kelly.

hmm. i love my bro and sisters! =) why, you may ask? because

1. they teach me maths. especially kat and kel. ahahaha. tho why i'm the only one without a good maths brain is beyond me. ahaha. they never get angry. and i'm always so amazed when they get the answer correct.

2. bcz kel (and kev) sometimes drive me to school when the driver is late. but not so much kev cz you cant really wake him up in the morning. can you? wait... i think ive done it before. and it makes me happy cz i dont havae to wake mum up! haha. hey! but kel does it with benefits!!! she goes to the gym after. usually. ahaha. but still. yay?

3. kel drives me EVERYWHERE i wanna go and buys me coffee bean and strawberry and eggtart and pao. well.. so does kev. he drives me to eat in fohsang. or to places to buy fish or plants for our tank. -.- but kel is so great cz when shes here, i can go to my friends houses in penampang more easily and not annoy my parents. wheeeeeeee!! thanks! =)

4. kel ALWAYS helps me do things. like download movies or softwares and stuff like that. but since youre on the computer almost 24hrs.. i dont think that counts as helping. just one more tab open in your monitor. ahahhaha.

5. hmmmmm. oooh! with kel here, i can have lunch sent from home!! yay!!! =) =)

6. and its so good cz i can go down to kk after school with my friends.

7. and she sends me and angela to fohsang to eat char siew rice and meatball soup! ahahahahahhaa!!

8. erm. i'm lazy to think. gonna go sleep now. ahahaha

9. of course. kev and kat are also great. but save me!!! i dont wanna post about ALL of you! yes yes, i'm grateful youre all my siblings yadda yadda...

whee!

WATCH WATCH WATCH!

i LOVE my warped sense of humour! makes me sooooo happy! anyway. watch below ads if you havent seen it on tv. i think Xpax ads are really good (well.. most of them!). the first video here has been stuck in my head THE WHOLE DAY TODAY! i know it was annoying for my friends to hear me sing it all the time! haha. so catchy! whee! BECAUSE ITS FREE~~~~~~~~ (lyrics on 'what i'm thinking about now' for now! ).



watch this next one till the end! so funny!!



LOOK AT THE GUY'S FACE!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOO CUTE!! ahahahaha

i KNOW! the first time i put a video up, and its about ads. hahaha. enjoy! =)

decisions!

i think at this period where time is of the essence (haha), i think its all about decision making. but only for me i guess. cz i cant fool myself that i have enough time to finish all subjects. so i have to use the common sense and logic (which thank goodness i actually have) inherited from my parents, to choose which subjects are more important and which i can afford to spend more time on, and which i can afford to leave out. i really really hope i can get A for science! cz ive studied my: hair, head, mind, brain and PATIENCE out, just for science. and maths of course (i'll make you proud kat!). and of course sej khb and geo. bm and chi, i'll have to work for it (which is the amount of force exerted times the distance traveled in the direction of the force exerted! W=Fs). so. go, go, GO! i have to look at my goal and charge towards it! i just hope i'll be charging fast enough. sigh. OF COURSE i have doubts about myself. but.......... self confidence! (said with small questions wandering in my heart =P)

today is the last day of classes for a few subjects. and i'm sorta sad. gonna miss the teachers!! first and foremost (ahaha)! is cikgu evelyn. i just found out yesterday that she taught all my siblings before. thats kinda cool. kel!! get this: she said that kat is EMOTIONAL. that shes always so stressed and stuff like that. ahahahahahahahaha! which i guess is sorta true. i wonder why she doesnt see that in me! =P i really really love that teacher. she's so cool! and she goes with all the jokes and she never gets angry. like she does but she never scolds us. when i think shes gonna start scolding, she just continues on after a small pause. so much self control! =) and she laughed along when tee hong kong had his crew cut after being caught by mr lee. haahhahahaha. "gaya rambut tee hong kong sangat comel!" so hilarious! she laughed so loud!!! gonna miss her alot! lucky you janice! you have her as your form teacher! haha. and not forgetting that she probably has the whole sej text book form 1 to form 3 typed and saved into her brain. shes so so good at sej. all the time lines are so detailed in her head. @@

ok. next is cikgu mary liau, khb. i think shes such a smart person. she knows how to make the class listen to her and she knows how to make us do what she says. she knows how to be in control. she has such power over us! its so amazing how she can do that! =) shes so street smart, organized and i really like her classes. i just think shes so smart to know how to keep us in line and everything. gonna miss her too! i like that she tells lots of stories and teaches us how to handle stuff like stress and selecting our careers! those who havent been taught by her are missing out!

