was funny sitting next to jia xin in the space shot. she was screaming even when we stopped on top. will miss it!!!!! =(
we all got slight sunburn from genting. it was really really cold when it started to rain. expecially after the sungain rejang ride. so fun!!!!!!!! but slow. the cyclone was nice! everyone sat on that including teacher! hahaha. really funny to see the photos. =) =) genting was good! =) "awesome!"
the next day we went shopping in sungai wang and times sq. they made us walk frm sg wang to pavillion just to make us walk back again bcz there was absolutely nothing to do and buy there. out of our range. haha. it was far!!! tiring! and finally! the trip ive been waiting for. we went to times sq in the evening. went to borders and bought 4 books (twilight - breaking dawn) yea! and wrapped up in plastic/all new stock/ so beautiful books! =) =) and read lauren weinsberg-smth's new book and drank starbucks! enjoyed! then went back.
walking around petaling street with janice,shelby, kaixin and a few others including teacher was fun. i loveee walkign around stalls or bazaars! =) =) janice bought a 'little miss shy' shirt. oh! the irony! hahahahaha. but janice and jessie went to their aunt's hse the last day. so no one spent time in borders with me in times sq. =( =( haha. all alone~..... =P
well... went to the airport. so sad!!!! we had school the next day. its like. like we were gone for a month. really good memories. and i met alot of ppl (from the same school haha). but really happy! great trip, great ppl, great cheap food (excluding genting =P), great experience! =)
there wont be a next time for me! but i wont regret i think. i hope i'll be able to support youi guys the next competition! in 3 yrs time! =) itll be held in sabah. go tshung tsin girls volleyb team! =) =) =)
i have a target now: next yr intersch, last yr in tshung tsin for me, i wana be the player who isnt on the border line. i wanna be the player who will 100% be playing in the court. =) go!!!!! but now. i'm focusing entirely on studies. its already too late. i hope i can make it! anyone care to privately tutor me on my uec maths? desperately need help! (kat bah!!!! who asked you to leave!) so there wont be any training for me until after uec.
o ya. leepei was chosen for the 'celebrity team'. kinda weird thing. but they choose 12 players who played really well to be in this weird team. they dont get anything la.. just a cert. -.- jia xin!!! i believe you can do it! MVP is yours next time! =) =) dont stop the music!! =P
well. thats all. i wont be bloggin much. as i said, studying! =) well... lets not forget kl chung hwa boys volleyb team palyer no. 10 (wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!) and coach (whoaaaaaaaa). he's half a head taller than me. -.- almost 2 heads. so freaky. haha
well guys! thanks for the memories!
(and i'm serious about the private tutor thing!!!!)
=)
so we got to kl. we reached the school we were staying in (Confucian Independent sch) and we dropped our bags and we straight away left for sunway pyramid. the confucian asrama was so so nice i think! the toilet was not not nice compared to poi lam. but the room was big big big. sharing with all the girls (badminton, ping pong, bsb and us). there was blankets and pillows provided!!!! hahahahaha!!! and aircons! (luckily it was not as cold as poilam!!! we offed it in the end.. and i wore jeans to sleep as i didnt bring long pants -.-)
so we zoomed off to sunway pyramid. jessie and others ran off to lagoon. i got too lazy i decided to stay with jiaxin and loretta to shop. then it was mid valley. yay! went to borders! =) =) =) i love books! =) i bought 5 books from there. all dean koontz books (except for one comedy romance). dean koontz- crime thriller/horror. i became a fan after i stumbled upon 'velocity' once. really good! not for the faint hearted. haha. met vicky and david. nice to meet them! =)
then we four-ed up and took taxis back to the sch. i was with 3 badminton guys. -.- the sch we were staying in was within walking distance with petaling street. adn the taxi driver dropped us at the entrance of petaling street. -.- we had to walkkkkk through the whole crowded street and a long road after that to get to the school. lucky we have mouths to ask for directions! =) dont worry! we were all safe! tho we got back about an hr and a half later than most of them. one of the guys wanted to get shoes. it was fun in a way! wheee!
