reviews i kinda agree with! =D

(copy and pasted from http://www.bloggernews.net/118752)
boci said,
in November 25th, 2008 at 7:25 am
If you haven’t read the book how could you understand the passion and longing they have for each other. How they feel one could not live without each other and the physical pain each of them feels when apart. I can only hope the studio hires a new team of writers, directors and hair and makeup crew for ‘New Moon’. They should also consider a soundtrack that actually works with the scenes.

sylvia said,
in November 24th, 2008 at 2:55 pm
The movie felt like it was 2 seconds long. It had no detail only event after event which made it terrible. I hated how they added that scene with the field trip and Edward was acting like a gerk, Edward was never mean to Bella in the Book, he wanted to protect her. i hated how they mixed scenes up, like the Meadow that was Edwards special spot that he should to Bella, in the movie it wasent like that at all. And when Bella escaped the hotel to James, they made it seem so simple, when in reality it was so hard for her to get out. I just hope in the next movie “New Moon” they have more detail it would make it a lot better.

(copy and pasted from http://www.moviesonline.ca/movie_review_detail.php?id=12211)

By: Bri
In the eyes of a true, blue fan (like myself), the movie adaption of Stephanie Meyer's Twilight was good. Not too amazing, or extra-special, but good, and that was because you (if you were like me) loved the book so much, the movie would've been the best even if it were done with stick figures.
The acting was decent, but for the lead role, Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan didn't show quite enough emotion, in my opinion. Bella is susposed to seem confused by all the sudden going-on's involving her Vampire boyfriend, Edward, and his family, the Cullen's, but Kristen made Bella seem almost...un-interested. Almost not even shocked by anything. But she did alright, and it worked out in the end, as she came through on the scenes involving a lot of love.
Robert Pattinson played his part as Edward Cullen wonderfully, in my opinion. Though a bit quirky and creepy at some parts, that was expected, as Edward is torn between wanting to eat Bella alive, and wanting to keep her as a normal human and not turn into a 'monster.'
The rest of the cast did great, as well. They looked almost exactly as I had imagined them in the book. The one fight scene in the movie, and the build-up to it, was a bit rushed, as James wasn't really even seen that much, and that kind of killed the rush you got when you read the book, in the movie version.
Altogether, the give the movie an 8 out of 10, because I loved the book's, and I am awaiting the continuation of the movie's. Who knows? Maybe they'll fix some of the quirks here and there and the rest of the movies, if they follow suit to the books, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn will be amazing.
I can't wait to see what happens, and I would, aside from the few problems it has, reccomend Twilight for anyone up for a good movie. And, fans don't need to be told, they know.

hahaha. ashlee greene (alice cullen) said this:

(copy and p[asted from http://www.canmag.com/nw/12904-twilight-ashley-greene)

It was the film's set piece baseball scene that gave her the most difficulty. "I actually hit a cameraman with a baseball," she admitted.

(copy and pasted from http://www.tribute.ca/reviews/Twilight/16225)

I've read the series at least 9 times now, and I've got to say the movie was a big disappointment. The acting was awkward and dispassionate, and it was painfully obvious that this was a low-budget film. I found myself laughing hysterically at the strange expressions on Rob's face, and at the fact that after two conversations they were declaring their undying love to each other. I just hope they don't botch New Moon.

LOVED the book!!! Very dissappointed with the movie. Horrible acting, scenes were choppy,characters didn't seem to have that strong connection as in the book and the whole production was very cheaply done. Being a fantasy type of book there was alot of potential for great graphics and special effect for the movie adaptaion but none of that was done properly. I expected ALOT more! Lets hope they invest more money into the sequal "New Moon" and get it right for a change.

i always

dont know what to put for my title. so i always put the starting of my first sentence! =D

yesterday me theng pauline and angela watched bolt and twilight. bolt was nice. AHAHAHAHA i love mittens! and i love how rhino clicks the remote control! 'let me get my ball' hahahaha

twilight. you get to wondering about some points that dont really make sense. haaa...

i really like emmet! =D and jacob black and carlisle! you know alot of my friends who are twilight readers all talked about how carlisle was s upposed to be pronounced. those who havent watched the movie, its kinda different from what i imagined. hahaha. =D

yay! i like charlie too!

taylor lautner plays jacob black! his smile is so amazingly perfect! =D and i think his looks are kinda normal. like your average good looking guy! =D buahahahaha. http://taylorlautner.info/ watch the youtube videos from the tyra banks show featuring robert and taylor! =D =D kinda funny!

team taylor and team robert.

which team do you scream for? *wink*

i am

so EXCITED and HAPPY! i wasnt before cz its 2am and i just finished 1 1/2 sets of theory =( but after reading jessie's comment, my c-box (laura) and replying them, and editing my last post, i'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! because:

i'm going out with theng, pauline and angela tmr! TMR! (technically today...) yay! we're gonna eat good unhealthy food and watch two movies! =D and one of the movies is twilight! i dont know why i wana watch it again so much. but i do and its YAY! =D

the meadow is seriously disappointing =(

YAY TMR!

ok. i'm going to bed now. so i'll be happy and cheerful tmr (hop[efully) and we'll have FUN!

F is for friends who do stuff together. U is for you........ (trails off)......~~~~~~~~~~~~ (8) (8)

=D

i have

just come back from volley and i'm BUSHED! seriously bushed! X.X

ok so twilight movie. hmmmmmmmmmmm. i think.... for those who have never read the book.. i think they will be kinda bored. cz there's a lot of explaining to do.. and its all talking. just explaining stuff about vampires and all. and so i think its going to be kind of bland for those who are not anticipating 'whats going to happen, is it going to follow the book, what's the guy going to look like' following the book, its going to be kinda boring for them i guess.

hah. kinda funny watching with gee. cz both of us remember the book quite well and we're like either saying wat they're going to say before they say it or keep pointing out what is not the same as the book. =D

i have loads of spoilers! but not gonna say. =D (cz i'm kind) but all in all.. not bad. =D

i think that all the characters acting fit the book perfectly.. the characters they need to portray are perrfect with the book. but they did make some unneccesray changes and the make up was not that good. i'm not saying the casting was perfect. just that they acted according to what the book described.

the characters:
edward.. not bad. just... not bad. sometimes he looks very good. sometimes just not.

carlisle.. i think abit weird. but then i think he's the one that looks the most like a vampire! =D the one you'll remember the most! =D

jasper.. OMGOSH! seriously la. he looks SO WEIRD! seriously.

alice.. not petite enough!!!!! i still like the alice i imagine in the book! but ok. shes nice! i love alice! =D

esme.. kinda ok! but i thought she's supposed to be taller than bella. she was a patient in greys anatomy once during the ferry crash. =D i like her.. shes just ok. but definitely not what i imagined. =( but she acts like the esme in the book. =D

rosalie.. -____________________- not pretty. just ok. not wow enough. and bella is thinner than her la!! bleh

emmet.. i like him! =D i like him in the book! and he acts just like the emmet in the booK! =D =D wooot~~ he rocks!