erm. i dont know whether today is the last lesson for geo. but oh well. might as well. cikgu retah. so cool! i remember the first day she came in. she was explaining some things in bm and then we were all asking her ques. then she suddenly replied a question in chinese. so cool! we were all so shocked. cz she wears baju kurungs and stuff like that. i like her cz shes a really really good teacher and she knows her stuff. (well, all these three teachers know their stuff really really really well. its so amazing!). she knows how to make ppl come into class in time. and a plus PLUS, she didnt let tiong wei lung get his way today. aaaaahahahahha. he came into class late. and as usual she took attendance and marked half of the class who havent gone into class late, including him. and he got all angry and childish. he was like "why did you mark me late? dont eh! i was just late by abit! bla bla bla" and she just didnt care. she scolded him back too. wheeeeeeeee!!! he totally deserved it. but he probably deserves a beating up too, if you ask me. but then oh well. and i like the way she goes "jangan bising LEH! nanti kena marah, hati sakit lagi" hahahahaha. i like her!

oh well. i dont remember whether ive said this, but me and angela and turlte, rebecca and liau have been doing the annual report for sdc (the best club!) almost everyday for the past few weeks. its due tmr and we still havent got evertyhing done. even though theres only a small portion left but just hope we can make it! =) theres a few touch ups to do. i really hope it will turn out well. its so nice! =) our hard work! cutting, gluing, pen-knifing, counting (0.9+1.2 T-T HAHA), writing, walking around, photocopying, buying, typing. so many things! i'm so proud of what we've achieved! this is the result of great cooperation! =) =) glad to have them there! =)

i know i said this post will be about kel. see next post! hahahaha. promise! =) i'm so tired actually. havent been sleeping regularly these few days. but... well.. theres no but actually. =P

i'm grateful: cz my piano teacher will be giving me off from piano lessons until after my exams. but of course (SIGH) i'll have to pay back. therell be double lessons after exams. sigh. im gonna try squeeze in as many lessons as i can during exams. i dont wana go during holidays!!! have to work hard for it tho. practicing new exam pieces. started the first piece. its sooooooo boring. not the kind of music i like. but oh well. its the best choice out of the 8. (yes! thats exactly how boring they all are!)

oh ya!!! me and angela and theng and pauline (drumroll~~~~~) have gotten into science stream!!! (HEIYER!!! TOLD YOU SO PAULINE!!! waste time on being SAD SAD SAD only! waste your TEARS! you probably killed a few months off your heart!) well, congrats to ME!!!!!!! and of course them! =P hahahaha. i didnt really doubt that i couldnt get in after i got the results for my maths and sci qualifying test. sure i failed (57) but it was almost good compared to alot of other ppl. i made a few careless mistakes, and i know i could have passed, but i dont really mind! =) wont happen again! =) and i got 67 for science! kind of ok for that considering i didnt study everything, and there were some chapters which werent taught yet. compared to alot of other ppl, 67 is kind of high. so i'm ok. but then of course, i was so worried for my friends!! =( scared there wouldnt get into science. but then phew! we all made it! =) but i'm sad inside cz simying didnt get into science, not even the waiting list! and tee hong kong actually got into the waiting list! come on! simying deserves it more! sigh. she cried (broke my heart!!! =() and when she appealed for it to mr hiew (vice head), he still said no. and she cried again! so sad for her! i dont know what shes gonna do about it. be happy sim ying!!! =) dont cut down trees!!!

im really considering changing school. bcz of chi. is there any chance i can get into lower chi?? seriously! but.. dont really wanna be in the lower chi class. bcz of the ppl in it. eheh. but... theres alot alot alot to stay for too. i dont know dont know dont know.

heres a part of a song. unwritten by natasha bedingfield. i find it kind of meaningful. so enjoy. =)

feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins

the rest is still unwritten!

=)

lower chinese! come to me! =( =) =( =) =?