we went to genting the next day. as janice says: so awesome! ahahaha! it was really exciting and the cable car was so long. so fun! sitting with janice on the rides is challenging. she doesnt hold the handles throughout the whole ride. haha. i dont too but not for the whole ride! it was F.U.N! haha. the space shot was soooooooooooooooo good!!! really really exhilirating!!! nice! wanna go again! i regret not sitting the corkscrew again. didnt get the front seat! me and janice were both upset. but oh well. was a nice ride. haha. was funny sitting next to jia xin in the space shot. she was screaming even when we stopped on top. will miss it!!!!! =(
we all got slight sunburn from genting. it was really really cold when it started to rain. expecially after the sungain rejang ride. so fun!!!!!!!! but slow. the cyclone was nice! everyone sat on that including teacher! hahaha. really funny to see the photos. =) =) genting was good! =) "awesome!"
the next day we went shopping in sungai wang and times sq. they made us walk frm sg wang to pavillion just to make us walk back again bcz there was absolutely nothing to do and buy there. out of our range. haha. it was far!!! tiring! and finally! the trip ive been waiting for. we went to times sq in the evening. went to borders and bought 4 books (twilight - breaking dawn) yea! and wrapped up in plastic/all new stock/ so beautiful books! =) =) and read lauren weinsberg-smth's new book and drank starbucks! enjoyed! then went back.
walking around petaling street with janice,shelby, kaixin and a few others including teacher was fun. i loveee walkign around stalls or bazaars! =) =) janice bought a 'little miss shy' shirt. oh! the irony! hahahahaha. but janice and jessie went to their aunt's hse the last day. so no one spent time in borders with me in times sq. =( =( haha. all alone~..... =P
well... went to the airport. so sad!!!! we had school the next day. its like. like we were gone for a month. really good memories. and i met alot of ppl (from the same school haha). but really happy! great trip, great ppl, great cheap food (excluding genting =P), great experience! =)
there wont be a next time for me! but i wont regret i think. i hope i'll be able to support youi guys the next competition! in 3 yrs time! =) itll be held in sabah. go tshung tsin girls volleyb team! =) =) =)
i have a target now: next yr intersch, last yr in tshung tsin for me, i wana be the player who isnt on the border line. i wanna be the player who will 100% be playing in the court. =) go!!!!! but now. i'm focusing entirely on studies. its already too late. i hope i can make it! anyone care to privately tutor me on my uec maths? desperately need help! (kat bah!!!! who asked you to leave!) so there wont be any training for me until after uec.
o ya. leepei was chosen for the 'celebrity team'. kinda weird thing. but they choose 12 players who played really well to be in this weird team. they dont get anything la.. just a cert. -.- jia xin!!! i believe you can do it! MVP is yours next time! =) =) dont stop the music!! =P
well. thats all. i wont be bloggin much. as i said, studying! =) well... lets not forget kl chung hwa boys volleyb team palyer no. 10 (wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!) and coach (whoaaaaaaaa). he's half a head taller than me. -.- almost 2 heads. so freaky. haha
well guys! thanks for the memories!
(and i'm serious about the private tutor thing!!!!)
=)
i'm back!! been back for a long time! -.-
hiiii!! i'm sorry! i've been sooooo busy since ive been back. i've devoted all my time to studying now. i remember my sister preparing for pmr more than 100 days before pmr and now i'm what? weeks away from it and i've just started!!! stress! and it doesnt help that some subjects are still rushing to finish up UEC syllabus for the mock coming up. =(
so. yup. i flew on thursday. the 14th! to arrive at about 7pm but my flight was delayed. but oh well. we had to wait until EVERYONE arrived to kl b4 we could drive up to perak. and that was about 12am? 1? tiring! bored out of our minds! and LCCT is sooooo small! nothing to shop, nothing to eat. the drive up took 4hrs i guess. we arrived at YUK CHOY sec. school (celebrating its 100th yr -.