charlie.. kinda good looking! =D not what i imagined but fits. =D

james.. i love him! hahahaha

victoria.. NOT RED HEADED!!! gahhhh.. its supposed to be fire red! and what's with her coat thingy? -.-

laurent.. cool guy! hahaha. i like his accent! =D

jacob.. WOOOOOT~~~~~~!!! he's so good looking! not as man-ish as edward but then you can tell once he grows taller and bigger (which he was supposed to be by prom -.-) he's gona be so hot! =D i like jacob! go jacob!! win over bella! (no, i dont really wish that! =P)

jessica is good. fits the book! =D mike.. okaaayyy. fits the book too! haha eric. -_____- but ok. hahaha. his acting is kinda good. angela. NOT WHAT I IMAGINED AT ALL!!!! seriously! -__________-
so all in all. kinda good i guess. acceptable. but not up to standard with the book (as expected)

be ready to be disappointed by: the ending! (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) the kiss was weird! hahahahhaha. and the meadow thing. -.-

the part i like best: when he shows bella what he is made of: 'as if you could outrun me' 'as if you could fight me' WOOT! cool!!!! =D

i wana watch again!!!!! who wants company? just say i! =D

(but seriously.. for non readers. i just hope you wont think its boring!) =(

but they left out some parts which are essential for the 2nd movie. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

(so MEAN! kel said jacob is not good looking. HE IS! well.. he's supposed to be in the future...*pls note bolded words* hahaha.)

going to watch alicia keys live superwoman. LOVE IT!

-after watching-

hmm. i think they could have done the eyes nicer. and the evil eyes for those who feed on humans should have been more obvious.

i'm really disappointed with: cullen's house! i imagined such a beautiful SPACIOUS house and i actually never imagined a roadway.. hmm. and the jeep! and the baseball. =D and the wireworks! need improvement! =D kinda obvious they are using wires.

but still. AGAIN!! yea!

TWILIGHT!

i watched it yesterday 12am with gee, sharina, ben, gee's sch friends liana (i think its spelt that way) and her bro, and their friend clement, and kel! we watched at 1borneo.

i'm just so happy i finally got to watch it.

i have to go off for piano now... when i get back i'm going to give my reviews!

I LIKE JACOB! and car-lyle!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

AHAHAHAHHAHA

CELL

stephen king. i finished the book yesterday i think. the truth?

not what i was looking for. there was only abit of 'omgosh whats going to happen next' feeling towards the end when they were going to face their execution or smth the next day. and the ending. MY GOSH!!! such a LOUSY ending!!! i was so disappointed! WHAT??!?!?! i wanted to know what will happen in the end and whether johnny will survive and whether clay will meet up with TJD again! =( =( =( looks like its never going to happen =( sighhh. if there is a sequel to it, i would buy it! =)

all in all, i think it was a good read, interesting and keeps you turning the pages. =D there will be a movie out next year I THINK. and i think it should be better than the book bcz for stephen king, visual stuff is usually better. GORINESS! (?) hahhahaha. but i'm still searching for a ghost movie. not gore, but those that makes your heart beat faster and your palms sweat. those that scare you. good horror movies! like the ring, hide and seek, the eye? i dont know. name your own!

and speaking of books (and movies?) GOING TO WATCH TWILIGHT TONIGHT AT 12AM!! with georgina and her siblings and her friends and my sis. YAY!!! i CANT WAIT! i'm torn apart! its going to be good? yet i know its going to be bad? i dont know! its just! UGH! i cant wait! =D yay!!!!!!!!!

and jessie! you're totally missing out! theres this crazy book fair in asia city! SO CHEAP! so so cheap! the books there are like rm7? rm8? rm12? but they arent very nice. some are bent. but you can get good books. none of those well known books. but they are selling twilight saga at 30% off! the well known books you can still find now are all 30% off! but i think the original price is abit higher than popular. the books are from times and mph i think. i saw the twilight's original price was 39. it hink i bought mine for 34. i THINK. i bought a few books already. none over rm13! =D but some are beent and dirty =( =(

well. i'm hoping to go aagain. but my mum is so impatient! hahaha. but jessie, i dont think you'll find books that you read.. those are only 30% off. the others are all random books (the peanut butter diet -.-) haha. well. it ends on the 5th or 7th of dec. so you probably cant go right? haha.

and then i went to popular! yay its all on discount! (most of them) dorothy koomson (my best friend's girl/marshmellows for bfast) got a new book out. goodnight, beautiful. it should be nice. but GAH! there was only one copy left and it was bent!!!!!!!!! =( =( =( and my mum said just get it and my big sis just bought it even tho i was going to say no. =( but oh well. i cant wait to read it. now i have about... i dont know.. 15 books? 17? waiting to be read. hah. cant wait to get to it.

ooooohh. we also bought dvds! BUAHAHAHAHA. i know i'm so outdated. i watch get smart that day! SO FUNNY! i love steve carrell!!!! =D he's so good! (maxi pads!) hahahahahahahaha.

i wana get new christams tree decos! but we have so many! our tree is halfway decorated! =D yes, we use a real tree and i love it! =D =D it always looks so good! wheeee!!! CHRISTMAS IS THE BEST TIME OF THE YEAR! (it's Jesus' bday! =D)

and for thsoe who are travelling, be safe! =) and be grateful that you are safe! =)

happy holidays guys! =D

generally...

yes! i have been back from kuching for quite awhile. only 3 nights. =( =( but couldnt help it cz my mum hasnt seen my sis yet so we had to get back early. it was FUN! fun fun fun! i love my cousins! =D its kinda weird. i think every trip is changing now. like the routines we used to have are kinda changing. so the food. the same. we had laksa, kueh chap, pa mee, green kueh, ice kacang, sunny hill, iglool (yes, iglool, not igloo!), ko po's bubur, bfast pancakes (no banana), bella italia pizza.

and the games we played. can you believe it? we played SCRABBLE! well we played vocable..but its almost the same as scrabble. O.O and we played boggle too. word games! so funny! it was very fun! and we kept sleeping late (1am? 2?) and waking up late too. =S it was fun! oh ya! and (this is new) we went to sing karaoke!!!!! never before! it was so funny! we didnt go to those k-box kind of places, we went to a condominium's karaoke room. theres only one room. and its not sound proof (-.-) everyone passing by will look. and weirdly enough, the 'reading room' is next to it. hahaha.

the songs were ok. not a bad selection. we sang old songs! like opps i did it again, baby one more time, where is the love, pon de replay -.-, uptown girl, flying without wings, toxic, who knew, when you're looking like that, and so many others. it was really really fun! and we went a 2nd time! -.- oooh.. we sang since you've been gone, bleeding love, walk away (challenging songs -.-). it was really funny! and it was kinda better the 2nd time cz my cousins were braver to sing louder. =D =D thanks uncle chai and aunty ping! =D

we didnt get to steam boat or bbq! well.. theres always a next time! =) i went to the chinese doctor for my shoulder. and it ended in a full body massage/cure thingy and the suction thingy. i think the person called it 火酒 or smth like that. and i didnt know what it was. it was the thing where they use the cups and stick it on your back and it sucks the 'pressure' and loosens up the nerves or smth. then you get the circle black marks on your back. if i knew i would never have agreed!! it HURT!!!!!! probably cz i'm weird. well. in the end it didnt help my shoulder, my back feels like it has bruises al over, and lying down hurts. seriously. hugging, ppl touching my shoulder, leaning back in a chair, those stuff hurt! its better now. it just felt like i was playing sports for a whole day and it was soar all over. that was how i felt.

well. my back looked disgustingly cool! hahahahaha.