25th

and i'm stressed. 2 more weeks to uec mock. and i saw pauline studying chi hist today. form 1 text book. and i started to feel the stress coming onto me. and she asked a question out loud. and a classmate (called kelly) answered in detail. how am i supposed to know all that? i cant read a page in a story book without feeling sleepy. i remember i once tried reading a chi story book in borders and i fell asleep. ON THE FLOOR. i know that in these 2 weeks, there will be a day when i will cry bcz i'm overwhelmed. but then. i never thoguht it was going to be easy. but i never thought that chi hist would get to me so much. i know i'm prepared for a C for my chi. so what am i supposed to tell my heart about what i'm gonna get for chi hist? and uec sci. ive done the whole book of past year questions and i dont want it to be a waste. so i'm reading it again. but do i really have time? will my brain hold it all?

i watched greys anatomy that day and burke (the surgeon) just lost a patient on the op table. and he was sad and litsening to a concerto song or smth like that in a dark room on a bed. and christina (his girlfriend) came in and hugged him. and he said. when he was in college he had a note stuck onto his mirror. it was from the composer of the song he was listening to. the note said: what i lack in talent, i make up in discipline. and he said to christina. i'm not like you. i wasnt the smartest or the brightest in class. but i was the best. i was the best.

is that what i'm supposed to do about chi? i did try before. but not hard enough? i think the chances are so small that i study the right thing in a subject so so broad (chi and chi hist) so i choose not to waste time on it? but i cant not care. i'm working on my chinese. but what about chi hist? kel! did you study the workbook or things like that?

and the funny thing is now i'm studying hard, i tend to watch more tv. and i usually dont watch cz its boring. sigh. i dotn know.

but i guess its good in a way. cz i'm angry and stresed and so so annoyed abt chi hist that i'll study faster. but not in a good mood. haha.

SO MUCH TO DO SO LITTLE TIME! ok. ive gotta be more positive. *always look on the bright side of life*.. and mayhem is beautiful? it depends whether you can keep your head on and do smth about it. unlike me who is just complaining. sheesh. goona study sci now. dont wanna waste my long long effort of doing the whole book of past year.

THANK GOODNESS its hari raya next week. holiday. which means. whole day of studying?

oh ya. janice! i forgot to add in the friend post that. good luck in everything, and i hope you find success in being a singer. hahahaha!! dreams are achievable! =) and stop being horny.

and THANKS SO MUCH for agreeing to help me in maths and physics. we start today 3rd res\cess! thanks and good luck to us!

next post will be allllllllll about kel. =)

bliss!

is now. cz after about a week, i have officially finished studying SEJARAH! hahaha. ive been studying that for so long. find it quite hard. i havent done the 'read and check' for the ramalan but then oh well. too happy and lazy to care. and tomorrow theres no school. HOLIDAY! wheeee!!

its been a long week. but today was an exception. felt like saturday. khb was FUN! we just went to the hall and got our wood projects back, and we got LOADS of exercise papers! i know its weird.. but i find it fun doing khb! i'm not stressed about this subject. so doing it with ah phang (who sits beside me) is fun. cz i'm better than him in it. BUAHAHAHA. but the hard part was bringing back ALL our books which were left to rot in our desk drawers + the ex papers (for so many subjects) + the wood project. hah. pity those who did big big projects (*cough* theng and turtle) Ahahaha. and MY project had HANDLES! how cool is that? =P but the heaviest thing was my lunch containers and a thermos (a price to pay for eating PA MEE! but unfortunately its the imitation by my kakak) sigh. my left arm hurts from carrying all the stuff. but oh wel. all in all a fun day. AND i got to watch tv too. hahaha. its because of tmr's holiday that we have to clear our drawers. its the entrance exams for next yrs j1 students. hope smarter ppl will come into our school. =) good luck to all! (tho its not really needed)

me and angela and turtle and sometimes rebecca have been busy with the sdc annual report 2008. its kind of fun doing it. hope it will turn out nicely! =) =)

jessie!!! you've made the 'mayhem is beautiful' song stuck in my head. FOR THE WHOLE DAY! haha. congrats to you?

well. seeing that i actually deserve to use the computer this time, and its only 11.30pm, i think i shall do smth else. haha. see next post! =)

you've made a difference! =)

i have soooooo many friends and i'm grateful! but what i'm really really grateful about is what difference they have made or just how happy i feel when i see them. probably cz i'm half weird too. =P haha. so this post is a token of my gratitude to all of you! =)

my parents and siblings. explanations are definitely not needed! i hope mum will let me go to aus soon for holiday. and we can do anything we want there like go to borders or eat food! aahahahaha! i miss the chicken and mushroom pie you can get from a deli! =( have one on me kel! =)

hmm.