-) and stayed overnight there. that was where the badminton was held. volleyb was further up in POI LAM sec. school. we arrived there about 4am or 5. the rooms they gave us were so small! there were about 14 of us. 2 rooms. wow. 2 bunk beds in each. but the first room only had 1 broken bunk bed (top couldnt be used), and one normal bed. the mattress was sandy and our luggages almost took up all the floor space. so. it was a sleepless night. omgosh! and after what it felt like minutes of sleep, the automatic announcement/ morning call came on. "good morning students. rise and shine (in chi of course)" then they played songs. those annoying songs. barbie girl was one of them. omgosh!!!!!!!! so annoying!!!! and i remember thinking that the 1st song was not bad..the firefly one. hahaha. so we got up slowly and went to the kantin to eat. cheap food!!!!!!! its like rm2.40+ for noodles!! wow! so after walking round the school and spending half the day walking around/ exploring/ watching the surroundings and celebrations for the 100th year (not forgetting the art exhibition), FINALLY our bus came! so we went off to POI LAM. (leaving janice behind! muahahahahhaha)
we arrived in the afternoon... and WHEEE!! the dorms were quite big (compared to yuk choy =P) and with AIR-CON!!!! 3 bunk beds in one room, each room staying 5 ppl. =) we had "light" training that day. so tiring!! exhaustion from travelling and lack of sleep! and it was NOT light! -.- their concept is sooo off! haha. so it was me, jessie, leepei, jia xin (the juniors!) and yiling in one room! =) =) despite our tiredness, we chatted late into the night! =) we puleed the clean mattresses down to the floor and we slept in one row. and we hung our clothes line in front of the door. no air-con that night... =(
2nd day there. we woke up and went out for bfast and we went... to IPOH PARADE. the only shopping mall there. haha. nth much there. we got back then it was training again. didnt get the 'feeling' that session. we played lousily. other teams started arriving. ht efirst team i saw was KL CHUNG HWA. wooowww! i remember what i thought: so intimidating!!! they were built and tall, wearing identical shirts and pants and sponge knee guards. their hair all above shoulders length (probably sch rule) and all tidy. so cool! and intimidating! =( haha. but oh well. we didnt play long after they arrived. save face =P. oh well. slept early that day. i think we had air-con
we all woke up in the middle of the night. it was TOO COLD! =X
3rd day. opening ceremony -.- and start of matches! =) so we were up against... i dont remember actually. i know yuk choy was one of our opponents. 3 in one grp. 4 grps i think. two winners from each qualifies into the top 8. surprisingly, we won the 2 mathces. the 2nd match was harder. but not bad. honestly, i'm really surprised. bcz i really really thought that we were gonna lose out once we got there. but of course i didnt hold that attitude when we were there, but i really thought we wouldnt have any chance there. so.. yay? but you cant really blame me. the standard we have usually during training.. no surprise if we lost out straight away. but oh well. thats all behind me. yay we won! haha.
in the top 8, we play one match. if we win, we qualify for the quarter finals. not that easy to win but we won. we almost lost!!! sheesh! so stressful! so yay! quarter finals, the points were 5matches, 3 wins. tiring. we play one match to determine whether we will be fighting for 3rd or 1st. sigh... thats when we lost our first match. =( but i dont really blame us. it was the champion team. but we didnt lose with dignity. not really. =( but oh well. so we were up against Klang Sec. Sch to fight for 3rd. wow. to be honest, i thought we were gonna eat that team. but we lost. 3-0!!!! it was like we were back to our interschool standard. taking the opponents mistake points only. our dignity?? stomped by them. -.- oh well. before i make my conclusion, i'm gonna say smth that is......... not my fav thing to say.. but i'm a decent person. (hah. but i'm serious) so oh well. its not smth that bothers me alot. but i sat on the bench. yes. i'm the reserve. (...) but then i know its best for the team. =) so oh well. so watching from the sidelines. it was ok for me. =) i knew i wouldnt be in the court so i supported them from the bench. =)
so my conclusion: i think.. that i have to focus on the positif side. just like the interclass volleyb too. dont think that we lost the last two matches, think that we won others. =) and it exceeded so much more of my expectations. so thats quite good =). but the last match was really horrible. it was an easy match. the smashes were just going to 3 points. first line 3rd position, back line 3rd and 1st position. so easy to defend. but i guess we were just too tired. but oh well.