NEVER AGAIN!

kuching was fun! i love going there! =D marie's cookies milk snow ice from iglool is VERY VEYR NICE! =D

sunny hill!!!!! i love you! yes i do! =)

WATCH!!!

转角遇到爱 / corner with love

so NICE! and its so FUNNY! its monday to fri 7pm channel 708 8tv!

classic love comedy. its very enjoyable! =D yay! its kinda typical but hey. it makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside! hahahaha.

and the guy is good looking too! =D

today (?)

so yea. i missed volleyball training on monday. i totally forgot. (as i mentioned. i THINK i did). i forgot cz i was practising piano. so today (wednesday) i wanted to go real bad. cz all this while i havent really worked on my smash that much. been either tired/sick/out of form. so i reallyw anted to go today. the weather at 3+ looked good and i had a good feel. i wasnt tired or anything. so i got changed, got ready, didnt forget to bring anything (hehe) and left. hah. no one was there. i called leepei she didnt pick up. i called QOO she said no trg. teacher got angry and left cz no one wanted to train. i was like.. okaaayyy. i kind of understand. but its weird cz its like a childish tantrum cz then she said 'theres trg on fri'. i dont know if you get what i mean but yea.. felt abit.. ironic there.

so i was disappointed. then so i went to bukit padang with my mum. FINALLY! have been wanting to go jogging/walking for so long. we just sort of speed walked two rounds. cz we were both kind of lazy. and it was so great. i love it there. the fresh air, the cool air (haha), the quiteness. then we bought some veges and i got a bottle of soya bean. hot and fresh. yum! =D

it was a fun day!

YAY! seeing kelly tmr. BUAHAHAHAHAHAAA

TOMORROW!

i'm leavingggggg to KUCHINNNGGGGGGG *echo.. echooo.. echoooo...*

cant WAIT! =D =D

i pray that everyone travelling will all be SAFE, and that they will all have a good time too! =)

WAHOOOOO~!!!! finally~~~~~~~~~~~~~

tagged by Jessie.. haha

List down 15 random facts/things about yourself.....

gosh. why is everyone trying to get to know me? HAHAHAHAHAHA! jussst kidding. =D

1. i think patrick dempsey and chace crawford's eyes are so so so beautiful!!!
2. when writing, i am quite literal.... =P
3. i love to read and eat at the same time!
4. i want to make a difference when i grow up. a difference that matters!
5. i just ate anlene yoghurt (mango). yum!
6. i think i am prone to many things that i shouldnt be prone to at this age.... =S
7. i am so happy and grateful that the government (or whoever) are planting trees around kk! yay!
8. i LOVE the colour sea green!!!
9. i would like to learn the korean language someday...
10. i feel blessed to have the family i have, and the friends i have.
11. i only have one skirt in my cupboard. i threw the rest away.
12. i think the book i'm reading now (CELL) has no suspense at all. at least not for the past 130 pages i have read so far... booo...
13. i love solid colours and like them to clash... ehehehe
14. i am serious about stuff like.. environmental pollution, charity.. stuff like that.
15. i ALMOST squshed my second toe with a byte/laser's rudder. T-T

Tagged by Laura -.-

yes i have finally gotten to posting the tagged stuff. these things are kind of entertaining. =D

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real places, names and/or objects, but nothing made up!Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial.You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl/sur name question.Have fun with it!
*breathes* here goes......

Krys! K! its gonna be tough! =P

4 LETTER WORD: KILL!

BOY NAME: Kevin (thats easy =P)

GIRL NAME: Kristal (hahaha)

SURNAME: Kendrick!

OCCUPATION: hmmm.. *searched online* Kinesiologist! aka Human Kinetics. O.O

A COLOR: *serached online* hmmm. COOL! kelly green! or khaki. never knew that was a colour! always thought it was a cloth or smth http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_colors

SOMETHING YOU WEAR: erm.. khaki pants? knee socks? =D

BEVERAGE: *searched online -___-* Kvass. a mild beer made from bread? wow! haha. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kvass

FOOD: erm.. erm... koropok? =P

SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: oooh! a brand of tuala wanita! wink! =P

A PLACE: Kazakhstan =D

REASON FOR BEING LATE: "Kyyam kazzalah doe-ram a-babbalah! That was what came out of my mouth yesterday! Are you saying i shouldnt have gone to the doctor's, boss?"

SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: KABOOM!!!!

-end-

am tagging:
jessie
angela
pauline
kelly
and whoever wants to do this thingy =D

hey it cant be that bad. i leanred a new word (or a couple) - Kinesiologist!

yesterday

i was at my grandma's house the whole day. we ate lunch at D junction. not that nice, service not good (was better yesterday tho.. had good service from this teenage guy), but enjoyable. (no egg tarts left... or custard prawns. hah) and then went to Merdeka to get a few stuff (under statement of A FEW) and then went to my grandma's house. they wanted to play mahjong. and play they did. i went home about 12? it was enjoyable. i love being at my grandma's hosue. the living room is so bright. thats the main reason. i had a nap there and also showered there. ate dinner there too. wanted to watch penelope (i know! outdated.. yes.. :$) but didnt get to it.

went home and watched it at 12. hehe. i find that now. i'm also so busy doing stuff (not always important or useful stuff) during the day, i do the fun stuff after midnight. like read books. during the exam time (yes, i know) after stufdying till about 12+++, sometimes i just go.. ok, to unwind i'll read my book (at that time was reading twilight or new moon). and i would read and read. hahahahahaha. that was the time i was always free. kinda weird. bt enjoyable. i love the quiet cz i dont like it when ppl disturb me when i'm reading or watching a movie.

yay. so i have to get up early. hah. got to do some stuff. -.-

thanks angela for the help today! i was practicing my piano and was anooyed, so, sorry didnt like... respond in a happier tone! =D

thanks! appreciate it! and no crepe. cz theng got CB -.-

gnite all! be safe, and smart! =D

ta dummmm ta deeeeeemmm

edward is right. our memory is like a sieve. =(

i think forgetting is the worst thing we can do. memories make us who we are, without them, we are nothing. they define us. and the sad and tragic things that has happened to us, with our memory, they can help us in the future in a sort of way.

hmm.. i forgot where i was going with this.