dana. tho not that close as we used to be, grateful cz of what she taught me during all those sleepovers and doing nothings and travelling together (for sailing) and sailing days and dancing machines. haha. was so fun. and you were always there to support me, the best advice always came from you! and of course, ian, who cooks the best cheese omelet and just omelets in general. thanks! =) haha. youve opened my eyes to see that theres more to life than lousy omelets, that there are better ones out there! =P

angela theng and pauline in general. when i was facing a sad problem, you guys were so patient listening to me and the problems and worries i was facing at that time. and you guys welcomed me following you all. i still remember. and i'm grateful and happy that it turned out this way! i wonder if you all remember how it all started.. but oh well. thanks for accepting me into your circle! =) no regrets! =) i guess its more special bcz we didnt start off right from the beginning. i mean me and you guys. gah. i hope you know what i mean. haha

angela. always always there for me. no matter what time or what place or where i am or what you are doing or even when you're busy. you always still reply my msgs and pick up my phone when i call when i need someone to listen. =) (theng! you talk too fast! hahahahaha and pauline. 016 laaaaaa =P). when you're busy and stressed just like all of us, you still find time to help me. i'm so amazed! so thankful to have you as my friend! haha

theng. the first person i met who talks so fast and eats so fast. tho sometimes annoying with your erm.. fast-ness, still wont be the same without you! =) and the only maths pro and trumpet player within us! hahahaha!!! wait... it IS the trumpet right? oh well. thanks for being there always! =) dont forget me when youre gone! dont forget US when youre gone! =) =) and RELAX!!!!

pauline. so different from me. does everything i dont do. but still always there for me (am i going to repeat this sentence all the time? -.-). i still remember what difference you made. the sentence you said in... i think j1. hah. i bet you dont remember. you changed my whole view of myself. and you were the one who first welcomed me in with you guys in j2 if i remember correctly. haha. thanks!! =) and DONT STRESS! -.-

hmm.

jessie. hahaha. little miss 'neat'. the first person i met in volleyball who is more crazy than me and who loves music AND BOOKS! ahahaha. hope you will win many competitions as a high jumper and libero/setter (undecided! haha) =P and CHOOSE VOLLEYBALL! bcz theres more fun in playing as team than as an individual! =) but your choice! just have fun! and dont forget edward cullen! thanks to you i love him too. hahaha.

and not forgetting little miss 'shy' (oh! the irony!). janice. who calls me horny when shes actually the one who is. (ahahahaha). the SECOND person i met in volleyball who is even more crazy than jessie. who loves music AND BOOKS too. AND who is BRAVADO towards roller coasters and space shots. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! best roller coaster partner ever! =) =) haha.

meeting both of you ong sistahs is one of the best things that can happen to anyone. seeing both of you just makes me laugh. you guys are so crazy. which is a good thing? =P oh ya! and janice, hope you will too win many competitions as a runner, high jumper and a volleyball-er? haha. good luck with that! =)

turtle (shelia). who loves food as much as i do! =) who doesnt care if she gets fat or broke eating. hah. (she probably does care if she gets broke) but she definitely doesnt care if she gets fat. she doesnt get mad (which is sometimes annoying) and who is brave enough to talk to my mum. haha. too bad youre not coming to my house to have tiramisu. har har har

teoSH. the first person i met who totally doesnt hold any grudges and always forgives. =) miss sitting next to you! he's so unbelievable. he never gets mad no matter what. he always forgives. always buys biscuits and lets me eat half =) and, (a plus plus): he loves shal mai (siew mai) just as much as i do. wheee! =)

and LAST BUT NOT LEAST.

georgina. who 'blows me away' (ewwww)! friends for.. the 9th year i think. even tho we've probably known each other longer than that, but at 5, i dont think that counts. haha. even tho so 'i'm too good for this' about alot of things (ahaha), always surprises me when she actually cares about what i'm talking about, or when i'm upset. =) (haha. sometimes you just seem like you dont care). but thats bcz youre too cool.. i mean hot. =P (*choke cough*) and apparently likes maths paper 2 more than paper 1. -.- ahahaha. thanks for still being my friend after so long and always listening to my complaints and stuff. *your dad must be a policeman bcz youre so fine* *wink* aaahahahaha.