heres another thing that is... also not my fav thing to say. only angela knows everything. the first match we lost, against kl chung hwa, in the middle of the match, ah ming suddenly fell down. she re-sprained her ankle. O.O i could see her face was in pain. i stood up from the bench and i remember my first thoughts: oh no! is she alright? is her leg ok? then suddenly it hit me. oh no! teacher is gonna put me in now. i looked at teacher and he slowly turned from ah ming and looked at me. go in, he said. my feeling: SCARED! after that match we lost, i... was very sad (=P) and i called my mum cz i couldnt get to angela. sheesh. so embarrassing la. but the point is i just wanna say that its bcz... since training, since before the competition, i already had the preparation that i wont be going into the court to play. i knew that. i understood that clearly. thats why i said i'll support them the best i can from the sidelines. during the 5 mins warm up before a match, i give them the balls to let them serve and smash. i dont use them at all. i know its not smart of me to assume that i wont be going in. but. its true! this was the malaysia's independent schools ball games! what was the chance teacher will put me in? so frankly... i 'was very sad' bcz there was too much stress on me suddenly. and i had no mental preperatioin at all! i worked so hard to make the feeling of scared not exist when i play. but after not playing for so long, i was so scared. i wasnt familiar with the formation. i just... was not ready AT ALL.
but thats not anyone else's fault... except mine.
but thanks to my mum and angela for listening to me. and yiling!!! for understanding! i really really really appreciate it! =) thanks for not judging! i love you guys! =) (pauline! i would have called you if you were not 013. -.-) haha. so its not any of my teammates fault! just want you all to understand! and then i just read paulines comment on my last post, "dont push urself too hard". thanks! =) i get you! thanks alot! =)
well.. see next post for after competition fun!!! =) =) =)
so. yup. i flew on thursday. the 14th! to arrive at about 7pm but my flight was delayed. but oh well. we had to wait until EVERYONE arrived to kl b4 we could drive up to perak. and that was about 12am? 1? tiring! bored out of our minds! and LCCT is sooooo small! nothing to shop, nothing to eat. the drive up took 4hrs i guess. we arrived at YUK CHOY sec. school (celebrating its 100th yr -.-) and stayed overnight there. that was where the badminton was held. volleyb was further up in POI LAM sec. school. we arrived there about 4am or 5. the rooms they gave us were so small! there were about 14 of us. 2 rooms. wow. 2 bunk beds in each. but the first room only had 1 broken bunk bed (top couldnt be used), and one normal bed. the mattress was sandy and our luggages almost took up all the floor space. so. it was a sleepless night. omgosh! and after what it felt like minutes of sleep, the automatic announcement/ morning call came on. "good morning students. rise and shine (in chi of course)" then they played songs. those annoying songs. barbie girl was one of them. omgosh!!!!!!!! so annoying!!!! and i remember thinking that the 1st song was not bad..the firefly one. hahaha. so we got up slowly and went to the kantin to eat. cheap food!!!!!!! its like rm2.40+ for noodles!! wow! so after walking round the school and spending half the day walking around/ exploring/ watching the surroundings and celebrations for the 100th year (not forgetting the art exhibition), FINALLY our bus came! so we went off to POI LAM. (leaving janice behind! muahahahahhaha)
we arrived in the afternoon... and WHEEE!! the dorms were quite big (compared to yuk choy =P) and with AIR-CON!!!! 3 bunk beds in one room, each room staying 5 ppl. =) we had "light" training that day. so tiring!! exhaustion from travelling and lack of sleep! and it was NOT light! -.- their concept is sooo off! haha. so it was me, jessie, leepei, jia xin (the juniors!) and yiling in one room! =) =) despite our tiredness, we chatted late into the night! =) we puleed the clean mattresses down to the floor and we slept in one row. and we hung our clothes line in front of the door. no air-con that night... =(
2nd day there. we woke up and went out for bfast and we went... to IPOH PARADE. the only shopping mall there. haha. nth much there. we got back then it was training again. didnt get the 'feeling' that session. we played lousily. other teams started arriving. ht efirst team i saw was KL CHUNG HWA. wooowww! i remember what i thought: so intimidating!!! they were built and tall, wearing identical shirts and pants and sponge knee guards. their hair all above shoulders length (probably sch rule) and all tidy. so cool! and intimidating! =( haha. but oh well. we didnt play long after they arrived. save face =P. oh well. slept early that day. i think we had air-con
we all woke up in the middle of the night. it was TOO COLD! =X
3rd day. opening ceremony -.- and start of matches! =) so we were up against... i dont remember actually. i know yuk choy was one of our opponents. 3 in one grp. 4 grps i think. two winners from each qualifies into the top 8. surprisingly, we won the 2 mathces. the 2nd match was harder. but not bad. honestly, i'm really surprised. bcz i really really thought that we were gonna lose out once we got there. but of course i didnt hold that attitude when we were there, but i really thought we wouldnt have any chance there. so.. yay? but you cant really blame me. the standard we have usually during training.. no surprise if we lost out straight away. but oh well. thats all behind me. yay we won! haha.