oh well. while we're on the subject about memories, read:

dean koontz- the key to midnight. already read it. quite disappointing really. compared to what i remembered from Velocity, this was not thrilling at all. hmm. but still pass. =)

dean koontz- false memory. havent read this yet. cant wait! looks good! =D =D

HAR HAR ITS only 10.30

its TEN THIRTY! =( i just finished the stupid prelude (yes. ONLY the prelude!!!) the part towards the end is not that good yet. but. my arms are tired even feel tired to type. -.-

you know. i actually forgot there was vlyb today. seriously. my mum laughed at me during dinner she said haha you didnt go to training today. -____-

well. kinda sad. bcz theres still alot to do for piano.

but YAY. i'm leaving to kuching soon! yessssssss!!!! yay i get to see my cousins. yay i dont need to do anything except read my books. why oh why are the theory sets portable? =( =( =( but yay ice cream and kuching food!!! sunny hill!!!! igloo!!! bella italia! =D =D =D and of course authentic laksa, kueh zhap, kopo's bubur, pancakes... ETC! =D

YUM! high five kel! BUAHAHAHAHHA. (pictures below are taken from other blogs, and are not mine.. =])

bella italia pizza

what igloo ice cream comes in. yum!

one of sunny hill's ice cream! =D =D

i cant WAIT~~~~~

jessie! and janice of course! have fun all the way over there! and take care! have a good flight! =D

RANT/ VENT

*backspaced everything i just typed* oh no. what am i doing? this is pointless!




i'm going to read my book.

sigh

gave up after about.. 45 mins? hmm. so that means ive spent about... at least 1 and a half hours to pract the piece with the metronome and i havent even finished the prelude!!!!! OMGOSH!!! why did i choose this song? but i know theres not turning back cz i'm too slow already. i'm hot (ehehehe) and tired and my hands are sour.

i know allegretto is not that fast. but then. its like semi quavers. its FAST! =( oh my goodness. its going to take so long to complete this first piece. should i change? HMMMMM... but then ti goes back to the problem where none of the other first peices suit my taste. but i seriously doubt i can get to the speed. hmmmmmmmmm. and i'm supposed to start the 2nd piece already.

OH MY GOSH!

i know bah. you other ppl snickering at me. i dont possess any natural skill and i'm not a musical genius. i'm no pro. i take a long time to be able to play a piece smoothly and beautifully (hah). so dont laugh.

i'm currently kind of annoyed. so.....

actually

i think the cover of CELL is not that nice. haha. i do judge a book by its cover. =D

ding dak ding dak ding dak

the metronome was driving me crazy! i did 1 and a half sets of theory T-T and then at 2 went to practice my piano. hmm. did abit of scales (tiring! who invented stacatto??? ) and then went to work of the speed of my first piece. omg! its like so fast! its allegretto. kinda overwhelming la the speed. like you cant breathe. well i suppose you cant cz you really cant make a mistake. if you do, you cant stop. itll mess everything up. and i only used andantino speed to practice just now. already overwhelming. i wonder whether i can get to allegretto. hmmmmm.

i only lasted for an hour and 15 mins. sigh. i couldnt take the stupid metronome's ding dak ding dak ding dak. it was so annoying! listened to it so much i couldnt really differentiate the ding from the dak anymore -.- hahaha.

well. i'm reading a book called CELL by stephen king!!! hahahaha. i know. stephen king the king of gore nd horror and thrill! really fast paced. i tried starting the taking by dean koontz (bought on the perak trip) and it was so amazing. i mean like. the style he wrote that book.. the words he used. yea so there were many words i didnt understand. so i gave that one up for now. ahahaha. but its really intriguing right from the start. cant wait to reaad that! hahaha.

so thats all. i'm continu ing my practice (T-T) at 4. cant slack offnow. i'm way behind. bleh. just dont wana waste all the money my parents spend on my piano lessons. sigh. so i'm gonna read now to relax. hahaha.

crepe on wednesday guys? =D

i wish i had time

to read my books. without interruption!!!!!! and learn how to play the guitar. seriously. and the violin? and open up my company (only a few ppl know about this company. haha) and make a difference. and go to australia and eat a beef and mushroom pie. and go to borders for FUN!

gah

loads of junk food + not enough sleep

i'm SICK! SICK I TELL YOU!!!! was sick the next day after getting back from classtrip. but it wasnt serious. until the next day. hahaha. i have the flu. i've never had it this bad before. and yesrterday (friday) i fianlly went to volleyball trg. i had this headache thingy. didnt play that well. i had fun tho. but i strained my shoulder abit during smashing even tho i tried not to. it hurts REAL BAD now. plus muscle soarness too. -.- halfway through training i had the fever feeling. no, not the elvis presley fever feeling -.- the fever fever feeling (yes, i know i'm making sense =P). like the familiar feeling i get whenever i have a fever (seldom). like dry mouth, a particular kind fo headache. and the heat thingy. hard to explain. i knew i was coming down with one. got home and at night. i had a fever -.- was so hot and cold at the same time. but i got better in the morning (yay! thanks for the love and care mum =P). but the flu is still here. seriously annoying.

went to the dentist today. ahahaha. o ya during volleyball... it was only leepei qoo and me. and about 5.30 (almost ending), amy ahming and sucy came. we played 3 on 3. very enjoyable and fun! hahahahhaa. but wasnt feeling that well at that time so... was kinda 'lai3'

well. thats all for now. =D

be happy everyone! =)

dreams

are kinda annoying. right jessie?

just remembered

haha. during the water war. the one where no rules applied, i only got splashed once. hahaha. and then when everyone started to gather tehir things, me, angela and pauline were posing for a picture. rebecca was taking it. and then suddenly i saw a person running towards me with a bucket out of the corner of my eye (!!!!!!!!) i ducked to the right. but there was another person there. i got splashed about.. 4 times? from all sides. ahahhaha. was fun! =) mean ppl!!!! everyone was starting to get dry and i was the wettest. -.-

GAHAHA!! miss everyone! miss the trip! wish it could have lasted longer (well.. not really =P)

today is thursdday right??? BIG WINDUP! hehehehe

a normal post! =P

i'm so tired. just wana say that i went to KYC with my mum today who was meeting up with some of the KIS parents (my sis' ex classmates' parents). i tagged along. and it rained SO HEAVILY. it was kinda fun. had deja vu... thought of the time it was raining so so heavily the floor was all wet and had lots of water on it (definition of wet?) and all the sailors were sliding by foot on it. WOOSH. so fun!!!!!! =D

did theory there.

tmr: pract 2nd piece for the first time.. wait. CHOOSE 2nd piece first. and pract 1st piece part 2 (fugue) for the first time. and do more theory?

teehee!

wooo~~~ what a short post! =P

and first time kelly is not up at this hour... hehe. hooe you had a nice sleep! =D

acknowledgements.. and afterthoughts?

a thousand sincere thanks to:

krys. of course! =P.

pauline
turtle (ngeh)
organising the games, the timetable, the groups and everything. =) without you guys, i seriously would nto have been able to do it on my own! thanks for everything!!!!! (and the balloons and the food. bleh)

suetheng
ALWAYS showed your concern and helped out whenever you could. and bringing the buckets.