thanks to the mentioned above. and all my other friends. if i listed everyone of you out here. there probably wont be enough space for anything else. =) i'm grateful. bear that in your knowledge! ahahaha.

to all, be safe and smart! =)

sigh

i see her happy and i miss her.

i wish i could say i knew i had it in you since you showed me your first.

its still on my wall.

should i take it down?

i'm jealous of them.

sigh. wish i could say it out loud.

small things

make me happy. and also make me sad.

i enjoyed the walk me angela and pauline had around IS during the first recess. the weather was cool and windy. and there was someone sort of strumming the guitar behind the hall. it was so... simple.

sigh. hope there will be more moments like that.



sigh..

the day... of the... huh?

you know. ive been studying quite hard (but i still think i can study faster and sleep less. my naps are so long! and frequent! -.-) and i'm almost spending every waking moment studying. sort of. but still dont get much done. and i'm ok with that. as in ok with just studying slowly and studying all the time. but then when my mum comes over and shes like.. hey. we think you're studying too hard. what do you think? dont be too stressed k? at those moments, is when i feel like crying. so weird. haha.

but now. i'm like.. racing against time! i was supposed to finish physics last week. but. here i am. with unfinished physics (?). and i wanted to finish sej yesterday. but again here i am with unfinished physics AND sej! and now chi hist. theres a test tomorrow. i'm so uninterested towards chi and chi hist! kel! how did you prepare for chi hist? did you memorise the short questions? help me ask kat whether she did! cz if you guys didnt then i'm not going to either. i will. but i wont waste much time on it. GIVE ME GUIDELINES!!! =(

ok. good luck to me and angela studying chi hist now. (shes sleeping over! my parents are in china! and my mum asked me to ask someone to sleepover. but unfortunately angela is only sleeping for one night! =( oh well.. get studying. wheeeeeeeee)

chi hist. i dont like you!

130AM

haha. and i'm gonna sacrifice this moment of seldomness where i allow myself to use the computer to read my BEST FRIEND'S blog so i can know what shes thinking about about some things. because unlike me. my best friends dont really talk about their whole day unlike me who just rambles on and on and on. i'm the conversation erm.. conductor (as in the conductor of electricity that conductor. not conductor or choir conductor -.-). it is also the reason why my blogs are so long and boring. well. the things i wana talk about will have to wait. because i CARE ABOUT MY FRIEND. hah. see you tomorrow~~~

=) just in case you didnt know. the best friend i'm talking about is the one who has a blog and UPDATES IT not once a month. which is pauline.... if you still dont 'catch my drift'.

ahahahahaaaa

qualifying test

our school has this test (new, started of this yr) to see who is qualified for science stream next year. it was yesterday. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!! firstly, they didnt tell us sooner. we had only a few days to prepare. YOU'RE ASKING US TO STUDY FOR SCIENCE WHICH INCLUDS BIO, CHEM AND PHY AND MATHS. YOU THINK WE'RE ALL GENIUSES?? so annoyed. and secondly, they dont inform us properly that its gonna happen. we had news months ago. but the date was never confirmed. and suddenly we're all stressed for this thing happening on saturday just a few days away. thirdly, whether they were making the ques based on uec or pmr standard, we didnt know. we havent learned a few chaps, and they dont inform us whether its included or not. SHEESH

maths was hard. i'm so annoyed. i'm feeling sleepy so i'm even more annoyed at this moment. sci was harder than maths i think. but maths makes me more upset. so so upset. sighhhh. i wish i could just read story books all day and not care. but. i cantttt... i shouldnt. i dont care i'm gonna FINISH CHEMISTRY TODAY!

i love my mum and dad. cz they are not workaholics and actually care whether or not they get to eat dinner with us (in this case, its me, not us. cz i'm the only one left here) and cz mum loves food like the rest of the family and bakes and cooks alot. i love her cotton cheese cake. and cz she worries whether i'm safe or not studying downstairs by myself that she cant really sleep well until she hears me go upstairs. (did you know that kel?) and cz she knows what i like and dont like in my food (tauge!) and my dad provides so i can buy clothes and books. i'm grateful! yes i am!

i'm just sleepy..... gah. gonna study.

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