in the top 8, we play one match. if we win, we qualify for the quarter finals. not that easy to win but we won. we almost lost!!! sheesh! so stressful! so yay! quarter finals, the points were 5matches, 3 wins. tiring. we play one match to determine whether we will be fighting for 3rd or 1st. sigh... thats when we lost our first match. =( but i dont really blame us. it was the champion team. but we didnt lose with dignity. not really. =( but oh well. so we were up against Klang Sec. Sch to fight for 3rd. wow. to be honest, i thought we were gonna eat that team. but we lost. 3-0!!!! it was like we were back to our interschool standard. taking the opponents mistake points only. our dignity?? stomped by them. -.- oh well. before i make my conclusion, i'm gonna say smth that is......... not my fav thing to say.. but i'm a decent person. (hah. but i'm serious) so oh well. its not smth that bothers me alot. but i sat on the bench. yes. i'm the reserve. (...) but then i know its best for the team. =) so oh well. so watching from the sidelines. it was ok for me. =) i knew i wouldnt be in the court so i supported them from the bench. =)
so my conclusion: i think.. that i have to focus on the positif side. just like the interclass volleyb too. dont think that we lost the last two matches, think that we won others. =) and it exceeded so much more of my expectations. so thats quite good =). but the last match was really horrible. it was an easy match. the smashes were just going to 3 points. first line 3rd position, back line 3rd and 1st position. so easy to defend. but i guess we were just too tired. but oh well.
heres another thing that is... also not my fav thing to say. only angela knows everything. the first match we lost, against kl chung hwa, in the middle of the match, ah ming suddenly fell down. she re-sprained her ankle. O.O i could see her face was in pain. i stood up from the bench and i remember my first thoughts: oh no! is she alright? is her leg ok? then suddenly it hit me. oh no! teacher is gonna put me in now. i looked at teacher and he slowly turned from ah ming and looked at me. go in, he said. my feeling: SCARED! after that match we lost, i... was very sad (=P) and i called my mum cz i couldnt get to angela. sheesh. so embarrassing la. but the point is i just wanna say that its bcz... since training, since before the competition, i already had the preparation that i wont be going into the court to play. i knew that. i understood that clearly. thats why i said i'll support them the best i can from the sidelines. during the 5 mins warm up before a match, i give them the balls to let them serve and smash. i dont use them at all. i know its not smart of me to assume that i wont be going in. but. its true! this was the malaysia's independent schools ball games! what was the chance teacher will put me in? so frankly... i 'was very sad' bcz there was too much stress on me suddenly. and i had no mental preperatioin at all! i worked so hard to make the feeling of scared not exist when i play. but after not playing for so long, i was so scared. i wasnt familiar with the formation. i just... was not ready AT ALL.
but thats not anyone else's fault... except mine.
but thanks to my mum and angela for listening to me. and yiling!!! for understanding! i really really really appreciate it! =) thanks for not judging! i love you guys! =) (pauline! i would have called you if you were not 013. -.-) haha. so its not any of my teammates fault! just want you all to understand! and then i just read paulines comment on my last post, "dont push urself too hard". thanks! =) i get you! thanks alot! =)
well.. see next post for after competition fun!!! =) =) =)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
what annoys me
so volleyball. i think. we have improved. yay! ive always said that we need to talk together before we start playing. like get our spirit up or remind us of what we should be doing. but it never happened so oh well. then one day... i think it was in this week, ing ing (our pro setter =)) made us sit down. so we talked about why we were so crappy. and we pointed out our main problem and how to solve it. woooooshhhhhh. we imrpoved so much that day! i think teacher and the others should not ask for more. i mean. its not like improved the next week or the next month. we improved at that moment. so thats really good. the days after that were on and off. we take a long time to get that feeling where we can play well. maybe get the adrenaline going? then today afternoon.. we played not that well. then we sat down again and talked. not much. then we stood up and i felt energized (hah) and we played well. even tho i felt so tired tired tired, even now, its like... just get through it! so. we're leaving on thursday. which is like.... the day after tmr!!!! so soon! i'm looking forawrd to it! =) i hope.. with all my heart. that after all the money and time and SKIN we put in, we will at least win ONE match or just lose with dignity! so after competing, we'll be going genting! yay! =) am excited cz i miss roller coasters!!!!!!!!! =) love thrill rides very very much. haha.