angela
also same as theng. and the buckets too. and always giving me the push i needed. and you were the reason i worked so hard! you always had to work so so hard, always so busy for sdc stuff. so i wanted to do this class trip for you! i know you werent very happy about some things. i understand what you mean. i'm truly sorry. but i wouldnt have done it another way. bcz this is for you, from me. and although you also had to see me cry and help me at those times, i'm glad you had alot of fun. so sorry again. and dont forget this trip! =D

my parents
for the sponsorship and of course the phone bills (seriously. sorry!!!!!!!! =( =( ) and the food during our discussions, and the fuel when we went to asia city and stuff like that. thanks alot! =D

kelly
for helping out with the booklet (sorry again pauline!) and for staying up and stuff. and the distractions. even tho sometimes it was all with benefits. hahaha. =P

lee dao ming
for helping us look for a caterer last minute.

the caterer -.-

of course miss selena!
thanks for coming and everything! and for 3 years! =D

and i think thats all

last but not least:

thanks to those who came to the classtrip! especially those who could not come that easily. thanks alot for coming and participating and not complaining and enjoying yourselves. thanks especially to those who said thanks and to those who said they understood that it wasnt easy to make the trip happen (during sharing). even tho you guys might not have meant it or known it, i really really felt so so happy and satisfied when you guys said that. it really means alot to me. i love you guys!

ALOT! will miss you guys so much! =( KEEP IN TOUCH!

so i guess everything was worthwhile right? told you God does everything for a reason. i'm so glad that i didnt give up. and tho it has cost me alot (literally too), i still would have done it over agian if i had to. angela said that she would have rathered us to have included her in helping. but i made a promise to myself, i remember i was walking up the staircase to our class from canteen when i made that promise. i promised that i would work hard to make the trip a success for angela. make sure that she's gonna have fun. bcz for sdc trip and tshung tsin night and year book and others, she worked so hard and could not enjoy herself entirely. she deserved to have fun in this trip without worries. and i wanted to give her that. and she said she had lots of fun. i hope thats true. but all in all. i really hope it is true and that you had fun. =D sorry about everything you think i should be sorry for. for not being able to accompany you much. and other stuff. i totally udnerstand. but really. thanks for supporting me. and thanks for everything. and sorry too.

i love you guys! thanks for the 3 years of teacher bullying, working together to 'cold' s3 house leaders (haha), for the fun and the pain too, for the water wars, for everything! i'll miss you theng! i'll miss everyone!!

lets all go eat crepe in giant! yay!!!!!!!

and to your relief (i'm sure =P), this is officially the end of the classtrip posts. hahaha. i just want to remember everything! thats why its in such detail. well. with a sad sad heart.. THIS, i say (or type), is junior AI 06-08 journey's

END

and more yet to come! reunion next year. WAHOOOO~~~~~~

and another one?!?!

so at 10am. i left with angela to asia city. sorry angela! i actually saw your expression and i should have understood that you didnt really wana come that you wanted to play!!! sorry!!!!! but you should have told me -.- so we went to asia city to get our class tshirt! hmmm. i think its just ok. the colour is kinda oldy for me. i think my feel that day was correct. all my doubts were true. LUCKILY we didnt choose the 2nd colour a lighter shade of the first, as they originally chose. it would have been sooooooooo brownish old and like... faeces? (eheh.. but its true!) and then we went to kfc to take away for everyone. we bought 26 dinner plates, 7 nuggets (12 pcs), 3 cheesy wedges, 2 original wedges. i never thought kfc was so famous. they were catering for another person before us. haha. but that person did not order as much as we did. i feel kind of bad, cz miss lim had to send us, not my driver. apparently he was busy. and so was miss lim at that time. so... sorry! then after we got everything, we went to damai rinko to get souvenirs for everyone. we didnt really have enough money. so we took quite a long time to count whether we had enough. we just had enough! and thanks rebecca! for the discount we had with your name! without it, we wouldnt have had enough money. so we bought these really cute magnets but its made of cloth. and bcz they didnt have enough stock, we bought almost the same kind but its a clip. kinda cute. we used up all of our money then and there.

so we got back. we ate kfc. but at that time i didnt really have the feel to eat kfc. so i didnt really enjoy it as much. but thanks angela pauline rebecca theng and bernard for waiting for me to eat! although i might not have shown it then, i really appreciate it alot! =D thanks guys! =) =) i wasnt really chatty then bcz i was frustrated bcz EVERYONE kept asking what time they were going home but i didnt know bcz of teacher's wanting to end earlier and how long everything else would take. i was also worried that we wouldnt have enough time. thats why guys. sorry! =(

after kfc, we got to giving away the souvenirs. everyone had to draw one. but only cheryl (bitter gourd pro), angela and kiki (got golden's signature) and the dark blue grp (the only grp which never seperated or left any members behind during treasure hunt. safety first!) got to choose first. i think they were all kinda happy with what they got. i didnt get to choose my own. but i'm happy with what i got. but i dont this those should have cost what they did cost. -.- but anyway. then we gave the tshirts. i didnt bring the paper which had everyone's size written on.. so we just improvised. i hope everyone is happy. the shirt.. they are all ok ok but it could have been better. but after all the hard work put into that... it was... satisfactory. sort of. but i think angela is not that happy with it. she does have the right to be so. be happy =)

then everyone started going home. and we almost forgot but we gave miss selena the cups we bought for her. actually one was for mr lee but then he wasnt there so oh well. so we gave both to her. one was a cute one with an octopus on it. i really liked that one. one is a big big cup with a soft toy in it -.- and didnt look that wow but then it had words on it.. saying something like you deserve at least a thanks and we all appreciate it and thanks is definitely overdue or smth like that. its totally true! =) she has done alot for us. like keeping the boys out of the discipline board... settling stuff for us and keeping us in line (or at least she tried hard) i know that doing these kind of things is hard.. really really hard. so i really respect teachers.

but then thinking about it. their respect from me is definitely easily lost just by doing smth they should not have done or handling smth badly or not respecting students. (just like the GA teacher. seriously!)

well. after she left.. i forgot what i was doing.. talking to angela when turtle came up to me and passed me her receipts. rm180. for the water ballons and the teacher's souvenirs. DA BIAN ran through my mind instantly. we already finished our money. i totally forgot about hers. why didnt she give the receipt earlier at the first day. waht am i going to do? but then.. not wanting to worry them i said like oh ok i'll pay you soon just not now. then turtle went to talk to leepei. and i told angela the problem. that i was so angry and frustrated. angela also knew that the money pouch i had been using since uec for classtrip and classtshirt money collection was absolutely EMPTY. i was on the verge of crying. i think i was particularly mad that turtle did not give the receipt earlier. before we went out and bought the souvenirs. or actually reminded me that we still had to pay her back. seriously, she had since the first day of the trip to give the receipts to me. its and important thing, and she knew we were kind of overbudget. but still she was so irresponsible about this thing. i was really mad at her and i jokingly said to angela to tell turtle off for that, but really wanting her to do it. and she did. and then it blew up. turtle kept asking like how much do we have. and we already told her nthing and angela explained the situation twice already. and she asked again and tears started flowing and i shouted ZERO! we dont have ANYTHING ok? and i walked out of the room. and i'm so sorry. i feel so bad bcz i knew there were some classmates in the room that time. i dont want them to know what problems we had. i just wanted them to have the best last memories they can have of j3ai. no worries or anything. i was aware of them watching and sigh. sorry! sigh..... they shouldnt have to know about this.

so i walked back to the room after slightly composing myself.. and tingting payed her rm40 she forgot. relief kind of. tho far from rm180. and i told them i hadnt counted in the money my parents sponsored. i was trying to avoid using it. and angela said that i shouldnt sponsor so much and i said its ok my parents willingly wanted to do this. and yadda yadda. sigh.

so then i tried to do normal stuff. said gbye to few more ppl. cleaned up some rubbish. chatted.. sort of. looked for my camera (turtle ahd it with her. -.-) we were asking for it for a long time and suddenly she heard. sheesh. kind of annyoed with her -.-

so then the trip ended. so sad. like. wow finally three years has gone by. and we're seperating. growing up! i just hope that you all had a great time. and dont forget everyone else and keep in touch!!!!!!!

see next post =P

sorry its so long!!!!!

i did the treasure hunt 2 stuff, while pauline and turtle and rebecca (i think) did the water balloons. then when i was done i pulled pauline and we went UNDER THE SUN to prepare the arena for the water games. we had two planned out. the first was passing the water balloons. grp by grp, they line up in one line. but the distance between the brp members gets further and further apart. and they have to pass the water balloons. throw and catch. so funny!!!!!! i saw sao rou kept not catching the balloon! it kept bursting in their faces! or the ppl who throw dont have aim at all. haha. so funny! ah tham and a@ was very very good in catching. it was so funny watching them! and then the next water game.. in each grp, there is one person which has to hold 3 balloons, without using their shirts or putting it into their shirts (-.-) and then they have to try to keep those balloons there until the end. they have to protect it. and the others, have to protect that person and at the same time, try to burst other ppl's balloon protector's balloons -.- haha. so they were running around and screaming. so funny. and then it ended pretty quickly then it was back to basics. just like in j1. everyone ran to get the then-empty buckets and filled them with water and it was WAR! so fun! splashing and runnign around, trying to wet everyone.

ps: the two KIS guys came after school.

so we all tried to get them wet they were still in their uniform and we just tried to get everyone wet. it was so fun! the water was cold. and everyone ganged up to wet leepei and turtle and the guys in the white shirts (KIS). i really had fun. then we all took grp photos!!! =D being wet and all. haha. =D =D

then we all showered, and ate dinner, and then we started the treasure hunt. sigh. the places we used for the TH2 wasnt as far as TH1. bcz we all started to get paranoid about safety and stuff like that. so the places were all not that far. and so it was not as scary as TH1 would have been. i wanted it to be scary.. like scared of ghost that kinda scary. so it would be funner and more memorable! =) but then TH2 was ok. alot of ppl said they enjoyed it very much, that it was very fun. i was so happy! no mistakes in TH2 but just one grp had problems. everyone's legs were about to break off from the water game. haha. including me!!!

ps: the grps had no names, we used colours to differentiate the grps. red, yellow, orange, pink, blue and light blue. =D the organisers were sharp pink! but only cz there was no other coloured paper in my house. for the name tags.

so it ended at 9.30. the last place was the guard hhouse. the clue was 掌家. and we asked the guard to play them. let them search for the clue for a long time then finally tell them to go back to class. but then he didnt tell them. hahaha. so in the end no one won. but still everyone had fun =D sorry guys about that! =P

then it was sharing time. i was really surprised everyone was ok with it. it was really really great. could hear what everyone really had to say. =) thanks guys! it was a great day that day. and then after sharing we had SUPPER! we cooked water with the electric kettles fish and a@ brought. and cooked milo! =D alot of ppl had mggie cups and teo seah hing had maggie packet. he cooked it in the maggie packet!! -.- hahahaha. then we all chatted and chilled. =P and talked about lousy horror movies since we couldnt say ghost stories, not to scare pauline and kelly! -.- hahaha. it was very enjoyable! and then we all slept at about 2++ i didnt look at the clock. HAHA teo seah hing and LMC and ong said the water dripping on the roof of the boys toilet were footsteps. although they do sound like it... and i got scarred when i heard the first drip, but it was obviously rain drops. SO FUNNY!!!!!!!

third day! we woke up earlier (so we could leave earlier, courtesy of mr lee and ms selena) and had breakfast in the kanteen. haha was fun chatting. then we went back to the rooms and played games! we played bing bang boom! at the beginning it wasnt that good. but then it got better. haha. everyone sits in a circle. and everyone has a number. we had 1-32. so someone bing bang booms one person, and that person must immediately boom someone else. that person cannot boom the person who boomed him -.- and also cannot boom those who are out (those who boomed wrongly) kinda enjoyable. the winners are pauline, bernard, tingting and theng. hahaha. i THINK. then we played 大风吹. everyone sits in a circle. and one person goes to the centre. and his chair is taken away so there will be less one chair in the circle. then he'll go '大风吹', then we say '吹什么', then he has to say '吹( )'. it could be anything. 吹戴眼镜的人or 吹是女生的人 or 穿着黑衣的人 anything will do. and those ppl will have to exchange seats. and the person in the centre will have to try and get a seat. the person who is left standing will have to be the one who says 大风吹. -.- was so funny! haha. they were all in suspense and everytime they finiished one set it was so hard to keep them quiet. haha. (SPM had started already) but then sadly by 10am i had to go.

SEE NEXT POST! =D

=) =( boring story? haha

so ppl started to arrive and we finished up the discussion. and i was really nervous. i was scared they wouldnt enjoy the games, or they wouldnt be happy with the groups, or they wont have fun. so many worries! we started abit late, cz everyone was late. but wasnt a prob cz i didnt really know how to start, i was nervous! so then almost everyone arrived already. and we welcomed them and stuff, and played our small games (007 神枪手, and rampas chair). 我是神枪手啊，我要开枪了啊，一枪bang! i love this game! the rampas chair was fun! there will be an extra chair in the circle. and the person in the middle has to try to get that seat. and everyone in the circle have to keep sitting to the next chair and on and on... so funny cz you can hit the empty seat next to you and the direction is reversed. play the person sitting beside you. hahaha.

it started out abit questionable. i was abibt worried. but then after that, i knew God had answered my prayers! everyone enjoyed the games, and Miss Selena played too. and it was fun. hah! the ones who lost (if you called that losing) had to do something. HK CATWALK!! sexaayyy! hahahaha. hope someone took a pic! haha. oh ya! that night after printing the stuff i studied for the test. and after the games i went off to sunday school. took the test and ate abit of food there (last day). the test was ok. there were a few i didnt know how to do but it was ok. =D lai had to dance umbrella with an umbrella but i didnt get to see it i was still not back yet. the canteen doors were not open. and so the food was sent to the classrooms. it was put outside on tables. and everyone took their food. so it was ok. the food was ok i was so relieved! and then we played games again (run and choose, musical chairs -.- and ooooh FOOD GAME!) the run and choose took alot out of them. really fun! hahaha. then musical chairs was kinda ok. rebecca vs dudu. hahaha. and the food game! turned out better than i had hoped!