what really annoys me during training, besides the sun, is when we're not playing that well, and then one of the teammates or whoever shouts "watch the ball EHHHHHH." "speak out loud BAHHH." it makes me REALLYannoyed la. we're already playing our best under the stupid sun. and its not like we dont know. and its not like you cant control your intonation. sheesh. even when i'm annoyed, i also say it but in a different way. make it sound like an encouragement. i get more annoyed when one of us alraedy spoke out loud ("my ball") but they still say "speak out loud eh!!!!! dont waste our time." sheeeeeesshh. it makes us more low-spirited la.
what i personally dont like is when i get scolded when i didnt get the ball. but only bcz the person next to me said "my ball" already. -.- they didnt even hear how will they know? sheesh. haizzzzz really dont like it. and when i get scolded doing smth i didnt do. -.- i dont know why but it just really makes me annoyed when i get blamed for smth i didnt do. sigh. i also dont like it when someone puts that "sigh- i-have-no-idea-what-to-do,-they-are-just-sooooo-crappy,-i'm-so-disappointed" look. we're trying our best ok? we want to do our best too and improve also.
BLAH. there's alot of things that make me annoyed in the court. but i still keep it in and control my temper. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH... i'm so happy that i can control myself and say "come on! get the next point" with a 'try again' tone and not 'whats wrong with you' tone. i just hope that they will control themselves too. we've improved overnight and thats something that might not have happened. imagine, we could still be the same as before exam. i just wish they could see that. that we've improved so much in such a short time, they should not expect too much from us. even tho i'm sure tmr, our last day of training, will be better.
my shoulder (left bcz of smashing) is having this pain. so i cant smash properly without feeling the pain. sigh. hope it gets better soon. going to sleep. so so sleepy. gnite! see my lovely friends tmr (i mean in class.. not on court. hah.)yes jessie, excluding you! =P
gniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
what really annoys me during training, besides the sun, is when we're not playing that well, and then one of the teammates or whoever shouts "watch the ball EHHHHHH." "speak out loud BAHHH." it makes me REALLYannoyed la. we're already playing our best under the stupid sun. and its not like we dont know. and its not like you cant control your intonation. sheesh. even when i'm annoyed, i also say it but in a different way. make it sound like an encouragement. i get more annoyed when one of us alraedy spoke out loud ("my ball") but they still say "speak out loud eh!!!!! dont waste our time." sheeeeeesshh. it makes us more low-spirited la.
what i personally dont like is when i get scolded when i didnt get the ball. but only bcz the person next to me said "my ball" already. -.- they didnt even hear how will they know? sheesh. haizzzzz really dont like it. and when i get scolded doing smth i didnt do. -.- i dont know why but it just really makes me annoyed when i get blamed for smth i didnt do. sigh. i also dont like it when someone puts that "sigh- i-have-no-idea-what-to-do,-they-are-just-sooooo-crappy,-i'm-so-disappointed" look. we're trying our best ok? we want to do our best too and improve also.
BLAH. there's alot of things that make me annoyed in the court. but i still keep it in and control my temper. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH... i'm so happy that i can control myself and say "come on! get the next point" with a 'try again' tone and not 'whats wrong with you' tone. i just hope that they will control themselves too. we've improved overnight and thats something that might not have happened. imagine, we could still be the same as before exam. i just wish they could see that. that we've improved so much in such a short time, they should not expect too much from us. even tho i'm sure tmr, our last day of training, will be better.
my shoulder (left bcz of smashing) is having this pain. so i cant smash properly without feeling the pain. sigh. hope it gets better soon. going to sleep. so so sleepy. gnite! see my lovely friends tmr (i mean in class.. not on court. hah.)yes jessie, excluding you! =P
gniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm back!