so it goes like this. we write on paper the food we have. we use a4 for the food that is either very hard to eat or disliked very much. and smaller pieces of paper for the edible food =P. we stuck those onto the white board. and grp by grp, they throw wet tissue (haha it sticks) onto the whiteboard, what they hit, they'll have to eat later as a grp, competing with other grps. so there was milk (white milk, and not cold), black coffee (no sugar no nothign. bitter bitter coffee), lime (as in the whole lime. peel it and eat), honeystars and koko krunch, GARLIC (yes! =D), nuggets (they think its nice) but tobasco sauce is put onto the nuggets. like, ALOT of tobasco =P, and banana (those FAT BIG bananas), cooked black mushrooms (without salt), raw carrots (i heard it was HARD!) and lsat but not least, BITTER GOURD JUICE! hahahaha. so disgusting!!! and they had to drink alot too! they all enjoyed it. tho it was kinda disgutting. o ya there was cheese too. those slices they sell in packets. no one got that, so we divided it all as a every-grp-must-eat.

it was so funny. cheryl showed everyone what she was made of! she solo-ed the bitter gourd juice! and drank it all down without stopping. hahaha. angela was suffering with the milk! cz they had to drink from the small carton about 200ml. rebecca had to take back what she said about being happy that she got the coffee. she thoguht it was normal coffee. hahahahaha. it was really fun! the garlic was fun! =P BUAHAHAHAHAHA

then everyone went to rest rest rest. and showered. and ate dinner. while we planned the tresure hunt and went to hide the clues. so every grp gets a letter, which has a clue which leads them to the next place, and so on. but then. -.- we didnt get it right. we hid the letters one place later. if you get what i mean. it was wrong la. SO SORRY GUYS! it would have been so much fun lo! haiz. but then THANKS GUYS! THANKS VERY MUCH! they were all ok with it. it was kinda late. so we went back. some ppl took a shower again, while we discussed what was wrong and went through tmr's program. and then planned another treasure hunt. most of all of us stayed up quite late, chit chatting. but me pauline and turtle stayed up late doing the treasure hunt 2. haha. i was tired and tired and tired from sleep deprivation (!!!!!!!) and was not in a good mood. SORRY PAULINE!!!!!!!!! =( =(

next day! =D

woke up, and hehe didnt do the morning exercise. erm. actually i'm not too sure. cz i was asleep. they let me sleep cz they knew i didnt sleep much those few days. THANKS GUYS! appreciate it. and then. suddenly we had to go to classroom 504. although it wasnt in our sched. then we tried to fix up a movie, but didnt happen. no good speakers. and we had to go to the comp room. it was a drag. everyone was tired. and then the movie was boring. i wasnt really keen on the movie. but then suddenly we had to go 504 so it was like.. what? but anyway. after that.. we had lunch -.- wasted a morning. but ok too let everyone sleep.

then we played the quest list game. me and turtle and pauline (pauline's idea originally) made a list of things they have to find and bring back. the list includes: a slipper which has pink in it, a palm sized stone, a watch, 2 spectacles, a morning glory, 3 hair clips, of either a CCA teacher, Mr. Golden, Mr. Simon, or music teacher, 1 red pen + 2 blue pens, 2 rubber bands which are not black white or blue, a photograph of Mary Liau's car, 2 Nokia hp + 1 SE hp, 3 earrings, 1 hair which is longer than 30cm -.-, 5 rm1 + 4 20sens + 1 5sens, a water bottle, a photograph of the volleyb court taken from the 7th floor, 2 wallets which are not black, 1 green shirt, count how many coconut trees there are in sch, and the sch's number.

at that time, mary liau was not in school, the cca 7th floor was locked, and cca office was closed. so those few couldnt be done and the signature no one could get except for angela's grp (forgot wat colour). angela and kiki waited so long for golden (concert band had practice) and they didnt give up, they were the only grp which got the signature. the green shirt, at first we thought it was a hard colour, but we didnt take into account that we were grn hse this yr. and almost everyone had brought at least one shirt. hah. that was kinda fun for them i guess. but we were busy doing the treasure hunt and filling up the water balloons

then after that, it started! sigh. lee dao ming (mr lee) told ms selena there were complaints about our noise (i have doubts whether its true) and they were considering us leaving early? its so weird la. they like dont really understand that not eveyrone can just leave when they say so. some ppl live so so far or cant find transport. asking us to end the trip early is so wrong.

it got to the point where ms selena asked a few of us (me, pauline, turtle and rebecca) to the teacher's resting room. and sat down with mr lee there. and talked about ending it early and stuff. i got mad. i told them i didnt put in so much effort just so we could end it early. and they were quite then was like ok you have to talk to the boys and make sure that they keep their level down bla bla. then after that we played a game. 手忙脚乱! so fun!!!!! hahaha.

ps: my lacrimal glands!!!!!!!! :$ :$

that game was so fun! its like.. in groups, they have to be as one, and work tgth. if i say 4 legs, 4 hands, then only 4 legs and 4 hands can touch the floor. 4 legs and 4 hands MUST touch the floor. so they have to carry or step on or sit on or climb onto one another, as long as 4 legs and 4 hands touch the floor. SO FUNNY!!! so groups thought of very complicated ways. and some were very smart. hahahaha. so funny! mimi had to sit on tiong!!!!! hahahaha. and then we played that game but with the whole class. took so long!!! -.- about 15 minutes. then drumroll! water game!!!!!!! yea!

SEE NEXT POST! WHEEEEEEEEEE

BACK BACK BACK! =D

from class trip! gt back at about 2 i think. hahahahaha. happy! =D well.. it was ok but of coures there were not happy parts. but not alot.



first off, is the changes that happened on the 8th i think. i went to school in the morning. it was graduation day for the s3s that day. so i went early about 6.45 to look for mr hiew. i was so nervous! i didnt really know what to say and i was afraid i would say the wrong thing and ruin everything. it was stressful knowing that it was all riding on me now. so i saw mr hiew in his office, told him what ahppened, i didnt really say stuff like its unfair and the school should at least be abit responsible for it. in the end i just asked for the classrooms. and he said it should be no problem and that he will speak to mr lim (THE GA teacher) and i will have to get the rooms from him. you know i was still standing outside mr hiews office when he went in.. he KNEW i was looking for him and he did not even look my way at all. he did see me. but he just walked right past me. so RUDE! so he talked to mr hiew, he left and i didnt really know what to do then. mr hiew waved me back in and asked me to see mr lim to get the rooms.

so i went to his office and big surprise, he wasnt there. its so obvious that he doesnt wana help us at all! he doesnt want us to succeed in this class trip and he doesnt care AT ALL. so i waited outside his office on the couch. for a long time. waited and waited.. hmm. i walked outside and wondered whether i should go looking for him. i was standing there, when he walked past me. and again, he didnt acknowledge me in ANY way. he definitely kenw i was looking for him. so i stood there, not sure whether to go in after him or not. bcz obviously he didnt want to see me. i went into his office. and he just said you cant get the room kmeys now cz the teachers havent even given the keys of their classrooms back to me. bla bla bla. he has quite a habit of saying the same thing, revolving around the same point. so that i understood, he told me to go back after the grad ceremony ended. so i just wanted to clarify that we would like at least 3 classrooms. so i pointed that out to him, showing that he had more than enough classrooms available. and he started to get angry. -.- he didnt scold or shout, he just started to raise his voice.

(that day on the 7th after angela and i asked about the special classrooms, i was so sick of his face. theng went in to ask him again bcz she didnt think that there wont be enough classes. and thats what he did too. he started to raise his voice. he talked to her with his raised voice and i got annoyed so i puled her out. pointless to reason with him)

so he said thats not for you to decide. thats my decision bla bla bla. (again he repeats himself, voice getting louder..) so i left saying i'll be back later.

ps: lacrimal glands failed me! =( =P

so after graduation, me and angela (gratz to angela's sister for graduating =D ) and her lil sis waited for pauline. we talked through it and we went to mr limmmmmmm's office. and waited. waited waited waited. i missed the 10am encore of big windup! (SO ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!) and waited and mr yap was outside his office collecting the keys from the form teachers. we went back to the hall and walked around the school.. and then went back and waited some more. then mr yap came out and said i've just been told to give you guys the keys of j3he and j3ping. i love mr yap! he's so cool! and he chatted abit with us. i was really areally annoyed that the GA teacher made someone pass the keys to us, making more discussion impossible. so that means that i couldnt get 3 rooms. i told mr hiew about wanting at least 3 rooms before. so we were outside the GA office and talking about other possiblities, about the activity room (since guys and girls sleeping in one room was out of ques -.-) when mr hiew walked out. he asked and i said we only got 2. (showing that i was definitely not happy) and he asked if we wanted to pursue the matter further. sigh. sigh sigh sigh. i said nevermind then left. went home, pauline came to my house. and we comtinued doing classtrip stuff. we ate maggie (=D) and the group arrangements, got on the computer to do the nametags. SORRY i fell asleep! was too exhausted from the last few days and weeks. really really sorry pauline! =(

then she left at 6. and i continued to do the booklet, with kelly's help =D but in the end we didnt use it. SORRY SORRY again to pauline and kelly. SORRY pauline! i know you used up LOTS LOTS LOTS of time to do the chickens and stuff and typing it all out. SORRY kelly! for helping to touch it up. =( i'm so sorry guys!!!! SORRY!

so for the whole night i was on the comp. reminding the one of the KIS guys to come and telling him what time we would start, and to tell the other KIS guy. he told me that they would go late, and leave at about 5. i got angry bcz the that would mess up the groups. we wanted it to all be fair, and also that everyone would be happy. arranging the groups was not easy. so then (online with pauline) we did the groups again. again and again. and i asked angela to call me and we talked about it some more. then finally finished it. then had to do the nametags again. that took a long time too. i didnt get much sleep that night. after finishing everything, printing. i got the food stuff ready, and packed my stuff. plate, cutlery, the food, the game stuff, the snacks (yes, i AM abit annoyed that you left everything with me to bring to school =P but no worries) haha. and went to get my clothes. and trying to remember to bring everything. i took a quick shower bcz i didnt feel well. then slept. not long after that woke up, packed last minute stuff and went to school. met with turtle, and we cut the name tags and put it in the holders. and talked through the whole program. and discussed how we were going to prepare the stuff. and ppl started to arrive!

EXCLAMATION MARK! see next post! =D

and

just when its the episode where the competition ends.. and the winner is known, i dont get to watch. i have missed this week's episode, all because of the class trip and the DA BIAN GA TEACHER!

how sad can it get?

(i havent even packed yet!)

kaboom! there i go................

feeling hopelessly worn out

so theres been a few changes. but not considered entirely as a progression. i'm not going to go into that now. no time.

i'm so worn out. totally. stupid there are two guys who cancelled out just now. the class trip is TOMORROW. which means rearranging the groups. and the name tags which THANKFULLY i havent printed out yet. but its gonna be like rolling through jagged glass aligning everything back together.

my parents have gone to lahad datu to danum valley. and i'm so grateful, touched, relieved, but mostly thankful and touched. i love my parents so so much! my mum was on the phone with me just now. i asked her whether she could sponsor water, she said yes. and she said that she'll sponsor rm50. we were overbudget (THANKS TO THE DA BIAN GA TEACHER) and my dad told my mum that he, too will sponsor rm50. i was so touched and thankful i actually almost cried! been fretting about so much stuff. so worried and hectic! and still so much still is yet to be done. and suddenly i get this kind of help, tho not much, but its like... angels have come down. seriously. thanks God! =D tho it may seem like nothing to you guys (mum and dad), that even if you might not have known how much it means to me, it does mean alot. and i appreciate it so so much!!

but still. i dont think i'll get much sleep later. its already 11 (!!!!!!!!!!!) and theres still alot to be done. well. sigh. pray that everything will go smoothly!

thanks guys! pauline and turtle and theng and angela! and my parents! have fun there!

seriously. i ate dinner at 9. -.- and plus. i havent finished studying for my sunday school test.






=(

KELLY SMELLY FRELLY (?)

haha. dedicated to kelly.

the most helpful person to date about this situation.

thanks for all the advice. much appreciated. and i'll try to do as you say tmr. wish me luck~

kelly! as a reward, have (hmmm) a baked chicken and mushroom pie on me! =D (on top of the baked beef and mushroom pie k!)

thanks! love you MUACKS!

btw guys. http://chezzel.blogspot.com/search/label/guitar its really good. =D

thanks again kel! =D

sorry

i KNOW that post was so so long.

thoughts gone wild. hahahaha

and bcz its my fault. embarrassingly, it mostly my fault. sort of. and i bow 90 degrees saying sorry guys!

like i said. stupid me i shouldnt have cried. i wasnt thinking clearly. like seriously. it could have been solved then and there. f5!!! i could bang my head continuously on a stone wall i cant believe i did smth so pointless.

sigh. sincerely and so regretfully,

I'M SORRY GUYS!

and mum! i know i disappointed you..

i'm going to make amends tmr! or i'll TRY! die fighting! =P

pray that i wont cry!!! and that i'll succeed! for my classmates! for my teacher! for my mum! and for meeeeee!!

sigh. why do we have lacrimal glands? they get in the way! (rhetorical!)

THE WORST PART

annoyingly, VERY, is that its so subjective. already about 5 ppl have asked me stuff about the class trip. and its like i dont know what to tell them. bcz i'm not even sure if its a 100% go or not... hmmm

and thanks mum for not bringing this whole thing up at dinner just now. if you wana say soemthing like i told you so or stuff like that, you can email me! =D but know that i'm grateful about that, whether it was done on purpose or not. =D