hello all! sorry ive been so idle! =( been sooooooo busy with exams and volleyball. so heres the update. exams were whooooooshhh. so busy! studying day and night. because the week before exams, volleyball took up all my time. made me so tired. the week of exams, no volleyball. i definitely feel that i would have done better without volleyball before exams. but ive gotten half of my papers back and theyre all quite good. hah. no matter how i complain, i always pull through in the end. yay! =) but fear my chi and bm! sigh. so then after exams. we celebrated ANGELA and SUETHENG's bday! angela's is on the 10th and theng's is the 6th. we had a SURPRISED party for them! we said its our interclass volley celebratory dinner in my house. and they were to sleepover. (booo. theng couldnt sleep over =()
during that week of exams, when we finished on the 8th, i had volley on that day. -.- so tiring. and i havent slept before 1am for the last 2/3 days bcz of exams. then sat we had volley in the morning and afternoon and we finish school at 12noon on saturday. soooooo. because we havent bought theng and angela's bday present, me and pauline (turtle couldnt come! blerrr) went off to warisan. sighhhh. i was planning on sleeping after school. (rermember that we are trainign for kl!!). so there we were... walking around in warisan. until 3pm. =( in the end we bought a necklace with a trumpet-but-not-the-kind-she-plays for concert band member, theng. and an ali ex pencil box which suits her. and for angela we bought a giordano jacket! T-T there goes our money. haha. hope you both like it! =) =) =)
so in my house on sunday night, my mum baked choc muffins as their cake, and made lasagne, pauline bought soft drinks (7up and root beer! whee!) and turtle made mango pudding! (yum!). so we said "the others are so late. lets start eating without them" we went down and HAPPY BDAY! haha. then we ate. o ya! we had nuggets too! YUM! love nuggets! =)
so then we gave them their presents. haha. hope both of u like ur presents! we took a long time to find it and my legs were aching from volley at that time! so you all better like it! haha. love you guys!!!! sorry i was abit quiet. i was just so tired! =( sigh. having the party was a stretch i made. glad that i made that stretch but it was definitely tiring! we watched hancock too! quite funny. i think the story line is quite good. i was so good! i guessed it all correctly! haha. =P
then it was volleyball in the morning at 7 till 9.30/10+. then in the afternoon at 3.15/3.30 till 6.30. sigh. tiring. but gotta do what we gotta do. just dont like the SUN! its soooooooooooo hot! especially the morning. actually both times are so hot hot hot! its abit ironic. we havent even competed yet and we've all got sunburn. -.- including me =( and my eyes have been bloodshot bcz of the sun. =( i look so sad! ahhaha. see next blog
during that week of exams, when we finished on the 8th, i had volley on that day. -.- so tiring. and i havent slept before 1am for the last 2/3 days bcz of exams. then sat we had volley in the morning and afternoon and we finish school at 12noon on saturday. soooooo. because we havent bought theng and angela's bday present, me and pauline (turtle couldnt come! blerrr) went off to warisan. sighhhh. i was planning on sleeping after school. (rermember that we are trainign for kl!!). so there we were... walking around in warisan. until 3pm. =( in the end we bought a necklace with a trumpet-but-not-the-kind-she-plays for concert band member, theng. and an ali ex pencil box which suits her. and for angela we bought a giordano jacket! T-T there goes our money. haha. hope you both like it! =) =) =)
so in my house on sunday night, my mum baked choc muffins as their cake, and made lasagne, pauline bought soft drinks (7up and root beer! whee!) and turtle made mango pudding! (yum!). so we said "the others are so late. lets start eating without them" we went down and HAPPY BDAY! haha. then we ate. o ya! we had nuggets too! YUM! love nuggets! =)
so then we gave them their presents. haha. hope both of u like ur presents! we took a long time to find it and my legs were aching from volley at that time! so you all better like it! haha. love you guys!!!! sorry i was abit quiet. i was just so tired! =( sigh. having the party was a stretch i made. glad that i made that stretch but it was definitely tiring! we watched hancock too! quite funny. i think the story line is quite good. i was so good! i guessed it all correctly! haha. =P
then it was volleyball in the morning at 7 till 9.30/10+. then in the afternoon at 3.15/3.30 till 6.30. sigh. tiring. but gotta do what we gotta do. just dont like the SUN! its soooooooooooo hot! especially the morning. actually both times are so hot hot hot! its abit ironic. we havent even competed yet and we've all got sunburn. -.- including me =( and my eyes have been bloodshot bcz of the sun. =( i look so sad! ahhaha. see next blog
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